The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
The Pain ...

CINDY POV.....

I pulled Rain's hand away from Renal as he tried to persuade Rain, this was the first time I snapped at my son and it really made me sad .

The ringing sound of pain rang out in my ears to make me stop my steps and release the little hand of Rain that I held firmly .

I crouched down before Rain to equalize his height and I looked at Rain deeply to make the fear in my heart grow bigger and bigger, I was afraid that if Renal snatched Rain from me , I was afraid Rain would leave me

" Mommy sorryin, Rain "he said to make me wake up and gently stroke Rain's hair while carrying her into my arms

I smelled Rain's very distinctive fragrance and then I peeked at his chubby cheeks repeatedly.

" I'm sorry dear Mommy, Mommy should not have snapped Rain earlier "I said regretfully while looking into Rain's eyes to make the child re-hugging my neck tightly

As soon as there was a warm feeling in my heart that eroded the fear I had felt since then, I didn't care if people saw our drama that I cared about now

Rain .

Rain loosened his arms at me and looked at me with a big smile and then kissed the sparkle of my lips .

" Rain dear Mommy" he said to make tears that I had finally managed to escape from his puddle

I wiped my tears and looked at Rain gently . I feel so grateful to have a child like Rain . It feels like the humiliation I once got is not comparable to the beauty I get today .

My rain is really like the sky that enveloped my world, maybe if without Rain maybe I was already completely dead, I would not let Renal snatch Rain away from me.

" Mommy loved Rain more "my words .

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Upon arriving at my place of residence, I immediately opened the closet and took the suitcase while tidying Rain's clothes and also my own clothes.

My belief in moving is now more and more steady, I will take Rain with me and I will not let Renal see her again I thought .

" We're going, Mom ? " ask Rain to me as she continues to look at me who is busy with my activities

" Dear no, we want to move "I said while continuing to tidy up our clothes

I'm not leaving now maybe I'll go tomorrow morning , even though I currently have no purpose at least it's better than me staying where Renal knows I think I am .

" Don't Mommy have to work ? " he asked innocently to make me look at Rain while smiling gently and touching her shoulders gently

" It's better now that Rain takes a bath, then Mommy's clothes are ready" I said, switching off Rain's conversation

I stopped my activities and intend to continue after going home to work later I thought .

After preparing Rain's clothes I immediately passed towards the kitchen to prepare something that can be eaten by my son later .

It was my last day of work and I should be able to buy Rain a new toy like I promised back then, I was silent for quite a while until I finally smelled the charred smell of my frying pan . I shouldn't have been this late I thought .

I am not a person who has enough and because of my carelessness, I throw away the food I have so hard to get .

I picked up another ingredient and went back to cooking it, now I'm more careful and stop daydreaming .

After I finished I made a glass of warm chocolate milk for Rain while serving her on the table .

I let go of my apron and wiped away the sweat that was now flooding my forehead, As soon as I saw Rain come out with the clothes I had prepared earlier .

" The hero Mommy has perfumed "my words while kissing the flash of my son's cheeks

" Huu, Mommy stinks, shower there . Rain wait at the table eat yes "he said innocently to make me laugh and then disappeared into our room

After finishing the bath and dressed casually I immediately approached Rain who was still faithfully sitting waiting for me at the dining table .

" So old mommy ! " The grunts with adorable faces in my opinion but I just smile funny towards him

I scooped rice and side dishes into Rain's plate and then I took it for myself . I saw Rain eat with his blood to make me occasionally reprimand him, the boy could have been desperate if eating like that.

" Mo.mmy kew.naww.al.owm" said Rain, not clearly with food full of his mouth made me not understand the boy's words

" Rain swallowed the food he just said "my word reminds him to make Rain finally chew his food several times and then swallow it until vhabis.

" Mommy knew Om Renal ? " ask Rain after finishing the food in her mouth to make me stop my actions that want to feed rice into my mouth

" Om Renal ? " let me go back and look at the boy

" That's Mom 'Om who was with Rain" he explained

" No, Mommy doesn't know "I said coldly as I lowered my gaze towards the plate

" Kirain Rain Mommy knows, because Om Renal immediately knew the full name of Rain "Say again to make me look at Rain closely .

Now the fear in me is again present even now it is getting bigger and makes me more and more unbecoming even now my hand suddenly shakes .

" Rain don't mess with Om Renal, baby "my words remind Rain with a worried face while holding back my fear

" Why is Mom? , Om Renal good as Rain "Say Rain to make me feel even more afraid

I just stopped eating while standing up from my seat, I couldn't let Rain keep talking about Renal .

What if one day Rain finds out and she prefers to stay with the man . Just imagining that makes me feel so claustrophobic .

" Mommy why ? " Tanya Rain looked at me who was standing

" Mommy was full "my mouthful as she left Rain alone in the dining room

I walked into the kitchen and just sat on the floor staring blankly in front of me .

Oh my God, what would I do if Renal took Rain from me . And what would I do if Rain knew that his father was alive .

I was really afraid that Rain would leave me and would prefer to stay with Renal after he found out that his father was still alive ku .

I lowered my head between the two sides of my knee, I cried while holding my voice so that Rain could not hear. The shadow made me feel so scared that it shook .

" Mommy Why ? " tanya Rain suddenly in a soft voice that made me look at the boy

I saw Rain staring at me with her worried look even her face now looks sad .

" Mommy why cry? , Rain is naughty Mom ? " she said plainly with teary eyes as she approached me

I just fell silent while looking at my son's face with a sad look and also the feeling of fear even my tears kept flowing when I saw Rain with his sad face.

" Rain promised Rain would not play the same Om Renal again, Mom "he said again suddenly with tears that now began to fall wet his cheeks

" Rain will obey Mommy , Rain does not want Mommy to be sad "he said again to make me directly hug Rain's body tightly maybe very tightly

Rain shouldn't have seen me crying right now because I didn't want to look weak in front of my son, but the truth is I wasn't too strong .

" Lord, I beg you to keep Renal out of my Rain" I said in a heart that sounded very pleading to God

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Now as usual I arrived at the cafe with irregular breaths. Because as usual, I half ran to get to that place .

" How many times have I told Cindy, you don't have to run " said Lio when I saw that I was managing my breath

Again I just smiled a little while passing towards the locker to change my clothes, after finishing work later I intend to meet Ms. Aurel the owner of the Caffe .

Today not too many visitors came to make my task a little faster than usual .

All the work I've done and now it's just a garbage dump, I take a garbage bag to dispose of in the garbage disposal which is not far from Caffe.

" Who is Rain ? " Task someone from behind me to make me a little surprised and turn my body to the origin of the sound

I saw the figure of Renal standing firmly behind me asking about who Rain was repeatedly and I just said that Rain was my son but it made Renal angry and accused me of hiding Rain from her .

" Hiding? , have you forgotten the memory of Renal? , Your son is long dead I have aborted him first, as you wanted me first , didn't you yourself want us " I said against Renal's words so that the man would realize what he had done to us

Although there was pain in calling my angel dead, I had no choice . I don't want Renal to take Rain from me .

Instantly a slap returned to my cheek at this time, but the pain was not comparable to what the man had done to my life .

" Keep your talk, Cindy ! " her screams did not accept it to make me smile at my side

" You're too sure Renal , Rain is the son of the man who hired my services "Say me that made the man even more angry

" Don't you dare associate my son with the man you serve" he said angrily as he grabbed my hair and made me raise my head

" Your son ? Hahaha, I gave birth to her and she's not your child "My words were cold as she stepped on her foot to make Renal release her hand from my head

I also passed leaving Renal who was still in his place but instantly Renal pulled back my hand to make me look back coldly towards him .

" He's my son !!! " say her confidently

I looked at Renal with my eyes as I kept my tears from falling, I pulled my hand forcefully while looking at Renal who was staring angrily at me .

" Your son is dead, Renal " cried out with anger until finally the tears that I had been holding down fell on my cheek

" If you try to go and take Rain away from me, I won't stay silent Cindy . I'll take Rain out of your hand , so stop thinking about going and keep Rain away from me, because I can take Rain at any time from your side, remember that " he threatened me to make me silent when I heard the threat Renal gave me

I continued to shout and deny the words of Renal who would not be able to take Rain out of my hands until finally the words of Renal again made me speechless in my place .

" I can , Cindy . I can take Rain from your side as easily as I destroyed your life once "he said cynically as it passed leaving me still crying at my current place

Now that my fear was growing, I was really afraid that Renal would take Rain away from my side .

As if I realized something I immediately ran like a madman to my residence, when I arrived at the door I immediately entered and ran towards my bedroom .

As soon as my breath was relieved when I found Rain who was now sleeping comfortably on our mattress, I immediately approached Rain and hugged her tiny body while showering my head with a kiss .

I tightly hugged Rain's body in my arms, until whenever I promised I wouldn't let Renal take Rain from my side .

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