
STILL POV RENAL....
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Now I was in one of the hospitals located not far from my apartment, I grabbed my hair as if I was relieving the pain in my head.
" fuck !! " I was upset as I stood up from my seat and went into the room where Ella was
" Say— "
" Whose child is that ? " I asked immediately upon arriving in cutting off the woman's words, but Ella immediately took her eyes off me
" He's your son, Renal "said without staring at me
I immediately approached Ella while pulling the woman's chin violently so that her eyes would look into mine .
" You'll be the father of Son ki— "
" Lied . He's not my son" I said quickly cutting off the woman's speech
" I'm not lying Renal, we often do that, do you tid— "
" Are you sure, hm ? . You think I'm the only one related to you ? " I kept denying
" I'm asking you to take responsibility for this kid, he's your flesh and blood, asshole ! . I don't want to know you're marrying me soon !! " His words were loud and full of confidence right in front of my face
I closed my eyes as if winning my mind and without saying anything to the woman I immediately left Ella alone in the room .
" No , not me impregnating Ella , **** ! " I got upset while hitting the steering wheel of my car hard
After feeling calm I went back to my apartment to meet Rain and Cindy there .
Arriving at the apartment, I immediately opened the door and found Cindy who was pulling her suitcase while demanding Rain's tiny hand .
" Rain "call me softly while crouching in front of the boy
When I was about to stroke Rain's head again the boy would pull him aside strongly, making my heart feel sliced when he got the treatment of my son at this time
" Dear, this is Daddy" I said softly while trying to stroke Rain's head.
" Rain doesn't have Daddy !! " His cry was so angry that it made my heart ache when I heard it
" Rain "call Cindy to interrupt in a slightly snapping voice that made me stare softly at the woman
Cindy who was originally standing was now crouching to equalize the child .
" No, Daddy Rain is no "said the boy quietly to make my heart grimace in pain
I just fell silent as I looked at Rain with my heart fixed while enduring the pain on my chest at this moment .
" Dear , sorry Mommy yes . Mommy lied about Daddy Rain that didn't exist ', Daddy Rain is now here with us" Cindy explained
" Rain doesn't have Daddy, Rain doesn't have Daddy, Mommy says Daddy has— "
" The rain !! " Snapped Cindy immediately to make the child stop screaming but still sobbing because of her crying
" Mommy never taught Rain rich gini, What is this called a good boy ? . Rain used to want to have Daddy now God is behind Daddy Rain but why Rain instead refused . Rain can't be like Daddy, Daddy loves Rain" Cindy said at length as she stroked Rain's cheek gently and wiped away the boy's tears
" But Daddy left us, Mom .. Bad daddy . Rain doesn't want Daddy ! " His voice shouted a little with his hindeng voice
Rain immediately ran out of the Apartment to make the door automatically locked and made Rain just stand out there sobbing crying .
" We're out of here Mommy, Rain wants to stay at Grandma's house, Rain doesn't want to see Daddy . Rain hates Daddy "his yelling is tight while sobbing
I stood up and was about to approach Rain but suddenly Cindy held me back and stared flat at me .
" You heard it yourself, Renal ?. So can you let go of both of us " said Cindy to make me shake her head slowly.
" I need Rain " — and I need you too, Cindy — I said softly and connected the word terakir in my heart
" Don't leave me, Cindy . This time don't leave me, stay here "i said again as I sat down and held the woman's legs
" Please Cindy, stay here" I said again pleading in a soft voice
I don't care about my current situation all I care about is Cindy and Rain, I don't want them to leave my life again.
" Renal "call Cindy but I still do not flinch I just fall silent while bowing my head and hugging the two legs of the woman
" I'll take Rain for a while, you can meet him anytime . But to stay by your side I can't , we can't Renal . keep it like this , you can be a good Dad for Rain without forcing us to stay by your side, be the Renal you used to be" Cindy said at length as she pulled my body to get up
I looked at the woman and I saw Cindy smile at me as if to strengthen me and leave me to the door that is still closed.
" Rain's birthday, Rain's birthday password" I told her
I heard the sound of the button being pressed and the door was opened for a moment, I just stared at the soft back of those who disappeared behind the door even Rain did not look at me at all .
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