The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Call of Compassion...

...STILL POV RENAL......

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I also walked over to Rain and Papa who were relaxing on the sofa and I saw Rain chatting with Papa with a face that looked serious.

" What are you talking about ? " Many of me joined them

Rain stared at my presence and then smiled at me so that I felt astonished by the child's current attitude .

" Said Grandpa R-A-H-A-S-I-A "he said to make me roll my eyeballs lazily,

" What kind of secret ? " I was curious

" Daddy wants to know, said Grandpa a man should be able to keep a secret, Rain is a man " rain explained it to me proudly, making me smile and gently shake her hair

" Okay, okay . All right "my word is resigned

" Who are the flowers you brought, Renal ? " Task Papa for a moment but his gaze still stared at the television

" From someone who bullies Pa "sober me

" From Om Hugo Kek , like Om Hugo it likes Mommy" said Rain immediately to make Papa turn his eyes towards Rain as if asking for more explanation.

" Of Hugo ? " ask Papa while frowning

" Yes Om Hugo, he was his boss Mommy yesterday, Om Hugo was very fond of ajakin Mommy and Rain eat but Rain prefers Daddy Ken than the same Om Hugo " said Rain explained at length to make Papa frown more and more then looked at me as if asking for more and more explanation

" Papa's employee Ken, he's the General Manager at one of our hotels right now" I explained and Papa nodded his head and looked back at Rain

" So what's the connection between Daddy Ken and Mommy ? " Task Papa to Rain and I just listen to their conversation while staring at them

" Daddy Ken who broke up with Rain if anyone said Rain didn't have Papa, Daddy Ken it was Mommy Kek" Rain explained

And then I saw Papa staring at me again with a smile but I was really sick and annoyed with the smile that Papa gave me this time , Papa said like giving a mocking smile towards me .

" I don't think the person you're after is very marketable, Renal" said Papa mocking me to make me growl annoyed at the sign of dislike

" Pa, Cindy it's not an item" I said annoyed but Papa just smiled a little

" Papa tau, he is very special to you, not "said papa instantly while turning his eyes towards the television.

I smiled faintly when I heard Papa's words, I thought convincing Papa was very difficult but in fact he understood the most to make me feel very relieved .

I looked at Rain and Papa laughing at the same time as the cartoon in front of him, and somehow I was really ready to do it all with Cindy , there is no more doubt and fear lodged in my heart this time as it once was .

Right now I'm really ready, I want to break through all the mistakes I've done to Cindy and Rain first . I want to someday be able to see the growth and development of the second child , third or tenth I'll be, I don't want to go through their growing up like when Rain was, I want to see them when they learn to walk and call them 'Daddy ' for the first time , I don't want to miss those days anymore , a time I never felt when Rain was born first , I want to keep and feel it .

" Renal "Call Papa for a moment to make me realize from my daydream

" Do you really love her ? " Task Papa seriously

" Of course, do I look like I'm playing around ? " I asked back as if I couldn't accept Papa's doubt

" Okay, Papa take it easy . Renal promises to get Cindy soon "my words convince Papa and Papa to look back at the television

" Thank you, Pa "My welcome is sincere with a soft voice

For some reason at this time I want to quickly attract Cindy to immediately build a household with me and say a sacred bond to live on and make Cindy my only possession and give birth to other small babies again . Although one day Cindy could no longer bear children for yet it was no problem for me since I already had Rain , for me having Rain was more than enough . Rain is my precious little angel just like Cindy .

" Lunch is ready" said Cindy who suddenly approached us

Rain stood up with his carefree face and followed Papa as he walked ahead of us to the dinner table ,

Cindy and I walked together to the dinner table and my nosy hands immediately grabbed Cindy's waist to make her look at me in horror but I didn't care about the look .

" What are you talking about ? " Task Cindy instantly with a whispering voice

" It's not important, Sweetheart" I said casually in a normal voice to make Papa hear my words and cleared my throat so hard that it made a red pseudo adorn Cindy's face

" Fuck, Cindy is really adorable" I said in my heart while looking at Cindy who looked embarrassed

" That's a normal thing, a kind of affectionate call "Talku to Papa very casually to make Papa mendegus amused and Rai just fell silent not understanding anything

We also now join the dining table with food that is ready arranged at the table to eat even Mama was already sitting sweetly there .

" You really look a lot like, when you look at the food you like, your face is like looking at a diamond " papa said instantly insinuating me and Rain but I only put on a mocking smile in contrast to Rain , the child even looked very carefree when he saw the food in front of him

" Chicken Yeay BBQ" said Rain cheerfully as he began to give his plate to Cindy and Cindy also took rice and side dishes for Rain

" Get me too "my word won't lose until it makes Cindy turn her eyeballs lazily

And again I also got insinuations from Papa, it seems like Papa now prefers to disturb our lives , I thought .

We ate our food with pleasure and no one even spoke a word . Until we finally finished our lunch .

Cindy also cleaned the dining table as usual and when Mama forbid Cindy to not do but the woman just smiled gently at Mama and keep doing her job .

" Is there anything I can help you with ? " i asked all of a sudden to make Cindy surprised and almost the woman dropped the glass in her hand

" You surprised me Renal "he said complaining and I chuckled slowly and took over the glass Cindy had washed and put it where it should be

" Are your parents talking something — "

" No, they just want to tell you something Cindy, after you're done cleaning the dirty dishes you can hear what they want to say and again don't be afraid of them , they are currently tamed " my words casually cut off Cindy's words with my big smile but the woman just nodded in understanding and then we went back to silence and now there was only the sound of water being released on the tap that broke our current silence .

" This time Papa won't prevent my desires, Cindy . At this time Papa has received you "My words suddenly to make the woman stare at me

" Renal , I think it's best — "

" You shut up Cindy, I'm not the one who's gonna make you fall in love with me? , so just keep quiet and watch " My words slowly cut off Cindy's words while wiping my hands and turning off the water tap and looking back at the woman

" I love you, Cindy" I said again as she kissed Cindy's cheek to the surprise of the woman

Cindy avoided our eye contact because of the embarrassment and it really made me want to eat that woman .

" Well, how long am I supposed to hold this hungry lion inside of me ? " I said in my heart as I kept staring at Cindy