The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Escape ...

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Right now I am silent on the edge of the lake, I will not plunge however Rain still needs me and I don't know how long I have been here maybe an hour , ' he said , two hours or more I don't know, right now I just need this kind of silence and quiet to clear my mind ,

Still fresh in my mind about the chase a few hours ago . Shit, this still feels so painful even when I remember Cindy's face holding back her tears enough to frighten me and feel pain.Why is all this getting complicated ? , Why were we brought together if we couldn't finally be together? . I wouldn't blame God just because I felt this was unfair . I just want to be happy with the people I love, that's all .

I let out my breath once more before getting back in my car and going back on my way home .

Before the feeling to drag Cindy home was huge but at this time I was tired, I was trying but not with the woman, she had even given up on everything , he chose to hurt me in his own way 'Cindy is great because she can break the heart of a Renal Astan .

I finally arrived at home at twelve pm, the atmosphere was very quiet at that time there was no life there was only my footsteps that sounded , I walked up the stairs to Rain's room and I slowly opened the door and stepped slowly towards the little one who was soundly asleep.

" I'm sorry Daddy, baby " said me slowly as he kissed the boy's forehead

Rain was a little disturbed by his sleep to make me stroke Rain's head slowly until finally the child was back asleep in the dream world.

" At the moment it's just Rain that Daddy has, only you love" I said softly

I also walked to the other side of the bed and put myself to sleep next to Rain while hugging the stumpy body tightly .

" Daddy dear Rain, so did Mommy" I said again as I closed my eyes to rest my body for a moment

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In the morning I woke up and I saw Rain still comfortably asleep, slowly getting off Rain's bed and walking to my own room to shower and change my clothes , I have to go to the office right now because I have a lot of work to do there .

" so ? " Task Papa to the point when I've joined their dining table

" We parted, Pa" I said softly and softly, for some reason it still hurts so much in my heart

" What do you mean, Renal ? " Tanya Papa did not understand while Mama just fell silent while looking confused at me

" We parted ways, me and Cindy no longer have any relationship "My words made it clear to my parents to understand

" Renal — "

" Daddy and Mommy split? , That means Rain will not have a whole family anymore dong ? " Task Rain for a moment who is currently behind me

As soon as I cursed my own words when I heard Rain's voice, the boy spoke quietly but it succeeded in breaking down all the joints in my body , this was not the start I wanted . I saw Rain who was now looking at me with a sad look and disappointment to make my heart feel very painful .

" Dear— "

" Rain isn't Daddy naughty, why did you split up ? " Say Rain cut off my words while continuing to hold back her cries

" Rain will always obey Mommy and Daddy's orders, Rain is not naughty, but why—hiks—why do you have to split up ? " His voice again and again with a trembling voice even his tears have now come down wet his chubby cheeks

I also stood up from my seat and walked closer to Rain who was still silent in his place while crying sadly , Rain is a smart child and he understands the meaning of parting because from childhood the child has experienced it when I was not on his side first and because of his intelligence it makes me have to rotate all the way to calm the boy.

" What's Daddy's naughty Rain ..hiks ? " Say sad

" Rain, Rain is not naughty dear "my words calm the boy down

" So? , Why did Daddy and Mommy part ways? , Did Rain make a mistake ? Rain doesn't want Mommy and Daddy to split up, Rain promises Rain will be a good –hiks— kid , Dad " he said again while continuing to sob to make me directly hug Rain's body tightly, I think this is much more painful, really .

" Daddy is here Honey, Daddy won't leave Rain" I said, continuing to calm the boy down

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...One month later......

It's been almost a month since I escaped, I ran away from everything I think new york is very painful for me .

Currently Rain had already received all of them , I don't know what Papa said at that time because since the incident Rain blamed himself the next day I immediately left the child on the grounds of business travel for up to a month in this place .

Now that Rain was much calmer and more submissive, he never even asked about his Mommy anymore, somehow I didn't know the obvious every time I called Rain , the boy looked more cheerful than before and it made me feel somewhat relieved

Until now I still have morning sickness and it reminds me of my two prospective children, I am currently in California , I don't think California is a bad place to escape, 'here I can have fun even if I have a little trouble .

I will return to the dark apartment when it is two in the morning and wake up again at eight in the morning until so on .

Right now I am living without a purpose and also a grip, someone who holds me to live alone is no longer with me , I lost Cindy in a very bad sense and therefore I realized that my life was too dependent on that woman .

I also took my phone and sent a message to Papa just to ask about the state of Rain that I have not seen for a long time . even so we often do video calls and I leave a few hours to call Rain, I'm grateful Rain is not being a bad person , instead she returns to be my cute little Rain , Rain seemed to be mocking me right now and it made me smile when I remembered the boy, when I saw or remembered Rain, I always remembered Cindy . I really miss that woman . Can I ? .

I immediately put my phone back on the nightstand after sending a text message to Papa and I immediately closed my eyes to sleep and forgot for a moment the damn feeling that still lingered in my heart until then this .