The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Feeling Scared ...

In front of me now looks Renal who is standing with perfection that he still has since long ago , his sharp brown eyes that he bequeathed to my son make me not flinch to see him .

I immediately lowered my head and shifted my gaze quickly so that our gazes would not meet each other .

" I'm sorry Mr .. I accidentally "said quickly while looking down afraid even now my hands have been shaking but no answer or snapping came out of the man's mouth

Instantly the atmosphere became silent until suddenly I heard someone approaching towards the two of us .

" I'm sorry Mr. Renal, he was careless" said the man who was none other than Ms.Lenna

Ms.Lenna apologized to the man who was now in front of me while I just kept my head down without intending to raise my face .

There was no answer from the man's mouth until Ms.Lenna finally pulled my hand and moved away from the man .

" Oh my God, I know you're not finished school and stupid, but can you not do something that makes me angry and upset, Miss Cindy ? . he was the director and owner of AA department store "he said at length cursing me right in front of my face

I just fell silent not intending to answer because I knew I was guilty .

" Your salary will be cut 10% this month "Common Ms. Lenna to make me immediately swallow my saliva and directly stare at her

" Please don't cut my pay, Miss . I really need that money " I pleaded with the woman, but Ms.Lenna simply ignored my words and left me to go back to Renal, who was still staring at us

I walked away from the place and stepped my feet in lethargy to continue my pending work while thinking about many things about today like meeting Renal that I never imagined before because setau I Renal is currently in Florida but somehow the man can be here at this time .

I squeezed the end of my work uniform and the thought of Renal made me feel very scared, As soon as I was afraid that someday Renal would take Rain from me . I convinced myself not to let Renal meet my son .

I went back to wiping the glass with a confused mind until I immediately remembered my promise to buy Rain a new toy but my salary had just been cut not to mention I had to pay our apartment rent .

" Huhf "I also exhaled my breath violently as if to calm myself at this moment

Until I felt someone standing right behind me and slowly I turned my body until I finally found Ken who was smiling wide in front of me .

Ken was my former s*x partner back before I worked at this place maybe more precisely when I first set foot again in this city . I once sold myself to support Rain and now I've stopped because I don't want to support my son with the ill-gotten money I thought .

I only served him a few times maybe only two or three times until I finally decided to stop and work at this place . I saw Ken looking at me so closely that it made me stare lazily at him .

" Are you not working ? " Tanyaku jutek because the man works in one of the famous companies as a manager how can in working hours he wander in my workplace today

"Off day "Tap him with a smile to make me rotate my eyeballs lazily

" Want to have dinner with me ? " His words again invite me but I immediately reject it because I can not and also do not want to .

" You can take Rain, Cindy" said again, not giving up

" Ken, I told you to stop all this "said I was annoyed to warn him but Ken just smiled wryly

"I just tried 'em, Cindy "he said again not to lose

" Now get out of my sight, I'm at work "My words kicked him out but Ken just fell silent with a smile and got his face to my ears

Rain and Ken are close enough to call Ken Daddy Ken .

I also saw Ken who had passed away from before me until I finally resumed my work but immediately I felt someone standing behind me again to make me turn my eyeballs with lazy .

" Ken was already me- "My voice snapped a little while rolling my eyeballs lazily but at once my speech stopped when I found Renal who was now standing right in front of me , He's not Ken as I thought he was today .

I saw Renal standing before me with his face as dazzling as ever , maybe I will be stunned and interested but this time not after what the man did to me I will not be interested in him anymore .

"So his name is Ken "he said flat very very very flat maybe but I just fell down.

" I'm sorry Mr. I think you're my friend . Once again I apologize "I said as I kept my head down

" Look your head up and look at me" he said slightly raising his voice by an octave because I never looked in his direction

I slowly ventured to look right in front of her eyes.

" cherry.. I thought it was you, Cindy "he said again in a flat voice

But I just fell silent as I continued to look at him , instantly I felt the pain still lingering in my heart at this moment .

" I'm sorry, sir, do you know me? , I am indeed Cindy official girl in this place" I said calmly pretending not to know her , maybe it's much better in my opinion

" Stop your dirty play Cindy , I'm so sick of it "he said yelling at me but I still try to stay calm

" I'm sorry, sir, but ak- "My words were cut off because the man in front of me immediately left without a word from before me

As if I didn't care I went back to doing my delayed activities . Finished from this place I intend to find another job again, I guess I have to resign or maybe soon I will be fired I thought .

Finished with the glass of the second floor I went to the third floor and so on . This place consists of 12 floors and almost the entire building is coated with glass to make me feel a little tired because of it.

I sat down on the bench to take a breath and rest myself for a moment, I looked around and saw some people were shopping very happily , they spend a lot of money on things that I don't think are very useful .

I saw people passing by laughing about anything until finally my gaze was on a boy who was being carried by his father , the little boy laughed happily as his father and mother gave him whatever he wanted at once I bowed my head even to something unclear I cried .

I've always thought about ending my life but Rain has always kept me alive until now . To be honest the word happy is far from my life even I'm too bad to be Rain's parent . If only he and I had not been consumed by lust maybe I wouldn't have been like this , maybe my life will be a little better but if she and I don't eat that lust I'll never have my little angel right now . For me Rain is the source of my happiness, I willingly gave my life for her because Rain is everything to me.

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" THIS NOVEL WILL BE MADE INTO TWO POVS . FIRST POV CINDY AND SECOND POV RENAL "

AND THE STORYLINE MAY BE A LITTLE DIFFERENT BECAUSE IT'S A LITTLE BIT BACKWARD TO MAKE IT CLEARER

MAY YOU UNDERSTAND AND UNDERSTAND THANK YOU .....