The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
Chapter 64 The Pain

Lately Kairi often avoids it, which makes Anika surprised. She tried to persuade her husband but was always pushed aside by him for being alone.

Kairi is in a bad position. He has been suspended for almost two weeks, which makes his life useless because he can only continue to remain silent in the house. There Anika no longer makes him excited, even making him more guilty and inferior to his circumstances.

"Darling, you have to remember, I just love you, I can't leave you!"

The words his wife spoke began to sound empty. What does he expect from a man like him? A dangerous man whose mentality is broken. Although he was diligent in taking his medicine, it did not make things better.

Yuri who looked at her brother's state like a depressed person felt guilty. In the office he tried to find a way to ease his sentence. He thought about moving because he didn't want to be a third party. But she still had to be in the same house as her brother as long as he was suspended.

It had been a month and Anika felt even more tired than usual. He always closed his butcher shop early because he could not take care of it alone, although sometimes assisted by part-time workers. When working with her husband she found work more enjoyable.

"Why isn't Kairi allowed to work?" ask Anika protest at Yuri who just got home from work.

"Where's Irina?"

When he comes home from work, his daughter is always the one who is sought first. "Have gone to sleep" Anika replied upset her question was ignored.

Lately Yuri also often come home late. Anika felt she was also starting to avoid herself.

During work he felt tired, but even going home he felt more tired of facing two men who like to be alone and do not care about himself. He still had no idea what caused him to feel so tired lately.

Because Yuri did not come out of her room, Anika gave up and laid herself on the sofa. For several days she slept in the living room because she could not bear to see her husband who seemed to have no spirit of life anymore. Touching herself never did her husband again. He who is usually perverted like a different person.

Staying home but being treated as if nothing, it feels more tormented than ever when left for training.

Just laying down, Anika was already immediately asleep in her sleep. At that time Kairi came out of the room and covered her body with a blanket. He wanted to caress his wife but undo his intentions again. Somehow Kairi felt more comfortable protecting her from afar. Maybe he deserves to be a hero behind the scenes rather than living with her. Although he feels his life depends on Anika, but he also feels unworthy to live with a woman as noble as his wife. His narcissistic nature has gone nowhere.

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"I haven't seen your smiling handsome husband in a long time, son."

This loyal customer has said the same thing many times. Kairi is hated for being a murderer, but is sought after by the customers in her shop.

"He needs plenty of rest to recover quickly." Anika always dodged by answering nothing more than this.

He opened his shop from morning until evening. He suddenly felt nauseous and started vomiting indistinctly. He always felt like he was eating regularly like never before. Therefore, Anika felt suspicious of her change and thought of going home sooner than usual. After stopping by the pharmacy and trying it at home, it turns out his suspicions are right.

She's pregnant again.

Anika doesn't believe she can get pregnant so fast. It had been almost five months because of her training and depression that her husband had never touched her, other than when she went crazy and released her desire in the toilet many times. Was she pregnant when Kairi was pregnant?

The state of her depressed husband and her new miscarriage, makes Anika actually does not want to have children just yet. Why did he neglect not to take the Pill after that incident?

Compared to being happy, Anika felt scared and depressed. The trauma of having to miscarry and losing a child begins to reappear. She cried alone in the bathroom, unaware of Kairi's presence standing nearby.

Feeling Anika cry from her behavior, Kairi immediately ran out, ignoring the alarm of the anklet that was beeping for breaking the rules. He ran into the forest behind his house and shouted so loud that the birds flew away.

Kairi kept screaming and crying over her fate which was mentally disabled and could not live a normal life like everyone else. There is no skill other than killing. Taking medication can't make him fully healed. All this time he never felt real love like he got from Anika, but whatever effort he did turned out to be nothing.

Kairi is afraid of losing his wife.

In this unstable state, his crazy thoughts began to pervade him. Maybe he had to chain his wife like a dog so that there was no way he could leave her? Or cut off his arms and legs so that his life depended on him alone? Maybe Yuri can help him make a basement to keep him there?

What does it mean that he lives if only his only love suffers?

Long silent suddenly Kairi heard a voice from behind the bushes that were approaching her. There could be no one to the forest, so it was likely that the huge shadow figure before him was now a ferocious beast ready to pounce on him.

Kairi thinks between running or attacking him. He was now only one-armed so did not think he could escape if he attacked him. But his psychopathic adrenaline wants to try to fight the beast up to two meters tall.

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"Where's brother?"

Yuri always asks her daughter, but today she came home sooner than usual and asks Kairi.

"Maybe in the room. I'm sorry I forgot to pick up Irina at your mother's house," Anika answered still puffy-eyed after crying for a long time in the bathroom earlier.

"Let him stay there tonight" he said, pulling out his phone and sending a quick written message.

"This is for you," he said then handed her a box of cookies and a flower arrangement.

At first Anika felt astonished, then she remembered that today turned out to be her birthday.

"Why do you know?"

"I'm sorry I accidentally peeked at population data on my computer."

Anika believes that Yuri could not have accidentally figured it out and could have prepared a surprise like this. Although she felt sad and kept crying, Yuri could make her smile.

"Thank you," he said slowly as he looked at the strawberry cake he liked and began arranging it on the dining table with flowers put in a vase.

Her husband used to surprise her, not even on her birthday. But today he hasn't seen it. Anika misses her old husband.

"Sister is not in the room," Yuri exclaimed after knocking on the door many times and opened it because she never got an answer.

They both start looking for Kairi around the corner of the house, but because they don't find her, Anika takes an umbrella and starts to leave the house. Just in case Yuri takes her rifle and they start looking for her outside the house.

"Kairiii!!!" Anika kept shouting her name. Feelings of worry and guilt for not paying attention lately began to envelop him.

Yuri found traces of footprints from the window of the room towards the forest. He starts to track her down and slowly hears the alarm from Kairi's anklet despite the rush of rain disguising it.

"Go back home and lock all the doors!" his orders to Anika for sure smell the fishy smell of blood carried by the rain.

Despite wanting to come looking, Anika followed her orders and immediately returned home. Yuri's hunch is bad. The deeper he entered the forest, the louder the fishy smell that smelled mixed with the smell of soil from the rain. He cocked his rifle so the bullet went into the bullet chamber and was ready to fire.

When Yuri peeked with one eye through the keker hole on her rifle, she was surprised to find her brother's figure crushed by the body of a giant bear that was twice as big as her.

"What else did he do?" he murmured in horror while thinking which human would be willing to fight a savage beast with his bare hands.

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