The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
Chapter 11 The Difference

Anika does not believe herself entering the house of a foreign man anymore. Although this time he was not forced as he had been before.

Yaslan's rented house was not so big but it was very clean and tidy. It can be seen the warmth of the relationship between family and friends, with the number of photos embedded on the Cork board attached to the wall. In the corner there is a guitar, which seems to be his hobby, and a collection of small plants on shelves made of wood.

A stark contrast to Kairi's old, trash-filled house. There was only a dark and gloomy aura that could be felt. Especially for those who know the dark story of the owner of the house. Not yet the crazy collection in the form of body and organ pieces in humans. The crazy house which is a silent witness to the cruelty and sadism that has occurred in the house.

Anika closed her eyes wanting to immediately forget her past.

"You can put your stuff here. It's actually a guest room, but you can wear it."

Anika's stuff is just a full dose of human psychology books. I don't know what made her dream change to become a psychologist, but she knows one of the reasons is Kairi.

"I have to get back to work, this is the key to his house. If you want to get out, do not forget to lock the door! I brought the backup."

After Yaslan left, Anika was just dumbstruck.

He is held captive by Kairi, locked up and locked inside a cramped room.

But Yaslan didn't lock it. He even entrusted his precious keys and home to a foreign girl like himself.

Due to her stomach still hurting, Anika lies down in the room and falls asleep.

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At eight o'clock Yaslan came home from his long work. He came home greeted by a fragrant smell that filled his house.

"Well, cook what?" tanyanya while taking off her long white coat and hanging it on the clothes hanger.

Anika was actually not confident in her cooking skills. He did this just wanted to thank you for being allowed to stay for free in this house.

"I'm sorry I used the kitchen without permission. I saw eggs and kitchen spices start cooking."

Finished cooking, Anika served it on a plate and brought it to the dining table. Yaslan was sitting patiently waiting.

"My favorite special fried rice! Thank you!" he said before he started eating. "Enak you!"

Seeing Yaslan sitting in front of him eating neatly using a spoon and fork, Anika again imagined the figure of Kairi who always ate pop noodles by hand.

"What's wrong?" tanyanya looked at Anika who was just speechless.

Consciously stared at by Yaslan, Anika began to eat.

Neat suit, neat house, good work, harmonious family, why should everything be the opposite of Kairi?

Yaslan was a little worried by Anika's sad expression.

"I first saw you when Ospek" he said suddenly. "You always look strong. Everyone complains but you remain patient under every pressure."

Anika doesn't really remember her Ospek time. He was always alone with no friends, so just tried to do as the senior ordered.

"When college and at work, fatigue or complaints from customers are never seen from your face. Life looks hard but you keep smiling."

Hearing that, Anika began to imagine her past. From childhood he was used to not complaining. His parents' abusive behavior on him was more cruel than any torture he had ever experienced before.

The family he hoped would find compassion and shelter was the source of his greatest inner wounds.

Not yet his story with Kairi, his first dark love.

No tears began to wash his cheeks.

"Anika?" Yaslan took a tissue and wiped his tears. He then took the water and gave the glass to her.

"I don't know what happened to you, but I wish I could be your refuge."

A shelter? The place I needed all this time, do I deserve that?

"Maybe we're new to it now, but I wish we could be more than just friends" she said now kneeling beside him.

"Ma. sorry..." Anika didn't mean to hurt her, but it seems Yaslan understands.

"If you're not ready, I'll wait for you! One year, five years, I'll wait until you can accept me."

There is a guy as good as him. How could he possibly accept a dirty girl like me.

That night Anika just cried.

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Days change weeks, Anika has found a new boarding house and insists on moving out. Yaslan also allowed him by giving him the condition to tell his boarding address.

Yaslan often waited for Anika to come home from work and they just chatted in a cafe nearby. During his stay, Yaslan never did anything indecent to him. Therefore Anika began to be a little able to trust herself.

Even so he still could not replace Kairi in his heart.

Dita's coworker often teases her with Yaslan. "Your boyfriend is handsome, doctor again, so good you Ka!"

Anika smiled thinly. "He's not a girlfriend."

"Almost every day pick you up for work, if not a girlfriend then what dong?"

Anika remained silent.

If he had managed to take Kairi out and date her, what would they have told him if they knew his partner was a psychopath?

Society always demands good things, things that are the dreams of everyone in general. Though expectations are not always in line with reality.

Yaslan is a good guy who works as a doctor. Can she accept her filthy self, whose virgin father took her own? Who was once held captive and raped, and ever fell in love with a psychopath crazy killer?

One day the two of them went traveling together for a moment to enjoy the view of the lake and mountain on the island where they lived. Unfortunately the inn where they stayed was full so they were forced to share one room.

Anika knows that Yaslan is not a pervert guy who would take a chance like this to touch her. But he was wrong.

Yaslan had long harbored feelings for Anika. He had always held back his desire when he met the woman of his tribe. Even though he was a well-educated man, still a normal guy who was alone for too long, his sexual desire emerged. Especially when they are around people they like.

After bathing, Anika lay on the edge of the mattress while reading her psychology book.

Yaslan, who had also finished bathing, was still wearing his bath kimono.

Too cool to learn about human mental illness, Anika is completely unaware Yaslan has approached her.

Suddenly his burly body had surrounded his tiny body.

Anika was shocked half to death and tried to escape from her embrace.

"Deliver! Release!"

Yaslan strengthened his embrace.

"Can't you see me as a man?"

Anika stopped rebelling.

Hearing the man's words, his trauma again flowed swiftly into his consciousness.

Will he rape me too? If I fight I will be beaten? Will I be held captive again?

Aware of her being just a weak 'woman', making her resigned to being touched, kissed, touched, by someone she thought she could be trusted.

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