
STILL POV CINDY .....
Now I wake up as usual 'I make breakfast for Rain and also lunch for him .
The fear the more I feel until now is added again at this time I can not accompany Rain lunch as usual .
It's already the third day me and Rain don't have lunch together because the place I work at right now is very different to the exact work I did before .
At lunch time Mona always invites me to lunch together with her so that me and Rain do not meet for lunch together , to date Rain has never told me anything about Renal and that means he didn't meet my Rain, but it still scares me .
" Mommy don't daydream " said Rain remind me suddenly to make me look at her
I smiled a little at Rain who was now sitting behind me somehow since when the child was there while staring at me who was cooking .
I go back to cooking with a mind that laughs somewhere , Renal said a few days ago always haunts me to this day , If Renal takes Rain away from me what can I expect again from myself I think .
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After finishing breakfast Rain and I left our apartment and walked down the pedestrian sidewalk until we arrived at Daycare .
I immediately went to my workplace after putting Rain in Daycare, Mona was very kind to me and Hugo was a little bit indifferent but she helped me out there a lot .
" I'm sorry I'm late" I said feeling bad
" It doesn't matter honey" Mona said softly as usual
" You're coming with me "he said without warning while pulling me while Mona just waved her hand at me with a smile
" Where are we going ? " I asked when we were walking along and stopped near Hugo's black sedan
" Come in first "make him to make me obey his orders
" We're going to AA store, right now Mommy is opening a store there . Actually it's been a long time but the owner of the AA store just recently approved it " Hugo explained it to me
" can you repeat again ? I'm not sure 'I hope right now I'm mishearing my thoughts
" From now on, you and I will keep the store in AA store" Hugo explained lazily
" Tap— "
" Mommy told you to, 'cause you're a new employee . And Mami's been a lot of employees in her shop right now" said Hugo cutting my words
Instantly my shoulder immediately slumped when I heard Hugo's explanation very clearly .
" Why did destiny play me so hard" I said in my heart, looking straight ahead of me ..
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I walked into the AA store with Hugo beside me, Hugo didn't talk much to me either, we'll only talk if it's about work as usual .
After reaching the 5th floor we immediately walked to the place rented by Mona , I saw Hugo take one of the keycards and attach it to the barcode detector to make the glass door open immediately .
I saw the flowers were already arranged in the place, whether since when the flowers were there , I don't know .
" Mommy told people to bring her here last night" said Hugo straight away as if reading my mind at this time
I also just nodded my mind and followed Hugo who walked down the place while cleaning up some flowers and tables that had not been neatly arranged .
" I think it's going to be boring" Hugo said at once, causing me to stare at the man
" Do you want to eat something ? " Tanya Hugo offered me and I shook my head in refusal.
After that there was no other conversation between me and Hugo, Hugo went back to the cashier table while I stood at the door to give the visitors a brochure .
Some of them also look interested and buy some flowers that are in my shop . it didn't feel like this time the clock was already showing me lunch time and I immediately asked Hugo for permission to go see my son .
" Hugo, I'm going to Daycare for a while "Say, Hugo just nodded in agreement behind the laptop he was carrying
I also immediately went to Daycare after getting permission from Hugo , when I was about to go to the place several times I passed by my former coworkers and of course I would greet them.
Arriving at Daycare I looked at Viona who looked confused by my current presence .
" Milen, where are these 3 days ? " Task Viona with her friendly smile
" I have a little Viona's work" I said a little mince-talk
" Oya, where's Rain , Viona? . She's not naughty right ? " I asked Viona again
" He is with Mr. Renal at the moment, usually they will eat around here Miss" Viona told me to make my heart stop instantly when she heard the fact
I immediately grabbed my phone and called Rain . I did deliberately give Rain a phone so I could call at any time , without waiting for a long time finally my call was answered immediately.
" Rain where are you, baby ?" ask me directly when the call is connected
" Don't touch my son !! " My words screamed a little and ignored Viona and some of the children's parents who were staring in wonder at me
" You forgot he was also my son, Cindy "he said calmly to make me turn off the phone and run to AA store
I ran towards the seafood restaurant Renal meant , the restaurant was on the ground floor until it was easy enough for me to find it .
My eyes continued to look for Rain's figure in that place until I finally found Rain in the corner of the room, I saw Rain laughing wide and occasionally a small hand of rain stroking Renal's cheek gently .
Instantly there was pain in my chest when I saw the scene even my breath felt tight , what if Rain knew all of it and he preferred Renal over me .
What if Rain leaves me? What if Renal is really going to take Rain from my side ?
Just imagining it makes my chest hurt, Lord .
I always wondered in my mind, what exactly does Renal want from my life? , Does he want to ruin it again like he used to ?.
I walked slowly towards Rain who was now waving her hand at me when the boy saw my presence .
" Mommy "call her in a carefree voice to make me smile as I sit next to my Rain
" Mommy look, Om Renal buyin Rain the new robot "he said cheerfully but I just smiled a little
I saw Rain showing me a box that contained a large robot that looked very good, and my heart was sliced at the sight of Rain looking happy with his new toy
How not , Renal could easily give her to Rain while I, I have not even been able to buy her for Rain .
I just fell silent while gently stroking Rain's head without intending to look at Renal or talk to her, I continued stroking Rain's head fondly and then kissed her gently .
" Mommy used to work "I said goodbye to Rain while standing from my desk but when I was about to walk suddenly to meet Hugo
" You eat here ? " ask Hugo but I just shake my head
Just as I was about to leave Hugo, Hugo put his arm around my shoulder and we walked out of the restaurant .
following the man's footsteps without caring about what Hugo is doing right now, all I care about is Rain who is getting closer to Renal .
I felt Renal was serious about her saying that she wanted to take Rain from my side, Immediately imagining it made me feel angry and scared at the same time.
Hugo and I went back to the fifth floor where our shop was , no more conversations as usual just silence until finally someone came to our shop .
I saw Renal standing arrogantly in front of our shop, staring intently at me.
" Cindy Milen, meet me in my room "She said flat while leaving me without explanation
I frowned and stared at the man, without lingering I immediately asked Hugo for permission to come out for a while .
I think this is a good time to tell Renal to stay away from my Rain . I walked after Renal but not too close until we finally reached the top floor , Renal immediately entered his room and was followed by me who was behind him .
" What do you mean tell Rain not to see me again ? " ask Renal directly with his cold voice
Sit his body in a sofa
" Stop buying Rain a toy, and stop also to meet her "I said without answering the man's question
I saw Renal standing up from his seat and looking at me sharply as he walked towards me until we were not too far away at the moment .
" You forgot, Rain is also my son, Cindy "he said confidently
' plaques' I reflexively slapped the man's cheek, I felt quite fed up with everything the man said.
" Daughter?, did you forget Renal, you didn't want her, you told me to eliminate her, you left me and Rain just like that ! You made all this happen and now you call Rain your son when you didn't want him to , please Renal stop behaving well and come as if you are a good father to Rain, enough Renal !!! . Rain and I can live without you, we can live without you ! " My words were long with a tone of anger and a little shouting
I looked at Renal with my eyes burning with tears, I saw Renal hardening his teeth as if holding back his anger .
" Rain and I are living well without you, Renal .so stop seeing my son and stop calling Rain your son, because Rain is my son ! , You're just a guy who doesn't want his Renal "Say me again with tears that I can't stand .
I saw Renal come closer and pulled my hair so I grimaced with pain .
" How dare you slap me and how dare you yell at me . The man who sells himself to support my son doesn't deserve to talk like that in front of me " said Renal with a cold voice while continuing to grab my hair so that maybe there will be many strands of hair on his hands at this time
" You dumped Renal, he doesn't need a father like you who easily told him to die without giving him a chance to live . Even you're more pathetic than me, Renal, you destroy it and then you come back to get it, to get the kid you even told to die without giving it a chance to see the world . I really regret Rain was born from****** your Renal, because he was born to a coward like you " I said at length with great emphasis to make Renal release his Jambak from my head while staring coldly at me
I ignored Renal who was still silent in his place while continuing to stare coldly at me, without caring I immediately left his room . I ran to the toilet and locked it from the inside, suddenly my legs felt so limp that I slumped and sat on the floor
Immediately I came back crying, I cried while holding my voice so that no one could hear me .
" Rain belongs to me, he's not your son, Renal" I said in my heart as I continued to cry