The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
I Still Love You ...

STILL POV RENAL...

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Meeting this time went smoothly as usual, even Cindy little by little already understood her current task .

After finishing the meeting, Cindy and I went back to our room , I saw Cindy walking into her room and picking up the food she had made this morning and not forgetting the big bottle of water in her hand .

I immediately took over the provisions in Cindy's hands and walked back out of the room to pick up our little whiz .

" Let me take it" said Cindy, who wanted to take over the supplies I brought.

" No, let me just "say me slowly

and there was no other objection when we were in the elevator

After pressing the button we fell silent while waiting until the elevator door opened.This time Cindy and I boarded my private elevator , I deliberately took the elevator so Cindy felt more comfortable .

" Mommy, Daddy "Special cry of a child who is none other than Rain

Rain waved his hand at us with a carefree smile after seeing our arrival that was already a few meters away from him .

" Why long ? " Tanya Rain while putting on a pouting face

" There's a dear meeting "My words represent Rain's question

" Rain is hungry, we eat it in the tree house" he said

Rain gave a suggestion

I nodded in agreement with a gentle smile while Cindy just fell silent and obeyed our wishes.

The tree house is where Rain and I first met and talked together and there I also know the truth that Rain is my son .

I took Rain's body for me to carry and the food I was holding had of course switched hands on Cindy's hand . As we were walking again some people looked at us with interest to make Cindy just lower her head and take a little distance from me, It seemed like she was really uncomfortable, I thought .

I immediately pulled Cindy's shoulder closer to me and Rain too, she should not be ashamed to walk beside me right ? .

Arriving at the place we were headed I immediately climbed the tree house and followed by Rain and Cindy .

I saw Cindy open the box and there were only two boxes of stock, and the woman gave me one box of stock, even though the food Cindy cooked looks simple but for me it is very delicious .

" You don't eat ? " I asked as I stared at the woman

" I don't get hungry "so he said without looking at me and starting feeding Rain's mouth

" Did Cindy always miss her lunch ? " Task me inwardly as I continue to stare at Cindy who is focusing on feeding Rain

I began to scoop my food up and spread my spoon towards Cindy beside Rain to make her stare at me with a confused look .

" Eat 'em, you can be skinny later "I said as I continued to thrust my spoon towards the woman

" No need "he refused

" Eat or I force it my way "My words threaten until finally Cindy will not want to open her mouth and I use the opportunity to bribe her

" Dad , Rain wants to go to the game" said Rain on the sidelines of his meal

" Okay, after Rain finished his meal we'll go there" I said to make Rain smile happily

" Yeey !! Daddy's best "Say Rain so much that it makes me smile happily

" Are we no other jobs ? " Task Cindy for a moment to make me look at the woman

" There is no "short sahutku and back to enjoying our food while continuing to take turns to feed Cindy

After finishing our lunch, I immediately brought Rain and Cindy to play as promised .

Once there Rain looks very enthusiastic, the boy continues to attract me to enjoy all the rides in the place ,

While Cindy herself just fell silent while following us who continued to walk through the entire game at the place and I think maybe Cindy was a little overwhelmed to take care of Rain who was running around because I also felt the same thing same .

But when Rain wanted to ride a rollercoaster ride suddenly Cindy firmly rejected her, obviously Cindy would not play the game, I thought .

" Still don't want to ride the rides? , for your son's sake, even though ? " My words are soft on Cindy's ears

" No , it was really a hellish game, even until now I still remember the nausea I felt first . Yaks "His voice reflexes just like he was unconscious when he said that

I smiled happily when I heard the woman's words and I reflexively pointed my hand towards Cindy's head and gently stroked her .

" I'm sorry, for forcing you to ride her that time . If you just wait for us under "My words are soft and immediately leave Cindy there

" Rain ain't scared ? " I asked when I saw Rain who looked enthusiastic while waving his hand towards Cindy

" No, it's Rain's first time to the Dad ' playground, so Rain has to try all the rides here so Rain who likes to tease Rain won't mock Rain again " he said plain to make my heart immediately filled when he heard it

" When Rain meets them again later, Rain wants to say that Rain now has a great Daddy "Continue Rain so sincerely that it makes me smile when I see him

After finishing riding the Rollar Coaster we immediately went down and walked over to Cindy who was still faithfully waiting for us in the original place ,

And I saw from a distance Cindy staring at us with her horrified look when she saw us who were walking towards the woman .

" Didn't you guys feel nauseous or lightheaded ? " Task Cindy with a surprised face as we had already arrived before her

" Rain is a little dizzy Mommy , but Rain wants to go up again "Rain said happily and I just smiled broadly while looking at Rain

" Someday we'll go up again later, but now does Rain want ice cream ? " Tanyaku and Rain nodded enthusiastically

" Alright Rain wait here with Mommy , let Daddy buy his ice cream "my said but Rain insisted on coming with me to make me nod obediently

" You wait here" I said to Cindy and Cindy nodded in understanding

Rain and I walked together with Rain's little hand that was holding my big hand . Right now I feel really happy , I feel like I have a real little family even though my status with Cindy is still unclear at least being able to be with Rain and that woman alone has made me feel so happy .

Finished buying the ice cream that Rain wanted, I also did not forget to buy a cold glass of coffee for Cindy and for me as well .

When I was about to withdraw my money from the wallet suddenly something fell down to make Rain who was under me immediately lowered his head and took the paper while looking at it carefully before giving it to me .

" It's a picture of Mommy, isn't it Dad ? " Task Rain while returning the paper to me

I took the photo and put it back in my wallet without answering Rain's questions first and then I took the drink I ordered earlier .

" Dad , that's Mommy's picture, right ? " His question was curious again to make me look towards her and smile gently

The paper was a photo of Cindy looking happy and smiling widely, I accidentally took a picture of her at that time and put it in my wallet without the woman's knowledge.

" Why did Daddy keep it ? " Tanya Rain plain

" For Daddy to always remember that there are people who love Daddy sincerely "My heart while smiling gently towards Rain who looks confused

" Rain can promise Daddy no ? " I asked as I squatted right in front of the boy

" What promise Dad ? " Tanya is plain

" Rain can't tell Mommy about the photo, what ? " My words made Rain put on a confused but adorable face

" Why ? " Say wonder

" No papa, just don't be "I said

" Okay, Rain promises not to tell Mommy if Daddy keeps a picture of Mommy in his wallet" said Rain promised with his innocent face to make me smile funny when he saw her adorable face

" Smart kid" I said with a smile as I ruffled Rain's hair gently

Rain and I gathered again to Cindy who was sitting waiting for our presence .

" Thanks" he said as he took the glass of drink in my hand

We also walked back to the car park because it was almost night , really did not feel that we almost finished half a day at the place .

" Do you want to go somewhere else ? " I asked when I was in the car

" No, we go back, I think Rain also drowsed "Talk Cindy to make me allow my eyes towards the passenger seat and it's true that the woman's remark that Rain was already seen drowsiness.

I also run the car at medium speed towards my apartment . along the way there was no conversation between the two of us until I finally heard Cindy say something to make me look at the woman at a glance .

" I think it's good that I don't become your secretary, Renal "he said for a moment to make me frown while staring at him at a glance and looking back at the road

" Why ? " I'm confused

" Being a secretary doesn't fit my job very well, Renal I don't want them to look at me with that kind of gaze , I feel very uncomfortable . I didn't finish school until I finished and I'm also inexperienced in being a secretary, it's good that I go back to work at Mona Flower or maybe I just clean your house , that sounds better "he said at length explaining it to me.

I was silent for a moment as I digested the woman's words , it's better if Cindy stays at home instead of having to let the woman go back to Mona Flower and meet the man I really want to stay away from .

" Well if it wants you "I said in the end

" From now on you have to focus on taking care of Rain at home, he won't be left there again "My welcome again and Cindy immediately nodded in understanding

And from now on I also have a reason to go home sooner rather than . because then they will wait for me to come home .

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Upon arrival at the apartment I immediately laid Rain's body on his mattress and Cindy took off the shoes that Rain still wore, the woman also did not forget to replace Rain's clothes with her sleeping pajamas.

After laying Rain's body down I immediately came out of Rain's room to clean my body that felt a bit sticky and left Cindy who was still cleaning Rain's body and replacing her clothes .

After finishing my bath, I came back out with a small towel still on my shoulder. I walked towards Rain's room to see Cindy but the woman I didn't find there .

I walked up the stairs to look for the woman below, but as I passed through the large window on the balcony I saw Cindy there looking up at the night sky.

" Cindy" called me slowly to make the woman turn her body and glanced at me and looked back at the sky.

I see Cindy is even the same as me, the woman has also cleaned herself because it looks from her hair that is still a little wet and the clothes she is wearing have changed .

" It's the first time Rain has gone to safety playing . Renal , thank you for making him happy and happy" said Cindy suddenly as she allowed a look at me who was now standing next to her

Then the woman looked back at the sky, I who was beside her just fell silent while continuing to look at Cindy who somehow looks shiny in my eyes

" Tell me about Rain "Talk me for a moment who was curious about the growth of the child

" Not many interesting things" Cindy said without looking at me

" Regarding your pregnancy "Talk me again to make Cindy turn her gaze towards me who was alone was staring at him to make our views meet each other .

" You won't like listening to her, Renal" Cindy said with a soft face as she looked back at the sky

" I just want to know Cindy" I said curiously

" The insults and various insults that I received when I was pregnant with Rain first, even to the point that I never showed myself when I was pregnant with Rain , I once tried to get out of the house once and all I got was a strange look at the people who saw me "he said at length explaining it to me

and for some reason there was an instant of pain that invaded my body upon hearing the woman's words, it felt like my heart was really sliced and wanted to feel like I was tightly hugging Cindy's body .

" I almost killed Rain "Here again with a voice that sounded vibrating.

" Enough . I don't want to hear anything more, Cindy "Say me for a moment and feel so guilty about that woman

Cindy went back into silence as she continued to stare at the sky, while I just stared blankly at the expanse of city lights that lit up in the darkness . For a long time we were silent with our thoughts and no sound came out of our mouths until I finally looked back at Cindy.

" Cindy "Call me first to make the woman turn her gaze towards me so that our views meet again with each other .

"If I ask you to marry me, would you like to ? " I asked sincerely as I looked into the woman's eyes

Instantly I saw Cindy go silent and then not long after that woman had a small smile on me .

" Don't joke, Renal "he said with a small smile and looked back at the sky

" If I ask you to marry me, do you want? , Look at me Cindy, do I look like I'm joking this time " I repeated my words again while convincing the woman

Cindy followed me and stared right at my bead, I saw the woman was a little surprised but Cindy immediately changed her expression as if nothing had happened , I know that Cindy knows very well that I'm serious right now .

Cindy shook her head and cut off her eye contact with me.

" I can't Renal, to be honest I feel very scared" he said

" Fear ? " I asked confused and astonished as I continued to look at the woman

" I don't want to give anyone the heart I have anymore 'just leave it like this . Being a good parent to Rain alone I think is enough without any strings attached . Please Renal don't go beyond the limits we're building at the moment, I agree to start a new beginning with you as a friend, only a friend, Renal " he said at length explaining to me that made my chest feel a little tight

The rejection Cindy was doing right now made something inside my body feel like it was squeezed painfully .

" It's hard to start with you again Renal, it's not going to be the same anymore" he continued

I moved closer to Cindy and pulled Cindy's body into my arms instantly and without asking her permission , I hugged Cindy's body from behind and put my chin on Cindy's shoulder .

" It's all the same Cindy, I still love you the same way it used to be "My words were soft and gentle right in her ear while tightening my arms around Cindy's little body

" You heard that, I still love you as much as I used to" I said with great sincerity