The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
Chapter 53 Regret

Awful tad!!!!

Yaslan's mind went awry seeing the breathless body lying on the floor of his room. All his life he had never been in such a difficult position.

What am I supposed to do? Call the police and confess that this was an accident?! But my career could be ruined!

His brain is constantly looking for a way out to overcome the problems he has caused. His breathing was tight, his entire body was trembling. He continuously ruffled his hair feeling extremely depressed.

Maybe everything would have been fine if he had done it with a cold head. All this time his emotions continue to control his mind making him unable to think clearly.

Finally, after thinking for a long time, because he did not want to be known by others, Yaslan decided to hide Ann's body.

He began to flip over the lifeless body of the woman. Ann's stiff hands still tightly grip the pregnancy test results. Seeing that, Yaslan mulain cried, "I'm sorry Ann, I'm sorry, I'm sorry .. huhuhu ...."

Yaslan regretted his perverted emotions and started sobbing while tightly hugging the bloodied body. If only he would open his heart and let go of his wife, maybe he could have a happy little family. If only she hadn't been selfish thinking about herself, maybe Ann could have raised her baby and in the future could have been a proud child. If only ....

If only ....

Regrets always come too late.

Yaslan closed his eyelids and kissed Ann on the forehead. His hands and clothes had been tainted by the poor woman's fresh blood. For a long time she just stared blankly at her beautiful face and did not want to believe that this body was lifeless. During the sex with this woman, Yaslan never really looked at her face. She never treated him properly and was always indifferent, but Ann remained cheerful until the end of her life.

With this incident, Yaslan's life was destroyed.

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"Dok, this is the recipe is wrong anyway given?!"

After the incident Yaslan could not concentrate on work. He often got complaints and was eventually advised to take time off and seek treatment to a psychiatrist by his superiors.

Yaslan had previously dug a hole in her backyard and buried Ann's body there. He cleaned his body of blood and wrapped it in a cloth, giving him a proper burial. Since then, his heart has been dead. His brain stopped working and almost every day he had nightmares.

One night Yaslan dreams Ann is coming to him. The woman came holding the baby wrapped in a white cloth. Face smiles.

"Thank you sir, I can live happily with my son."

Upon waking up from the dream, tears had washed his cheeks. Years of treating her cruelly didn't make Ann revenge on her. Yaslan continues to blame Ann as the cause of Anika's departure from her home. A woman as sincere as Ann had her wasted away, just because her mind was centered on a woman who already did not care about her.

The house that used to be filled with Ann's joy felt lonely and empty without her presence. Previously Yaslan had lost his wife, and now he lost the woman and her future baby. This incident made him think it was inappropriate to live again. Many times he thought of suicide.

His life that used to be socializing with friends or coworkers began to avoid him. Yaslan had sealed himself off from the surrounding environment. When he remembered what he had done, he could suddenly cry. His feelings are not calm.

Can his actions still be forgiven?

Yaslan then remembered Kairi who had a dark past and had committed cruel deeds to his wife. But he never forgave his actions and always looked down on sinners.

Now he began to understand the feeling of inexcusability.

Man can never understand the sins committed by a person if he has never experienced it himself.

Yaslan had fallen in the same mud pit as Kairi. He's a killer.

She hugged her son and like a child, Yaslan cried back in her mother's arms, telling her everything she had experienced. That he had been tempted to another woman, that his wife had gone and divorced him, that after his wife's departure he had become corrupted and kept the woman at home until she became pregnant, that he had accidentally killed them.

Yaslan had not known that his rift with his wife had actually started from the first day they were married.

His mother who could not bear to hear all that Yaslan had experienced hugged him tightly and joined in crying sobbing. He begged for forgiveness for his son's sins and begged to bring him back happiness. His son whom he had raised well without a lack of love, why must he experience all this? All her life she had never seen her son cry and it made a mother's heart ache. Losing the father he loved when he was in school also made Yaslan stay strong for his brother and sister. His high responsibilities, as the eldest son without being told to make him try to replace the role of his father.

Her tender child was now crying and miserable because of the woman.

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A few weeks later her mother continued to accompany and care for her son. She also helped him tidy up his messy home. Many photos of Anika he found abrasions because of grasped marks and tear stains.

Fortunately, Yaslan's condition improved with the presence of his mother. She had started laughing at her favorite television show and was already about to eat. On weekends his sister who is still in college and his sister's family often come to visit. Yaslan who likes children began to look more cheerful spending time with her parents.

Yaslan's mentality may not be as strong as Anika, who for years has struggled alone to bear the burden of abuse she got from her father and the dissolution of her mother.

Neither is Kairi as strong as she has for years borne the brunt of mental and physical abuse and abuse from her own mother.

But Yaslan has a family that supports him, which neither Anika nor Kairi have. That is his greatest strength.

After a few months passed, his mental stability began to stabilize and he was accepted to work in a larger hospital in the middle of the city. Yaslan chose to move house and leave all the past that was in that house. He took off his ring and placed it on the table next to his wedding photo with his beloved wife. She had also placed flowers and a small doll in Ann's tomb and her fetus. Yaslan won't sell the house.

As soon as he stepped out of the house with his suitcase, he hoped to step forward leaving his past behind.

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Away from Yaslan's location, Anika is enjoying a tea brewed by Kairi. Despite being separated for two years, she did not stop thinking about her ex-husband. He was a good husband, but he always felt he didn't deserve it.

The trauma unknown to her ex-husband made her never able to live quietly with him. Every day Anika tries to resist the pressure of her trauma and tries to love Yaslan wholeheartedly but can't.

"Why bengong, honey?" kairi asked worriedly at seeing his wife.

"Just think," he replied before sipping the herbal tea from his cup.

Although the heartache of being betrayed by her ex-husband had once traumatized and insecure, but she could never hate the young doctor. Anika actually chose to part from him because feeling herself mentally unstable would only be a burden to Yaslan. Actually it had been a long time since Anika thought of parting from her, and finally found the opportunity when her affair happened.

But in her heart, Anika always thanked her ex-husband who always wanted to fight for her, and will always remember her.

"Don't wait too long, my dear." Kairi smiled a little teasingly, resuscitating Anika from her daydream while continuing to stroke her wife's growing belly.

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Oi! It feels like there has to be a settlement between Anika and Yaslan, therefore this chapter was made!

The next chapter will begin to tighten again, because it is now the right time to take a deep breath...

Don't forget the support yes so I can keep the spirit to up!🤗