The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Seven Days After Papa Cindy's Death ..

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...Seven days after Papa Cindy's death .....

" Not now Rain ! " My voice snapped at Rain as she entered my parents' house

Rain who was just about to open his mouth was immediately closed back tightly his little mouth while looking down scared when he heard my snaps .

" Daddy Tired . Don't ask anything about Mommy because Daddy really doesn't know anything "my word again very flat and high

I immediately left Rain who was still lowered in fear maybe the child was holding back his tears so as not to break in front of me .

The past five days my life has been really messed up 'cause, coming home from work I just went into my room and ignored Rain who had been talking to me since yesterday .

At first everything was still fine, I was still talking to Rain but the next four days I did not feel okay even to greet Rain alone I felt reluctant , I was a bad father, not .

" Renal! , What are you doing again, huh ! " Papa said a little yells when Papa has opened my room door by force, he owns this house so naturally Papa also has a duplicate of his key.

" I'm tired Pa , come out" I said slowly while closing my eyes tightly but all I heard was the sound of footsteps getting closer to me

" You snapped at Rain again, huh ? . He's your son Renal, he's a kid" Papa said, not liking the high tone of voice

" I know Pa , I just want to teach Rain not to talk too much, I don't like talking to Rain " I said in an irritated voice without looking at my father and closed my eyes

" And also Rain is too meddling lately "My neighbor doesn't like it anymore

" Get out of this house , meet Cindy now you've really gone crazy Renal , Rain is the kid you want , why would you talk like that , huh ? . Get out of this house right now "said Papa immediately with a snapping sound while pulling my hand firmly to make me open my eyes and look at Papa who is now staring angrily at me

As I glanced at the doorway and there was my little angel, I saw him hiding with a frightened face, again I scared him . I was a really bad dad, I thought .

I let out a slow sigh and began to rise from my seat as I walked over to Rain who was about to run away from me . The boy was really very scared of me at the moment and it successfully made my heart feel very sick . I feel like I failed to be a father and I've mentally damaged my own son .

" Rain "Call me softly and I managed to bring Rain into my arms and I saw the face of the boy who was now wet with tears

" Hix.. Daddy doesn't love Rain anymore "Say Rain accompanied by sobs after being in my carrier

I also looked at the child's face while wiping Rain's tears that were getting down from his two eyes, instantly my heart really-sliced pain when I saw the red face of the child .

" No, Daddy hates Rain .. hiks, Rain wants to see Mommy" he said as he continued to cry hysterically

" Dear no, Daddy loves Rain, Daddy doesn't hate the wrong Rain Daddy, Daddy's sorry, okay" I said again as I continued to reassure and calm the boy

" Hix.. Daddy lied . Mommy, Rain wants Mommy ... Hiks "His words continued to whine and cry as he kept calling Cindy's name

" I'm sorry Daddy, Rain" I said softly and softly as she stroked the little boy's back as if to soothe him but Rain kept crying in my arms

" Mommy ... , Rain wanted to join Mommy" said Rain constantly sobbing but I just kept holding back the pain on my chest as she carried Rain and won the child over

Rain kept crying and calling her Mommy to make my heart really sliced and my chest really hurt .

Rain kept crying until the boy was tired and he fell asleep in my arms , I carried Rain up to his room and put Rain to sleep in his bed and replaced the child's nightgown .

I long kissed the boy's forehead while tidying up the blanket that covered the small body of Rain and after I came out of the room but I was directly faced with the two parents who were in the middle standing right in front of Rain's room .

I also walked after those who had walked before me at that time, until we finally arrived in the family room and I saw my father staring intently at me while Mama was silent beside Papa

" Get out of this house, you're so bad lately, Renal" said Papa flatly opening the conversation.

" Why should I ? " Many wonder

" You look like an undead Renal, even Papa is sure you forgot to eat today, most importantly Papa doesn't like your bad mood , Rain was a kid and again he was your son you shouldn't have snapped at him, he just asked where his Mommy was even he hadn't had time to ask you had yelled at him , you still don't deserve to be a Renal Dad" Papa said at length in a flat tone and sounded annoyed and it was a stabbing success right in my heart .

" I— "My words are cut off

" Cindy can even make Rain a polite child without her father's presence first, now get out of this house" said Papa cut my speech to success make me silent at once

Again the name Cindy called and it really made me feel very sick, at this time I really feel like I have failed to be a good father and future husband for them .

It's not that I never visited Cindy even yesterday I just met her and again Cindy refused to talk to me even looking at me only she didn't want to .

Right now our relationship is more complicated than it has been lately 'I feel Cindy really wants to let go of everything.

" Pa— "

" Meet her Renal, you're really concerned, son" said Mama cutting back on my words while staring compassionately at me

I was silent while thinking for a moment, I kept convincing myself to meet Cindy, I had to meet her for the last time if she was still reluctant to see me .