
...STILL POV CINDY......
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After paying I immediately went home on foot to the house and suddenly my phone vibrated this time not a phone but a short message from Renal .
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From : Renal
" Dear , tonight I'm going to your house, I hope they accept our relationship soon "
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I immediately replied to the message and immediately put the phone back in my pants pocket. So far Renal has done well , I see he really seriously wants to fix everything . I hope all Renal's struggles are not in vain.
" May we be happy soon, Renal" said me grudgingly as I set my eyes on the blue strangle
" We'll be happy" I said again in my heart and put my feet back home.
Arriving at home I immediately headed to the bathroom with a jacket that was still attached to my body but I did not see the whereabouts of Mama and Rain earlier when I returned home .
I unwrap the first testpack and then immediately test it using my urine, then the second and third test pack at once .
After 10 minutes I finally ventured to open my palm that holds 3 testpacks at once .
As my eyes almost popped out when I saw the three testpack results, I saw two red lines in each testpack to make me bite my lower lip suddenly .
" Postive, All the results are positive .Oh my God what should I do" I said quietly in a nervous and fearful voice
It's not that I don't like my current pregnancy, but it's all going to be really hard right now, instantly my hand stroked slowly my stomach was still very flat .
" Once again I made a mistake" I said
I immediately hid the flower testpack and also the three testpacks in my hand into my jacket pocket . after cleaning my hand , I went straight out of the bathroom and I ran into Mama who was not far from the bathroom door .
" Why are you, Cindy ? " Mama asked in surprise as I hugged my mother's body suddenly
" Cindy is okay - why Ma "sahutku softly and lie without letting go of the hug
" Cindy dear Mama "Say me again
" Hm, why are you, baby ? " Task Mama again
" Cindy, dear Mama "I again and again while opening my arms and looking at Mama fixedly
" Why are you ? " Task Mama again with the same tone of voice
" Cindy is fine Ma .em , where is Rain currently ma ? " I said quietly while asking where my little angel was
" He's in the room" Mama said, staring confusedly at me
After knowing the existence of Rain I immediately left Mama who was still staring confused at me , I opened the door to my room and approached Rain who was looking at the storybook that I had brought when I was about to come .
" Dear "Call me to make Rain turn his gaze and display a row of milk teeth towards me
Instantly I fell silent as I remembered Renal's words, it turned out that the man's guess was correct and Rain's desire to have a sister would be achieved , Rain will really have a sister but when I returned to recall the current condition, I really realized that the current condition is really difficult , even until now, Papa is still in his position not to accept Renal, this condition really makes me confused . Everything will be difficult and not as easy as imagined .
" Mommy why ? " Tanya Rain instantly made me realize from my daydream
" I don't love you, Mommy doesn't why "My words lie with a little smile
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Right now I am cooking dinner for today and preparing some of the cooking ingredients that Papa took from Grandma Wilson's garden , I am cooking assisted by Mama at this time .
Instantly I heard the sound of a car stopping on the front page of my house to make me almost drop the plate in my hand right now .
I immediately turned off the stove and immediately headed to the front door to see the figure but I was late because Papa was standing there with his fierce face and hardened jaw
" Why did you come back here ? " Task papa with a rising tone of voice.
" I want to pick up Cindy and my son" Renal said calmly
" Go !!! " Say Papa firmly
" I love Cindy and Rain, Om" Renal told Papa
" Dad" said Rain immediately calling Renal .
" Grandfather, Daddy's not naughty anymore really, don't get mad at Daddy" said Rain again with a trembling voice
" Love ? " said Papa underestimating
" Yes, I love Cindy very much and that's why I'm back again" Renal said with confidence
" If you love my daughter you won't hurt her first" papa said
" I promise I won't hurt her again, believe me om . Let me prove it "Renal said softly even he did not speak formally as usual
" No, your proof is over . I've closed your chance " said Papa coldly
Renal was silent for quite a long time then immediately I saw the man drop himself in front of Papa with both knees of his feet holding his large body .
I kept staring at the man, Renal actually dropped his pride in front of Papa , when I was about to help Renal to stand up suddenly Papa held him back to make me speechless while continuing to look at Renal with a soft look .
" Even if he licks Papa's feet, Papa won't let him into your life Cindy . Quite first, his opportunity is up at this time "said Papa flat and very cold
" Pa— "My words are truncated
" No Cindy, Papa shouldn't have let you go back then, you shouldn't have met her" Papa said cutting off my words .
" Please give me one more chance, Om" said Renal begging still with his kneeling position
" No "say papa firmly
" Renal wake up "I said slowly but Renal never stood up from his position
" Pa, Cindy loves Renal, isn't that fair enough for all of her ? . Can't Papa give Renal a chance to fix it all? , Let Renal prove his pa . Cindy needs Renal, Rain needs Renal . Cindy please don't separate Renal with Rain again, just Cindy who is selfish and separate the two of them first, Pa Cindy please let Renal make Cindy and Rain happy " I said at length but Papa just stared flat at me
" No , sempu— "
" Cindy pregnant Pa , Cindy pregnant Renal Child " my words cut off Papa's words and in the end I exposed all of them to make everyone there surprised and Renal looked in shock at me as well as Papa and Mama
" Cindy's pregnant Pa and this time Cindy doesn't want to separate them again "Say me again with a sad face.
" What did you say ? " Task Papa to make me repeat my words
" I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant with Renal's child" I said quickly as I lowered my head
" Ka —" said papa intersected
" This time let the two of us who ngerawatnya Pa , he needs his biological father "my words cut off Papa's speech with a soft face
" Cin— "at once Renal's words were stuck with a fist that papa gave the man to make me surprised and so was Rain
Even Rain was now screaming in shock and crying loudly when he saw Papa who was shouldering Renal's face with a bang .
I who was there really felt confused , I turned my head towards Mama and I saw Mama hugging Rain tightly and I immediately held her body so that Papa would no longer beat Renal .
" You're a jerk, you destroyed my daughter again !! " Say papa was very angry while pulling the collar of the shirt the man was wearing
" We do it on the basis of love, om" said Renal bravely
Papa immediately threw Renal's body to make the man's waist hit the floor with a bang, Papa looked fiercely at me but looked more disappointed than before , right now I feel the same gaze as when I was pregnant with Rain first but this time it is worse than before , I always let them down , I thought .
" Now you choose Cindy, stay with Papa or go back to this guy ? " Papa said firmly while looking at me with a sharp and disappointed look
" Pa—" my word is intersected
" If you want to stay with Renal, that means you leave everything including Papa and Mama, Papa wouldn't want to have a child like you , Papa won't want to see your face as long as Papa breathes, so if it's your choice Renal don't ever appear before us " papa said firmly and loudly cut my speech to make me speechless and looked at Papa with a gaze begging for everything but it had no effect
" Pa" said Mama called Papa but Papa ignored her .
" Leave Renal or leave us ? " Say papa firmly
" Cindy's stomach fetus needs her biological father, Pa" I said slowly still trying to convince Papa
" No, even Rain can still breathe without the presence of her biological father first" said papa loudly
" Pa—" my word is intersected
" Leave Renal or leave us ? " Say me again with the same sentence
I closed my eyes as if I was thinking, but I really could not choose because both of them meant so much to my life .
I've really let Papa and Mama down again with the same mistake . Papa is a precious person more than anything and Renal, he is the one I love, I opened my eyes and looked at Renal with a very sad and soft look .
" Renal you know I love you so much" I said slowly as I looked at Renal who was now looking at me with his pleading gaze
" I'm sorry, but I can't.... " Continue me while enduring the pain in my chest and heart
Right now my chest feels really sore when I say that, I really have no other choice .