The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
The orders....

STILL POV CINDY ....

After a long journey, we finally arrived at Renal's luxury apartment , when he arrived there, Rain was very happy to be there because the boy immediately ran to and fro along the big room .

I walked in Renal's footsteps

who did not bother to help me carry the suitcase, the man just walked while continuing to look at Rain who looks carefree down the place.

" Om Renal Apartment is very big" said Rain with a carefree voice to make Renal smile widely to respond to the child's speech

" Rain can play ball here, Om . This place was so spacious "Sung her excitedly to make Renal laugh more and more while shaking her head

" All right, your room is on the second floor, Cindy" Renal told me

I immediately went to the room shown by Renal to put my belongings, I just put the suitcases without putting our clothes into the man's luxurious walk in closet .

I went back down and found Rein and Renal watching a big television in one of the rooms . Every now and then I see Rain will be amazed when he sees something that he thinks is amazing in his eyes .

I looked at it as if I realized that I was not a good parent to Rain, all this time I had never seen Rain this happy .

Instantly there was pain running through my heart even my heart felt like it was sliced at the sight , I just fell silent as I kept staring blankly at the two of them and before long Rain turned to me and pulled my hand to sit next to her.

" Mommy saw Om Renal television very big" said Rain enthusiastically show the television

I just fell silent while staring at him with my smile and then I stood up to make the two simultaneously staring at me .

" May I borrow your kitchen? , Rain has not eaten "My words suddenly to Renal who is staring at me .

" Okay, Rain and I would buy her groceries because there were no edible ingredients" she said, and I just nodded

Renal also directly guided Rain's hands that looked enthusiastic when the man invited him to go out, I just stared at the two with a sick feeling, it was clear here Renal only wanted Rain , he just wants his son I thought .

After the two of them left I just fell silent and thought about all of them, I really feel defeated, I really can't fight Renal I thought .

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Now I was looking at Renal and Rain who seemed excited to enjoy their food, even they looked very similar while eating .

Occasionally Rain would invite me to talk but I only responded with a potluck and spoke a little, the rest of them would talk together very familiarly .

After finishing eating I immediately washed their used furniture and also slightly cleaned the place .

After finishing my work, I walked over to Rain who was playing with Renal and I just stood staring at them with a soft and sad look . After all Rain looks really very happy at the moment .

No matter how long Rain walked towards me followed by Renal who was behind him, suddenly Rain hugged me and puffed his face to stare at me .

" Mommy, Rain sleepy" he said, loosening his arms

I also smiled knots while carrying Rain's small body but when I was about to hold Rain's body suddenly Renal took Rain's small body first while offering himself after carrying Rain's body .

I saw Renal staring at Rain's face long enough then enveloped the small body while peeping briefly Rain's forehead, I who stood behind the man just fell silent while staring at the activities Renal did.

Instantly there was a sick feeling upon seeing Renal's attitude towards Rain at this moment . Fear also again gnawed at my heart and feelings at this time .what if someday my position was completely replaced by the man , just imagining it really makes me sick .

" We need to talk for a minute, Cindy" Renal said, surprising me as he walked out ahead of me from the room

I just fell silent while obeying the man's orders, I followed Renal's steps from behind until we finally arrived at one of the rooms I thought Renal worked in.

" From now on Rain will stay here and certainly be with you, Cindy" she said after sitting her body in her royal seat

" I— "My words are cut off

" It was not an offer but an order, Cindy "he said cutting my words to make me instantly speechless and shut my mouth tightly

" And from now on, Rain will be placed in Daycare which is in AA store "Say her again but it makes me stare dislike her direction

When I was about to comment suddenly Renal interrupted him again to make me fall silent again while looking annoyed at the man.

" it's not an offer but an order, I don't want Rain to be treated badly out there . He is the successor of Astan Group . He's my son "Renal said very loudly interrupting my speech

I just stared flat at the man, he really only needed Rain as his son I thought .

" I'll also put my name in Rain's name, and I'll tell Rain that I'm his father "Husband with great confidence

" No, you can't be as good as yourself, Renal" I said quickly rejecting the man's words

" It was not an offer but an order, Cindy "he said again and again to make me frown

" And from now on it's good we're friends 'cause Rain can't be —"

" Friends ?? " My words cut off Renal's words

" I can't for that, Renal . Just do it like we don't know each other "My neighbor is cold

I walked towards the doorway to leave the room.I was completely inexhaustible with what Renal said , the man seemed to have no fault in me and also in Rain he easily spoke like that I thought .

When I was about to get out of the room suddenly Renal made a sound again to make me stop my steps when I heard the man's words .

" I'm sorry Cindy, don't you want to forgive me ? " Say it out loud

I turned my body and looked at Renal with a very flat gaze .

" No . I will not forgive you Renal, you are the one who ruined my life . You threw me away, you threw us away . I can't forgive someone like you Renal, if you want me to forgive you . leave Rain and live your life as usual but if you still insist on wanting to be next to my Rain, just do it as necessary without him having to know that you are his father , Rain doesn't need the figure of Father , because that figure was long dead when he didn't want my son, so don't ask much more for Rain , because I won't let it . Renal, I have not changed, but you must know the sure answer, you throw it away, Renal "my word at length brings out all the hidden uneg in my heart

And after I left the room with Renal still standing in his place .

I immediately walked to the room where Rain was asleep and laid my body beside her tiny body, I hugged Rain's body very tightly as if I had no chance to hold her in front of me .