The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
Chapter 17 Kairi

Five years ago in a shabby house full of rubbish, a young man was seen lying on the floor with fresh blood flowing from his head.

"Crazy Mon! What if he dies?!"

Three young men were standing around the unmoving body. One of them was carrying a large wooden block that had been covered in blood.

"Let's just say, no one will know he's here. Look at the house like a haunted house!" Raymon headed for the hose-connected water tap and rinsed fresh blood from the surface of the wooden beam.

"If it turns out there are friends or relatives how?! Fuck us!"

"When did you become a coward? Don't think about him! Have you met that girl yet?!"

"Yet. Everyone's friends don't know either."

"Had to see him! Or I'll kill you all!"

The three of them left the young man just like that. The dark condition of the house without lighting and the pungent smell that comes out of the garbage makes them not feel at home there for too long. The evidence of the girl they were looking for escaped their sight.

A few hours from the time of the incident, Kairi slowly opened her eyes. His head was very painful making his vision limited. The sun has risen to mark tomorrow.

The anika? it was the person who crossed his head for the first time.

"You're coming back to me, my wife?" With a smile on her face, she saw the shadow of Anika who was approaching and kissed her.

In fact, a dog managed to escape into a house whose door was left open, licking a scar of blood that began to harden on his head.

His entire body was battered making it difficult to move. Kairi is unconscious again due to lack of blood.

Moments after awakening again, she begins to realize that there is no longer Anika by her side.

"You're a murderer. Anika can't love you. You were abandoned alone. Your destiny to death only lives with your mother!"

"GO!!" Kairi tried to expel the voice from earlier filling her head. "Go!"

"Anika's not like that, she's different..." He kept repeating his words, hundreds of times.

The village dog that had licked it was still standing nearby. Long stared blankly at the dog, making him feel thirsty. He dragged his body into a puddle of used water previously used by Raymon to rinse the blood stuck to his wooden block, and drank it like an animal.

Life is difficult human. I don't want to think, I don't want to do anything, I want to live like an animal.

All day long he was just lying in his backyard.

Sometimes he laughs alone, sometimes he cries.

Kairi was desperate to live.

Her wish for life was Anika, but she had already left her.

Since first seeing her sweet smile, Kairi had already decided to make Anika his. It's not normal, but he has managed to have it.

He did not expect the girl turned out to give him a sincere love, which he had never felt, which he had always wanted. He did not expect that by living with her, the trauma could disappear.

After her mother killed herself at the age of 20, she felt like a missing person.

The only person she thought could understand her and give her false love and sexual satisfaction, left her alone in an unfamiliar world.

Kairi had run his life as usual, working odd jobs but without a clear purpose in life. Illegal activities with his mother used to be the only way to escape the harsh realities of life, such as drugs that stimulate the brain. But she couldn't do it after her mother died.

Until one day he met a woman who was walking alone at night. He feels he can get his life goals again if he succeeds in having the woman. Kairi kidnaps him, rapes him and keeps him in his house. With this he began to regain the spirit of living his life.

Kairi felt pleasure every time he raped and tortured the woman. Morals are broken. He thinks this is how he loves someone.

He only did what his mother had done to him.

When his first victim committed suicide because he could not afford the outpouring of 'love' he got from Kairi, he again felt his life purpose was lost.

After mutilating parts of his body to make his collection, this time Kairi observed his victims before carrying out the action.

The victims of both of these also managed to survive long enough. Kairi feels successful in educating her to be a obedient 'maintenance' to her employer. He had also cut off both his hands and feet, plucking out all of his hair and some of his teeth.

Really like a 'pet'.

But no man can survive the many tortures he receives every day. Finally the 'maintenance' just died when he got home from work.

Kairi, who has secured a permanent job in a factory, returns to feeling the emptiness of life. In his workplace, no one dared to approach him because he was strange and disgusted.

Until one day Kairi accidentally met with Anika who was smiling at him while offering powdered drink products. Anika had become a mobile SPG offering powdered beverage products in the industrial area where Kairi worked.

Since then Kairi has started stalking her, tracking down her home and campus.

Kairi begins to obsess over Anika abnormally. He took his picture secretly, duplicated his cost key and stole the underwear of the woman he liked.

She even fantasizes about used underwear and pads with Anika's blood, which she makes her lustful object.

On the other hand, he had several times to protect Anika from behind the scenes when he saw her in danger. She was also the one who helped Anika buy many products to increase her sales figures, and more.

Kairi is in love with Anika.

From his previous experience, he knew there could be no one who really loved a guy like him.

But seeing Anika who had the same wound as herself, seeing Anika who was crying for her, she started to feel affection. The emotions that he had never gotten, he could finally feel.

He managed to control his lust for Anika's sake, he even managed not to hit and torture her. He could really be happy with her.

Only with Anika can she be.

"Anika's... Annika... Anika's..." Many times he called out the name of the girl.

But now his 'wife' has left.

His depraved deeds in the past are unforgivable. There's no point in him living.

Being an animal is easier. Without human reason, there is no need to think.

Kairi just lay motionless on the dirty floor.

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My loyal readers, without the support of you I can't get here😇

Do you feel you can forgive a criminal? After knowing what problems he had actually experienced in the past?