The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Act Calm...

CINDY POV.....

After finishing work I immediately changed my clothes and walked away from the Department Store building .

I walk casually down the pedestrian-only sidewalk like me . My current destination is the apartment I live in , the distance from Aa store to my apartment takes 48 minutes on foot but if riding a bus or other transformation only takes about 15 or 20 minutes .

I no longer go to Daycare where Rain is because my son has been picked up by Ken earlier so I went straight to my apartment but when the middle of the trip suddenly a the car stopped right next to me.

I stared at the car I knew so well, it was Ken's car. Not long after the windshield opened and Ken showed me forcing me into his car .

" No Ken "Defused me, but I saw the man get out of his car as he walked over to me

" Rain is in 'Cindy" he said as he arrived in front of me

" Don't you drive her home ? " Many wonder

" We went to eat and play first" said Ken casually

" You're spoiling her too much, Ken "said displeased as she entered Ken's car and sat next to the driver's seat.

I also looked towards the passenger seat and found Rain who was now fast asleep .

" Next time I won't trouble you, Ken" I said as Ken entered his car

Ken just ignored my words as usual . There were no more conversations along the way until Ken's car stopped in front of the building on several floors where I lived

Ken came down from his car while carrying Rain in his arms and I immediately took Rain's small body into my sling when we arrived in front of my apartment .

" What time will you be home tonight ? " asked Ken as I was putting Rain on the bed

" do not know "my answer was as usual as I walked to the kitchen to drink a glass of water followed by Ken

" I'll pick you up later" he offered, but I just shook my head

" Can't you just take her, Cindy ? " ken said sounding disappointed and angry

" what do you really want, ken ? " i asked directly while looking at Ken right in front of his eyes

Ken brought his body closer to me until my back pressed against the refrigerator door behind me .

" I just want you Cindy, didn't you know that from the first "he said sincerely while touching my cheek with his right hand to make me feel uncomfortable for him

" No Ken . From the first you just wanted my body "I explained to Ken

" I just want you Cindy, can't you understand that" he said, not losing

" After your wish has been achieved, will you abandon me ? " My words are loud

" Unlike Cindy, I really want you "said Ken to stay in his stance but I just fell silent and tried to shift his body

" You can go home to Ken, I want to cook for Rain" I said flatly, indirectly expelling Ken

Ken finally left me alone in the room with a disappointed face and pent-up anger, perhaps .

I try not to care and do my job of cooking something Rain will eat for the night when I go to work .

I work as a waitress in one of the Caffe located not far from the building where I live , I'm lucky Rain understood and did not fuss when I lived in apartment , he's a really independent boy .

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" Mommy is going to work ? " ask Rain who is done with her bath

I just nodded and patted her head slowly then I saw Rain pout and I immediately kissed her chubby cheeks.

" Rain remember what mommy always told you ? " Ask me

" If Rain feels the slightest pain Rain should call Mommy immediately, press the number 1 and it will immediately connect with Mommy's phone " rain said, making me smile warmly because he remembered it clearly

" Rain don't sleep at night, dear Good night "Say me while hugging and peeping my son's face

To be honest it wasn't that I didn't feel anxious when I left Rain alone at home, of course I felt very anxious but I had no other choice to fulfill both of our lives .

I ran a little towards where I worked until I arrived at Caffe I immediately set my breath to feel calm and relaxed .

* Cindy .. Did you run again ? " ask Lio one of the officers at the place

I just nodded with a gentle smile as I passed towards my locker to change my clothes . Cafe tempaku work quite crowded because it is a comfortable atmosphere and also the workers are friendly they do not pretend friendly, they are friendly.

" The next time you don't have to run Cindy dear, there are still many reliable employees here" said Aurel the owner of the cafe

" I'm just too excited, Miss " said with a smile to make them smile

It did not feel like the clock was showing at dawn and I quickly changed my clothes to return to my apartment . I had left Rain long enough I thought .

" I'm sorry everyone, I have to hurry because Rain no one accompanies "my words to those who are still cleaning up some seats in the Caffe

" Just relax Cindy, you can go home now , sometime you have to take the sweet Rain with you" Aurel said with a gentle smile at me , I smiled as I nodded my head in agreement and left the place

Now I am not walking but running as fast as I can because Rain is not too ordinary to sleep alone, usually Rain will ask to make milk when he woke up from his sleep .

I set my breath and then walked to my residence , occasionally I lyrics the clock in my hand which now shows at one hour or less a few minutes .

When I was about to enter my residence suddenly someone called me to make me stop for a moment but I did not stare at the person because I know who the figure is . He Renal Astan . I stopped for a while and quickly ran into the old building but the man was chasing me

Renal and I ran in the hallway of the apartment, I didn't care about Ranal yelling, telling me to stop running until the end

I felt Renal reach my hand and he quickly squeezed my body against the wall beside me .

" excuse me. ap— "my word was cut because the man immediately shouted still in front of my face

I intend not to know the man as before . Maybe it was better but the truth is I was wrong .

" You have no history of amnesia! , Cindy "he screamed right in my face to make me think a little bit about whether the man was sneaking me in? , What for ? .

Instantly I was afraid that Renal would find out about my son's Rain . Instantly I couldn't breathe as the man's arm pressed against my neck even more strongly while wondering while accusing me of being a non-no

Renal immediately let go of me as I begged him to release me and I immediately took as many breaths as I could .

Now Renal was standing right in front of me with his hands locked in the middle of my body so that I could not go anywhere.

" it's none of your business "I answered after he asked me the same thing

" Look who you're talking to, Cindy . Did you really end up selling yourself, huh "His voice again accused me of selling my body to striped-nose men

To be honest I was completely confused by the man's current attitude, actually what Renal wanted from me?, Did he want to mess up my life again like I used to think I did .

I tried to keep calm as if this was no big deal for me. I stared at Renal while smiling cynically and put away his hand that was locking my body away at this moment .

" If I'm selling diripun it's none of your business, Mr. Renal "my words coldly while stepping my feet left the man but only a few steps suddenly Renal again held my hand and blocked my path

" What else ? " i asked cynically while releasing his hand grip on my wrist

" Do you want to use my services as well? , I could have served you but you have to pay me a high price to enter a prostitute like me " My embrace with a loud voice made a loud slap land right on my cheek

With reflex I held my cheek which was hot and sore by the slap of the man and instantly felt a sense of rancidity at the corner of my lips . But I kept staring at the man as if I was challenging him , I feel this is a normal treatment and not painful at all because this pain is not worth the pain He made a few years ago . I promised myself I wouldn't let Renal enter my life and Rain again .

" I don't need a lowly whore like you, Cindy" he said, but I didn't care

I just smiled wryly as I left Renal still in his place .

I immediately entered the room where I lived and when I got inside I immediately dropped my body behind the door as if I was spilling all my sadness and grievances there .

I always wondered to myself, why does destiny always play tricks on me? , Meeting Renal is not what I want or desire , I just want to feel the calmness in my life to live everything that has been in destiny is god to me but not like this moment .

" Mommy "Call My Son with the typical raucous voice of a young child upon waking up from his sleep

I immediately got up from my seat and approached Rain who was on the doorstep with her eyes still slightly closed .

" Rain, want some milk ? " i asked gently while stroking my son's brown hair to make Rain smile and nod his head slowly

Instantly the tightness in my chest felt lost when I saw my son's whereabouts, I only have Rain here as my reinforcement .

I led Rain to our room and put Rain back to sleep on our bed .

" Rain wait here for a while dear, mommy will make milk for Rain" I said as she gently kissed Rain's forehead and disappeared behind our bedroom door

After I finished making Rain milk I immediately returned to the room and I saw Rain now back to sleep comfortably in bed .

I also brought the milk back into the refrigerator, a poor person like me can't waste a lot of food . I've been hard enough to buy it I thought .

" Mommy" said Rain deliriously to make me immediately lie on the mattress while hugging Rain's small body

I stroked Rain's small back gently and regularly until I finally heard a subtle snoring coming out of his breath . Immediately I took off Rain and I cleaned my body while changing all my clothes before I fell asleep .

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