The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Lost On has Earth ..

RENAL POV...

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My activities this morning were very different as usual and it was ten days since Rain and I stayed together in the absence of Cindy .

Since our quarrel in the AA Store building and also in the basement I have no longer seen the whereabouts of the woman, Cindy is like lost in the swallow of the earth today .

I used to come to the place where Cindy worked but the result was still nil the woman was still not there .

I wiped the sweat that soaked my forehead with the side of my sleeve T-shirt, I removed the apron I was wearing and moved the food in the frying pan into the plate and carried it towards the dining table , I also did not forget to prepare the warm milk that Rain always drank .

After feeling enough I immediately cleaned myself and woke Rain who was still asleep in my room .

" Champion, wake up "my words soft but there is no response at all from Rain , the child was even more hugging

roll it tightly

I sighed softly with a gentle smile looking at the boy, and then I went straight to the bathroom to clean myself and prepare warm water for Rain's bath later .

After I was done and neat Rain still did not show any signs he would wake up , I who saw him also approached the bed while gently stroking his head slowly to make the child more comfortable in his sleep .

I smiled a little and put my lips close to her cheeks and kissed Rain's cheeks many times until I finally heard a hoarse voice from Rain's tiny mouth that was disturbed by my actions.

" Dad.em "Murmnya has not realized while changing her position

" Wake up, baby "She said softly

" Emh" he mumbled slowly, sitting himself down and poking his eyes and looking at me after his eyes opened perfectly

" Mommy's coming home ? " Task Rain whenever the child opens his eyes in the morning .

Rain always asked Cindy in every child that opened her eyes even at any time Rain would always ask the whereabouts of the Mommy to make me have to constantly lie and have a lot of reasons for that child believe and not worry .

" Rain take a shower first huh "My words divert Rain's conversation

Rain complied and disappeared behind the bathroom door , I stared at the bathroom door while exhaling softly and then I came out in a suit and tie that I currently only hold on my wrist .

When I went down the stairs suddenly the bell rang to make me open the door immediately and I could see Ella standing at the door of my house while carrying something in her hand .

" I made breakfast for you, baby" Ella said in a cheerful voice as the door opened

I just stared at the woman with a flat gaze, without any welcome Ella entered directly ahead of me who was still standing by the door .

The woman immediately walked towards the kitchen and placed the food she was carrying onto the plate.

" Exit " I said flat while looking intently at the woman but Ella just looked at me and then sat on one of the benches near the dining table to make me walk towards her and pulled Ella's hand to stand from the table my home .

" I'm tired of Renal, let me sit down for a while" he said, but I still kept pulling Ella's hand until she stood up from her seat

" Go "My word was short of expelling the woman

" No "His speech refused to make me pull the woman's hand even more

" P- "

" Daddy/Aunty" said Rain cut my words to make me turn my body and look at my little hero who was ready with the clothes I just bought yesterday

I saw Rain walk towards me and slowly pull my hand up to make me let go of my wrist Ella .

" Rain wants breakfast ? " Tanya me and Rain nodded in agreement

I tried to ignore Ella's current presence, I don't care about the woman's current state in my house . I lifted Rain's little body and put her on one of the benches there

I also took the butter rice that I deliberately made for her earlier, then I took a piece of bread and bit it without jam . as much as possible I didn't scold Ella because I didn't want Rain to see me in a state of rage, just once the boy saw me who was angry like a monster back then .

I saw Rain begin to put a spoon containing food into his mouth and chew the food but it was clear Rain forced himself to swallow the food and in a hurry I immediately took the water the one I put next to the chocolate milk I made for her.

" Saline" he commented after he finished drinking the water

Rain pushed the butter rice I had made with no intention of finishing his grave and suddenly the boy came down from his chair.

" Rain wants to meet Mommy "he said with a sad face and teary eyes to make me get closer to Rain and of course followed by Ella

" Rain, Mommy is working again" I said lying while squatting to match the height of the child

" Daddy is rich, why

Mommy is still working? , surely Mommy left Rain right, Dad ? " he said shouting with a red face holding back the cry to make me speechless when I heard the child's speech

" Mommy Rain per -"

" Be quiet, Ella, leave now or I could hurt you" I grimly cut the woman's words without looking at her

I heard the woman snorting in annoyance and pulled the door of my apartment that was not tightly closed and after Ella came out while slamming the door very hard

" Mommy doesn't love Rain anymore, does she, Dad ? " he said with a trembling voice

" Who said , baby ? . Mommy's gone a long way, Mommy's working now "my words lie again and again

" There is Daddy, Daddy also has a big house can continue to buy Rain anything, but why do Mommy still have to work far ? " His innocent question with a soft voice even sounded like it would cry

I realize the longer Rain will grow up and the child will understand more later , I also don't want Rain to lack our affection but I still can't do anything right now even to meet Cindy alone I can't .

I just smiled in response to the boy's words, because I didn't know what to answer either. I stood up and pulled Rain's little hand and took her out of my apartment .

On our way to the basement I immediately searched my car and opened the door for Rain and then I walked to the steering wheel .

" Mommy must be home, right, Dad ? " Task Rain again with her shoulder face when I'm already sitting in the steering chair

I just nodded doubtfully and smiled gently at Rain before I drove my car towards AA Store .

Throughout the journey we were silent with no one intending to speak . While I was busy with my mind thinking about how to get Cindy to come back with me but until now there is no way I get to make my head feel a little pain when think of her .

After arriving at AA store I immediately leave Rain in Daycare where I usually leave Rain and I go back into the elevator while pressing the number 5 .

Not long after the elevator door opened and I immediately came out of the iron box, I immediately walked towards Mona Flower and without making small talk I immediately approached Hugo .

" Is Cindy there ? "Ask me straight as usual

Hugo who was plucking the thorns of the rose immediately looked at me at a glance while putting the rose .

" He's not working here anymore" he said flatly to make me frown

" Where is he now ? " I asked again as if dissatisfied with the man's answer

" Why do you want to know that ? " Task Hugo back in a cynical tone to make me roll my eyeballs lazily.

" I have business with him , just tell me where he is now "my flat word is no less cynical

" I don't know "he said flatly which I know is a lie

I'm sure Hugo is lying to me right now, the proof is that he always threw his face away without daring to look me in the eye .

I stared flat at Hugo and left the man without saying a word .

I walked to the elevator and pulled out my phone and called Adrian . I'll find Cindy without asking for help from that guy named Hugo .

" Find the address where Cindy Milen is now "Say me to Adrian after the call is connected

Without waiting for a response from the end of the phone I immediately turned off the phone connection and put it back in my suit .

I walked back up to the elevator and into my study . when I got to my study , I immediately saw the whereabouts of Ella who is now sitting on the sofa while reading the magazine in her hand at this time .

As if feeling the presence of someone Ella immediately puffed her head and smiled broadly at me, with her high heels the woman walked gracefully towards me who was walking towards her as well.

" Dear, what kind of design do you want on our invitation, hm? " Sanya immediately pulled my hand and took her to sit next to the woman

I saw Ella take out some examples of wedding invitations in her bag and put them on the table while putting them together one by one .

" where do you like, Renal ? " Tanya again but I just stared flat at the invitation

" I won't marry you, Ella" I said flatly as I looked at Ella and left the woman

I walked towards the bedroom in the corner of my room, I locked the door from the inside and ignored Ella's presence who was currently constantly calling out my name from out there .

The files that had just come in and were ready for me to sign were now piled up on my desk because the bully appeared to make my mood fade instantly because of it

I dropped my ass on the padded padded pad in the room . I took out my phone and also my wallet which was in my suit pocket .

I opened my wallet and took out a paper that looked worn out with clear folds that I hid behind my atm , I picked up a not-so-big card that was blue and silver, and I threw it a few years ago, but Cindy took it back and threw it in the trash , and without the whole woman I took the paper back and kept it in my wallet.

All of a sudden my mind wandered away remembering all my good times with Cindy first .

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