The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Withstanding Wounds...

STILL POV CINDY......

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Now I woke up early and felt my face swell with tears last night . I walked to the little bathroom in this room to rinse my face .

I immediately went out to prepare breakfast and immediately my activities stopped when I realized what I was doing right now .

I smiled softly looking at my circumstances, normally I would prepare breakfast for Rain but now I have no more reason to , I went back to the bathroom to clean myself up and went back to work .

The distance where I live now is quite far to make me have to get up early so as not to be late . After a shower and shower I immediately went out and locked my place .

I could see in front of the door of my room and all the way up to the 3rd floor was filled with empty bottles of alcoholic beverages, I closed my nose and hurried away before the smell moved on my shirt , I ran to the AA Store and occasionally I would rest and walk but the next minute I would run back to get to my destination quickly .

Today I intend to give my resignation letter to Hugo, once in AA store I immediately headed to the 5th floor where the Mona Flower store is located.

When I arrived on the fifth floor I saw Renal standing not far from the Mona Flower store as if waiting for someone to arrive , with doubt I walked closer to him and without warning the man immediately pulled my hand to make me wriggle but as usual the man would not listen to him .

Renal increasingly dragged me until some employees looked at us and when he arrived at the top floor Renal also never let go of his pull on my arm .

The man opened the door of his room violently and threw my body into his room very rudely, I glanced at his eyes which were looking at me with great anger.

" What are you doing, Cindy !! " he said angry with a loud voice that made me pop my head and look at him flat.

" What ? " I asked briefly pretending not to understand the man's words

" You traded Rain for 10 million dollars?! , are you crazy ! " His words are very angry

Exchanges? , Even the man thought that way too . I was silent and stared at the man flatly without any intention of explaining anything.

I saw Renal close his eyes for a while as if he was calming down and before long he opened his eyes again .

" Tell 'em, what did they do to you, Cindy ? " Task Renal at the end with a little voice about

" I'm just sick of taking care of a troublesome little boy "Say me quietly without staring at Renal

To be honest I grimaced with the pain in my chest when I said that, I never got sick of Rain, I never got tired of taking care of that child .

" What did you say ?! " asked Renal with a growl as he continued to stare at me

" I'm sick of it, when Rain is taken care of by you, I'm really sick of him . Can you get out of the way I want to work, Renal "I said flat while walking towards the door

I saw Renal harden his jaw and it looked like the man was really angry but I tried not to care and continued to walk towards the door until Renal finally pulled my hand back and held firmly on both sides of my arm while closing my body right in front of him until our bodies almost touched.

" Retract your words . You're ak—"

" I won't regret it, all I regret is taking care of Rain "My words quickly cut off the man's words

I let go of Renal's hand by force and I saw that man just froze in his place, and I immediately left Renal's room with a very painful feeling .

I wiped my tears ready to fall down my cheeks.As much as I held back my tears a little out of place.I cannot cry at this time , I mustn't look weak even though I'm honestly very fragile when I remember Rain .

I went back to my place of work and immediately entered without greeting Hugo who was now waving his hand at me, I closed my eyes letting the pain I felt eroded but I failed , the pain was now growing until I finally felt a fine pat on the top of my head .

" What's your relationship with the big boss, Cindy ? " ask Hugo in a low voice behind me.

" Do you have any business with him ? " Hugo asked again but I remained silent without any intention of answering the man's question until I finally felt a warm hug from behind my back and also felt Hugo's chin placed on my shoulder but I still remained silent without trying to let go of his embrace .

" I'd rather see Cindy's tears than your painful face" said Hugo quietly as he let go of his embrace and turned my body to look at her

I saw Hugo smiling a little but I just stared flat at him with my eyes glazed over, as Hugo's hand was about to touch my cheek suddenly someone held him firmly .

I saw Renal holding Hugo's hand with a very angry facial expression and the next second Renal threw Hugo's hand violently .

Renal, who was looking at Hugo, now turned to look at me, and I could see a flash of anger clearly visible on his current face .

Without a word the man again pulled my hand to follow him away , with a shaky step I went back to follow the man's steps and again we became the center of attention in the building at this time .

Upon arrival at the basement Renal immediately pulled my hand towards his car and forced me to get into the car .

" I don't know what you're thinking Cindy, but Rain's looking for you " Renal said when we were in the car that did not stop and I just fell silent while staring straight without intending to answer the man's words

" What my parents have done to you, Cindy "asked Renal again with a voice that sounded calmer

" I'm just tired of taking care of Rain, she's bothering "Say me again in a flat, soft voice while enduring the pain in my chest

Many times I have withstood the wounds I have made myself at this time, maybe this is the best for all of us, I thought .

I don't want Rain to get insulted or disturbed by the Astan family . It is enough that I feel the pain that they are doing right now . I bit my lower lip trying to restrain myself from crying in front of the man .

" Bother? , you said Rain was troublesome . You even begged under my feet as I was about to take Cindy Rain, do you remember , huh . but now what ? , Now you're instead exchanging Rain for the money given by my parents! , you really don't have any self-esteem if it's like Cindy "His voice is sharp

As much as I could, I held myself back from looking calm and not crying in front of Renal .

" At that time I was just acting as a person who has self-esteem in front of you, Renal" said I flatly as I opened the car door and left Renal still silent staring at me in his steering chair

I walked up to the elevator and headed back to the 5th floor without wanting to know what was going on behind me, I didn't even listen to the sound of Renal's car passing by . not long after the elevator door opened and I immediately came out of the iron box, I ignored the curious gazes of some workers who saw our drama earlier .

When I arrived in front of Mona Flower I saw Hugo who was overwhelmed with buyers and I immediately helped Hugo until the store was finally quiet.

" Hugo, I want to stop working, I've put the letter down on the cashier's desk "Say me quietly after there's no buyer in our store

" Tomorrow you're overtime" he said flatly without staring at me and busy with the flowers in his hands

" I stopped— "

" What's really going on, Cindy ?" ask Hugo to cut my words

" No Hugo, I want to stop working "I said again

I just don't want to tell anyone about my problems enough me and Ken only know, I thought .

" No, you can't stop, Cindy" he said, banning me

" I can't work— "

" I'll move you in the main store, starting tomorrow you'll be working there with my mommy " hugo said at the end and left me for the cashier table to make me follow Hugo to beg him, but I saw Hugo tear off my paper and throw it in the little trash can that was there

" Go home, from tomorrow you will work at Cindy's main store" he said again for the last time

With a heavy heart I left Hugo in the store . I walked home and took the suitcase of money given by Renal's father, I took a few dollars and then I closed it again .

I left my house again with a suitcase containing the money, I took a taxi and mentioned my destination address and before long I arrived at Ken's apartment building .

" Can I help you, Miss ? " Ask the receptionist on the ground floor of the building

" Please give this to a resident named Ken , Kenzo Max" I explained as I gave the suitcase

I saw the receptionist looked confused and curious about the contents in the suitcase .

" this suitcase contains money, Em_ can I borrow a paper and a pen ? " My mouth told her

The receptionist immediately nodded in understanding and gave me what I asked for .

" Ken, It's Me Cindy . Sorry for always bothering you, please lend me 200 dollars and Transfer what's in this suitcase to Renal Account . Code this suitcase is a circle, if we meet later I will replace it ", I said in the letter

" Please, give this paper to her as well , and thank you superiors for your help, you're very helpful Miss " I said sincerely while giving the paper to the woman who was now smiling gently towards me

After saying goodbye, I immediately left Ken's apartment building and took my phone and contacted someone

" Hello, what's up, son ? " my mother said from there to make me close my eyes for a moment

" I miss Mama "I said softly

" Have something happened there ? " See him in a worried voice

" No, ma "I told you to lie

" What about Rain ?" Ask Mama to make me bite my lower lip while holding a sad voice so as not to come out of my mouth

" I'm going to visit you guys, Ma .and I'm going to stay there in a few days" I said, switching the conversation off while turning off my phone on purpose

I exhaled slowly and walked towards the train station to get to where my Papa and Mama were.

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