The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Be Selfish...

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As my heart beat so fast as Cindy's little steps came toward my body, I wanted to heed my ears and not want to hear the ugly reality that could at any time be on my side , I saw Cindy standing right in front of me who was still kneeling on the floor .

" Renal stand up" Cindy said slowly entering my sense of hearing but I was still silent not moving a bit from my position.

" Let's go " said Cindy again in a soft voice that made me look at Cindy with a clueless look

" Cin—" I said choked when Cindy tried to wake me up and I kept staring at the woman

" We have to go with Rain "he said again still with a soft but soft intonation

Cindy walked up to Rain and carried her small body as she passed her parents' body and walked ahead of me out of the house .

Now I can hear the screams of Cindy's father calling Cindy's name but the owner just fell silent ignoring the call while continuing to walk by carrying Rain's body in his sling.

" I'm sorry Cindy Pa, Ma . Cindy loves Renal " said Cindy softly in a quivering tone of voice as she said that.

" So you prefer that guy over your own parents ?! " Say Cindy's father in a high, angry voice

" Yes Pa, forgive Cindy because Cindy is more choosy Cindy happiness, forgive Cindy for being selfish" said Cindy softly without looking at her parents

" We go Renal, I have no other reason to stay here, as you can see I've been expelled" he said softly, causing me to stare at the woman

I took over Rain's body from Cindy's sling and carried her into my own sling , and after that I heard nothing but the sound of the door closing very loudly and I heard also a soft cry from Mama Cindy's mouth before the door was completely closed .

It shouldn't have been like this, I didn't mean to destroy Cindy's family and separate Cindy from her family . But I don't want Cindy to leave me either .

" I'm gonna be okay, right ? " Cindy said slowly believing herself to make me look at the woman while touching Cindy's head to calm her down

" You're going to be fine Cindy, I promise "my words slowly reassured Cindy and Cindy nodded slowly hugging me and Rain .

Currently Rain is in the passenger seat even the child is now asleep in his sleep while Cindy, the woman is still daydreaming while staring blankly out the window .

Now that my car had gone away from Cindy's parents' home, there was no conversation between the two of us that there was only a long silence .

Every now and then my eyes glanced at Cindy who preferred to look out the window, As soon as there was pain in my chest when I saw the woman I loved like that , deep in my heart I feel happy because Cindy chose me but I don't want Cindy to be separated from her parents either .

if not in this condition there are so many things I want to ask the woman . Like asking about her pregnancy, about our second little angel, about Rain's wish being fulfilled but all that I paused, I'd ask if the conditions were possible, I thought .

" Dear go to sleep, you must be tired . Baby in your mouth must also be tired "my words finally open the voice to make Cindy turn her gaze towards me and smile thinly while touching the surface of her stomach is still flat.

" You're right, he must be tired . I'm a selfish old man, not "he said softly with tears falling down but he was soon wiped out

" Cin—" my word intersected

" It's good we look for lodging, Renal" said Cindy cut my words and this time I nodded in agreement .