The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Reneging Promises....

CINDY POV....

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"If you sign that custody, I'm sure Rain's life and future will be assured" said the man now in front of me

I stared flat at Marcell who was none other than Renal's father.Jaabriella Renal's fiancee also did the same thing like this , the woman told me to stay away from Renal but I had to give Rain to Renal which I obviously rejected outright the woman's play .

But now in front of me even stood the original owner of Astan Group to make me just speechless until the man spoke again and again .

" Rain will grow up and he will have many friends later, if he continues to live with you what will friends do later ? He will definitely be in the bully, moreover he was born and raised with full of flaws by your "Say it again with very flat

As soon as there was pain running through my chest as the old man said that, the Astan family was always born to hurt the poor like me, I thought .

" Let me raise Rain then, just keep your son away from us" I said at last

After a few minutes of silence the old man finally raised his eyebrows and chuckled silently as if he was underestimating me .

" My son cannot be kept away from his son, Rain who will be his successor later " his words were flat to make me want to protest but immediately the old man spoke again to make me close my mouth tightly while staring angrily at the old man

" Yes even though Ella is currently pregnant with my granddaughter but still I still don't know her gender at this time "His bridge seems to be showing off

" What do you really want, sir ? " I asked grimly to hold back my anger

" Sign that and stay away from Rain "he said flatly while throwing some papers in front of me to make me stare at some of the custody documents .

I just fell silent as I stared at the paper that was in front of me right now . I'm aware of Rain's future and life, but Rain is also my life, if I let Rain live with them, it means I let my own life be ruined .

" Ak— "

" Do you want Rain to live a life of deprivation like you?. Does he not live a decent life like other children ? . Does Rain have to fight to live like you? , move your house and if suddenly you get kicked out ? . You should already know Cindy Rain's future isn't with you so don't be selfish, think about Rain in the future" the old man said at length cutting my speech

I just fell silent to digest the old man's words and immediately Rain's wide smiling face flashed through my mind making my heart feel shrunk . Even Rain's wish alone still can't be fulfilled until now, maybe if Rain with Renal wants the boy will easily get 'em , maybe Rain will live comfortably and happily, maybe Rain will also not be lacking like when he was with me but just thinking about it makes my heart slice at this moment .

" 10million dollars I'll send to your account" he continued again to make me look directly at the man with my flat gaze

I don't think about that much money for me, I just think about Rain's fate going forward.If I let Rain stay with me, Rain won't be able to live well enough . I closed my eyes as if I was thinking for a moment . I don't want to regret having made the wrong decision, I thought .

" Yes "My answer was brief in a low voice

Instantly there was a sense where I wanted to retract my words but I couldn't . I saw the old man grinning and displaying his disdainful face towards me .

" You're tempted by money? , you don't have Cindy's self-esteem" he said judging me while smiling in a slant underestimating me

I just kept staring at her. I don't care about her current judgment, I just want Rain to live a happy life like any other kid in general , at least I can still stare at Rain from a distance .

" Certainly .10 million dollars with the future of Rain that will be guaranteed, who will not be tempted "My words are flat

I already had no self-respect in front of the old man so why would I be embarrassed in front of the Astan family . after reaching the decision the man left just like that leaving me who tried to justify my actions . I think Rain's happiness is everything to .

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I ran around the street carrying a small bag containing Rain's custody file, intending to cancel the agreement because I felt unable to get away from my little angel .

It's been a few days that I've been away from rain and it makes me feel so miserable , what else if Rain has to go forever out of my life , I really can't imagine that .

I saw some people behind me and I was pretty sure that it was Marcell's man . Those few people kept chasing me until they finally managed to pull my small body .

" Fuck . How dare you try to escape, little bastard? , You're making our duty more . Now come with us, we will meet the current Boss ! " Say one of the men, lifting my body violently and throwing him in the car

I was squeezed by two other people as I tried to get back to my feet and again I felt a blow on my stomach to make my mouth bleed fresh .

I can only resign to my state that is already very chaotic at this time , I just fell silent lethargic while enduring the pain all over my body at this time .

Arriving at the big gate, they immediately entered when the gate opened automatically . before entering the house, they pulled me forcefully towards the side of the building to clean my mouth from blood .

After feeling clean they pulled back my body to go inside and I could see the back of Renal who was now sitting on my back .

But instantly Renal turned his body around when Marcell mentioned my name to make us look at each other .

I saw Renal was confused about the current situation but I didn't care, I just stared flat and coldly at the man.

I walked closer to them and I could see Ella now smiling broadly behind Renal as she looked at me , while Renal was silent without a sound as he stared at me, frowning even as I threw the custody paper and the man remained silent .

I twisted my body and again walked out leaving the Astan family after saying all the things I wanted to say , with a vibrating voice I said the real thing that was very difficult for me to say but I had no other choice at the moment .

And immediately there was a sense of discomfort when I saw a glimpse of Ella's stomach earlier, I went back into the car that drove me to that place and told them where I was going next .

Arriving at the place I was headed to, I immediately went out and was followed by them after , I saw one of them open the trunk door of the car in the back and give me a suitcase .

" Cash 10 million dollars . Remember!!, do as the boss ordered, never show your face to Rain or Mr Renal" said the man ordering me as he gave the suitcase

I know now that it was the money that Marcell Astan promised me, and at once my heart was sliced with pain at the sight of the suitcase.

I just fell silent after picking up the suitcase and passing away from before them, I walked quickly towards one of the rundown buildings I managed to get yesterday .

I've been paying rent for a month using my salary money, I intend to stay in that place for a while .

I immediately entered a small building containing several rooms inside it and I could see some drunken thugs out there , I passed by them regardless of the stinging smell on my nose and their gaze on me, all I wanted right now was to enter my residence and close my eyes .

After the key I immediately entered the room and put the suitcase containing the money originally without intending to see it.

Without changing my clothes, I immediately laid my body on the small bed that was there while closing my eyes and somehow I suddenly cried with my eyes closed .

As soon as my heart felt so blessed as I remembered my son's face, I actually looked so bad as the one who had given birth and raised Rain .

I really feel that I am not a good mother to Rain, I feel like I really failed being a mother to Rain .

I wept lamenting my fate at this time even the shadow of Rain was always present in my mind to make my cries break even more in the end .

the flashback

" Rain and Mommy will be together forever, Mommy belongs to Mommy's Rain and Rain" Rain said with her tiny mouth

" Mommy promises not to leave Rain if Rain recedes and eats vegetables ? " My voice is soft

" Mommy, Mommy loves Rain, right ? " ask

" Rain does not need Daddy really, There is Mommy who is always there beside Rain "

" Rain dear Mommy, Mommy can't stay Rain yes Mom "

" Promise Mom "

flashback off

Instantly my tears were breaking as some shadow about Rain flashed through my mind , I promised not to leave her but— but instead I reneged on her promise , I did instead . I instead left the boy even exchanging it for money . I'm a really bad mother very very very bad for Rain .

" I'm sorry Mommy, Rain" I said softly as I kept my eyes closed and began to fall asleep forgetting the events of today and I hoped that if I woke up everything would return to how it was.

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