The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
After Cindy's meeting with Renal at the restaurant...

CINDY POV ....

(The Story After Cindy's meeting with Renal at Restaurant )

(May you guys understand the same story ) I wrote aja dizzy, I swear 🥴 )

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I ran to the toilet and locked it from the inside suddenly my legs felt so limp that it made my body slump . I cried and hid my face on my knee.

I cried shed my sorrow there , after feeling calm enough I went back to the store where I worked with a slightly chaotic situation but I tried to keep looking ordinary .

To be honest fear and pain are now getting mixed into one in my heart . Fate shouldn't have met me with Renal, it shouldn't have played me like this .

" you're crying, ck" said Hugo suddenly as he looked at my situation with a worried face

I just lowered my head while holding back my tears that were about to fall again without intending to stare at the man , honestly I feel very ashamed of my current situation but on the other hand I also need a sedative figure for myself .

Hugo took me inside and sat my body in one of the chairs that were there while the man was just standing right next to me .

" You're Cindy's strong woman, you should've held it all down, no matter how much you felt you had to hold her back . You could be considered weak by that guy, Cindy " he said it again as if he knew what I was feeling right now to make me look at the man with eyes that were now wet with tears

I saw Hugo walking over to the cashier's desk to pick up some tissue there and go back to me.

" Delete your tears" he said cuek while staring at me .

I just fell silent and stared at the sheet of tissue that was in the man's hands without intending to take it.

" You don't expect me to wipe it out for you, do you ? " he said he mocked me to make me shake my head and then took the tissue without intending to wipe my tears

I lowered my face again while playing the Tissue I had in my hand at this moment .

To be honest until now I feel very sad , the image of Renal taking Rain from me really scared me and shattered to the point that I couldn't hold back my tears that just kept coming out soaking my cheeks.

" Haha "I heard Hugo sigh slowly and then sit right next to me, facing my body and embracing me suddenly .

" If you want to cry, then cry . You can cry in my arms Cindy and no one else will know you're crying . No one else will know that you're weak because you're hiding your face and your tears in my arms " he said it again and again calmed me down while patting his shoulder gently

" Ais, why am I acting like this "he lamented for a moment while continuing to pat me softly on the shoulder

I closed my eyes and started crying on the man's shoulder, this was the first time someone gave me his backrest when I cried .

" Is your life too heavy, hm ? " She asked me slowly in my ear

But I just kept silent to let my tears fall with so many, and with the thought that made me think all about my encounter with Renal .the fear of feeling sad and feeling broken is now being felt .

I didn't let go of my hug on the man and Hugo's hand kept stroking my hair to make me feel so comfortable .

" Don't cry too much, I can bathe in your tears, Cindy" said Hugo suddenly to make me let go of our embrace

" Next time don't cry too much" she said again, staring at her shirt, which looked a little wet from my tears, making me smile softly

hugo's movement stopped and he immediately stroked his neck, he looked nervous at the moment .

" eum... equally, Cindy" he said while looking down embarrassed.

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The clock came home and I immediately headed for daycare at an AA store to pick up my son, seen Rain was waiting for me with a toy that Renal had just given in his hand , Rain looks happy once in a while he stroked the robot's head with a smile that looks happy .

" Rain "call me when I'm standing next to him and makes Rain look at me and smile at me while taking my hand to hold him

As usual we walked together towards the apartment , these few days Ken was never seen again but it made me breathe a sigh of relief .

Ken always just asked me to be with him, in the sense that me and Rain were told to stay in his apartment and it scared me . I'm afraid Ken just wants something and he doesn't really want me what else Rain .

" Mommy "Call Rain cheerfully to make me look at her

" yes ? "My mouth is like that

" Rain really likes the same Om Renal, Mom , Rein want to have a rich Deddy Om Renal " he said suddenly to make me stop my steps and continue to look at the child with a feeling of remorse

" But Om Renal already have a girlfriend Mom, was Rain in love see the photo of his girlfriend Om Renal keeps looking very much like Mommy, Klo mommy see must be Mommy shocked " he said it again to make me confused and increasingly not careless

I tried not to get dizzy and walked back to our apartment , Arriving at the apartment I immediately tidied up and cooked something for Rain before going to work .

I didn't stop working and move out of this apartment because I was afraid of the threat from Renal, Renal's words always freaked me out after saying all that I hoped Renal would understand .

" Mommy" said Rain, startling me to the point of almost dropping the plate I was holding.

" Rain, don't forget Mommy like that "I said no, but Rain just smiled and hugged my waist tightly to make me smile warmly when he saw the child's behavior .

I put the plate next to the stove and my hand gently stroked Rain's head fondly.I saw Rain close his eyes and then opened it slowly while looking at me with a typical smile of his children.

" Mommy don't work a lot huh, Rain promise later if Rain is big Rein will find a lot of money for Mommy, Mommy just need to wait for Rain to come home aja, okay ? " Say him with an enthusiastic face to make me even more anxious with his behavior

I looked at Rain gently then released her embrace while squatting her height and touching her chubby cheeks .

" Okey, but now Rain has to be a good boy first and obey Mommy, Promise ? " I said as I thrust my pinky in front of her

" Rain promised, Mommy" he said, linking his little pinky to my finger

" Now Rain wait for Mommy to eat at the table yes "my words command her

Rain followed my orders and I went back to cooking food for both of us.

After finishing preparing all of them including putting Rain to bed I immediately headed to the cafe where I worked , as usual I would run towards that place even though Lio always scolded me not to rush but still because I did not want to work as usual , I was just an employee there and I had to be as time-disciplined as others thought I was .

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