
STILL POV CINDY ...
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After a long journey, I finally returned to the place where Rain and I hid first .
After a few minutes walk I finally arrived in front of the house that looks neat and clean , I knocked on the door several times and finally I saw Mama open the door and immediately hugged me when I saw my arrival .
" You okay, son ? " Task mom with a voice that sounds happy without letting go of her embrace
" Of course, Mama herself how ? " Let me slow down while letting go of my embrace and looking for another figure behind me
" Rain didn't go with Ma , he I left with Ken for a while" I said lying so that mama didn't feel suspicious
" Oh is that so, come in. You must be tired, son" said Mama as she closed the door when I stepped in
" Papa was harvesting wine at the wilson farm" Mama explained as if she knew what I was thinking
I just smiled and nodded with understanding as I entered my room . Instantly my eyes scrutinized every room that was neither too big nor too small .
Suddenly my eyes were fixed towards the wall that displayed some picture frames on the wall, there were many pictures of me and Rain that I accidentally stuck on the wall ,
I used to love taking pictures of mementos when I managed to get Rain out of my stomach and I unconsciously stroked my flat stomach.
" How are you now, baby "Say I glanced far away while staring at the picture of Rain who was laughing cheerfully
I came out of my room just as my mom woke me up for dinner and at the dinner table I saw Papa was waiting for me with a warm smile when he saw my arrival .
" How are you doing, son ? " Task Papa when you see me
" Good Pa, as Papa saw "my words with a smile while sitting my butt
" Where is Rain ? " Task her
" Rain I put on Ken Pa , he's a little feverish" I said starting another lie to make
the faces of my parents can be seen panicking even Mama to stop pouring water on Papa's glass
" But he's been sniffing out Ma, Pa . Ken said he checked it out, "My words lied again and again
" Thank God, say thank you to Ken, son " Papa said to me and I just nodded my head as I started our dinner .
After finishing dinner and having a light conversation I immediately told Papa to rest, I massaged Papa's shoulder slowly until Papa finally fell asleep . while Mama, , I was , he was still in the kitchen and was washing the dishes we had eaten earlier .
I walked up to Mama and helped Mama to make Mama smile warmly at me and again pulled me to sit at the dinner table after we finished our work.
" Cindy, do you have a little savings ? . Can Mama borrow it ? " Task Mama with a soft voice and a soft face
" What is ma for ? " Ask me
" House rental is already 6 months old son, Grandma Margareth may not bother her but we just feel bad about her , we've been troubling her a lot and right now she's sick and needs to be treated, can you lend me a little money, son ? " Say Mama slowly
Grandma Margaret was very kind to us, and she often bought Rain a dress first.I smiled faintly at my mom as if she was calming the no longer young woman .
" Of course Cindy will transfer Mama later "my words calm Mama to make Mama hug me and mutter thank you
To be honest I no longer have money saved but I can't be honest I don't have the heart of mama, I promise I will try to find the money for me to send to Mama.
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Right now I'm back in new york and like a deal from Hugo, I'm back working at Mona Flower's main store . actually I'm embarrassed about suddenly coming but Hugo said he gave me permission so now I work at Mona Flower's original store .
Mona was a very kind and friendly person to me and also to her blain employees, she often bought me and others food like the first time I worked here .
It's been day 3 I work in the main store and I'm still confused looking for additional work where else to send money to Mama , Even I have sold my phone but it is not enough because there are still many more that I have to collect.
I stared at the clock on my wrist which now showed at 5 pm and my working hours were over . when I was about to get out suddenly a car I knew stopped right in front of the Mona Flower store and before long Ken got out of the car while approaching me.
" Where did you get that kind of money, Cindy ? " Task Ken directly when he arrives in front of me
" Michael .he gave it to me for free" I said lying in a flat voice
" Just you say ? . I know Cindy, you traded her for Rain . Where's your brain, Cindy ! " Say Ken was angry with a loud voice that made me stare flat at him
" Can we just talk in the car ?" Pinta I'm ahead of Ken who followed me into the car
The atmosphere in the car was still quiet , Ken just focused on bringing his car to a park and we immediately went out when we arrived at the park .
" Have you sent the money ? " Ask me directly when we were sitting on one of the park chairs
" Yes . AP— "
" Can I borrow another 1 million dollars to you Ken? ? , I promise I will pay it soon" I said immediately cutting off the man's speech
To be honest, I was too embarrassed to say the blue thing to Ken, but I had no other choice, 'Currently Ken is my only hope .
" What is the money for ? " ask her while looking in wonder at me
" I'll send it to your account, Cindy" said Ken and I nodded in understanding
When the man was about to speak I immediately stood up to make Ken look in wonder at me .
" I have to go, Ken . And thank you for always helping me "I said sincerely while leaving Ken screaming my name
Now I walk closer to the Club night that was once where I worked first . with a sense of doubt I also stepped foot in and immediately met Simone the Club manager .
" WOW, it's an honor " Simone mocked at my presence but I just lowered my head.
" What are you doing here, Cindy ? " His question made me stare at the man
" A..I want to apply for a job "Say me softly while squeezing the edge of my shirt hard
" You want to apply to be an entertainer here again ? " Task Simone with her paltry smile
" No, not the job . I wanted to apply as an employee "My words were quick to make the man frown
" No , you're tid—"
" Please Mr. , you're the only one who can help me "My words beg to cut off the man's words while dropping my tongue and looking at Simone's face that seems to be closing her eyes as if she is thinking
" Okay, you can work here start working now "Simone said at last while throwing the clothes that were still wrapped neatly at me
I stood up and thanked the man and I immediately changed my clothes and went downstairs to help some of the employees who were there .
I smiled kindly at them and brought drinks to some tables, there were some men who were blatantly looking at me and some men who were also teasing me , I was just being professional when their hands touched my ass until I was called by Simone's men to face the man in her room.
" Some hired you tonight Cindy, full booked 24 hours, just do this as your old job . Go away he has sent his money kerekening you "his words directly when he saw my arrival without staring at me
I heard it was about to protest but the two burly people who were there immediately pulled both sides of my arms and took me to the Upper floor which was facilitated to do anything in that place .
I kept muttering my body but the two men did not let go of their grip until finally a door opened and they threw me in it .
I rewinded my body and looked at a well-dressed man sitting on the sofa in the room , I tried to open the door of the room but failed and seemed aware of the sudden presence of the man standing and looking at me . I saw his eyes round and then flat again as he walked up to me and stopped right in front of me .
" William "he said it short to make me look confused and afraid towards him.
" My name is William you can call me Wily "The embrace is slow and without warning the man pulled my hand and
take me into that room
I saw the man drop himself on the bed to make me just rewind my body but the man immediately pulled my hand until I sat down on the bed near the man .
" I will not do anything to you, I just want to be accompanied at this time" he said slowly to make me breathe freely
I still fell silent without saying a word while looking at William who now looks very chaotic at the moment .
" I lost a woman I love so much, even now she is pregnant with my child" she said in a soft voice
I was still silent as I stared at the man without any intention of interrupting him, I just let the man continue his words.
" We used to be friends but only I liked it until the end
she came to my apartment and asked me to have sex with her .she asked me to impregnate her but I balked until she finally kept begging me . I do love him but I can't because he loves other people and with the presence of his conceived son he can tie that person to responsibility , but it's my son he's about to get married in a few weeks or months . She was pregnant, she was pregnant with my child "he said softly and at length while looking at me fixedly
" I tried to let go of her to make her happy, I set her apart with the man she loved with my son whom she is currently carrying , I let go because that's all a father-to-be can do to see his loved ones happy . I thought after having sex with me she'd have a slight liking to me but I was wrong, she didn't even love me at all " Connect her and still look at me with her own eyes .
Instantly there was a very obvious wound visible in his eyes but the man did not cry , he just stared softly at me .
" Why did you let go of her ? " Let me slow down in the end opening my voice
" Because I want him to be happy, I want the people I love to be happy" he said
" But you're sick, William" I said again
" I'd rather , I'm the one who feels the pain of origin instead of him " William said mutely
To make me look at William fixedly, he really loved that woman I thought, even very big the man loved the woman who never loved him .
" She looks a lot like you Miss ' Her name is Gabriella" she told me, leaving me frozen and motionless for a moment
I just fell silent and tried to think positively about the name, there was no way Gabriella whom William called Renal's lover because as far as I know she was an honorable woman despite her arrogant attitude .
" And the name of the future husband is Renal , Renal Astan" William said again to make me completely silent when he heard that fact
" He'll be the father of my son "His embrace with a voice of grief
I tried to digest everything the man said, So Gabriella lied to Astan's family ? So the woman's pregnant son william isn't Renal ?
I kept wondering in my mind as I stared at William who looked very sad at the moment .
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