The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
Chapter 18 Love

I want to seriously love this guy.

Anika was earnest with her thoughts when she saw Yaslan lying next to her after doing their hot activities. She was no longer afraid of him, so she thought of giving her love more.

He has sacrificed a lot for me. He is a very patient and loyal man.

"Why Yang? Is there something weird on my face?" yaslan asked started to feel noticed.

Anika gave him a smile. "I'm lucky to have a husband like you, Yang."

"Speak what the hell! I'm the lucky one!" Yaslan kissed her hand gently. He often did that to his wife.

Anika went back to silence, starting to think before asking, "why like me like this? I've lied a lot, a lot of secrets, been traumatized..."

Yaslan grabbed his mouth with his index finger.

"Not everyone who has experienced severe trauma can survive without hurting others like yourself." Anika was amazed by what Yaslan said.

"You are very strong. Not necessarily me who has a heavy past, can be as strong as you." he continued, caressing his wife.

But these words, Kairi said it first.

- Flashback

"Why don't you try to run away from your mother?" asked Anika who just finished taking a shower. Kairi was combing her long hair.

"Earlier. My mother's brother is rich. He loves to eat and give me what I want. Because I can't stand having to go to bed every night, when I was Junior High I ran away to uncle's house." Kairi stopped combing Anika's hair.

"Then?" tanyanya turned her body to look at the man.

"He is the same. Sodomized."

Anika's face instantly gaunched hearing that.

"I only have a mother. If you want to survive, you have to be able to withstand whatever it is. My mother also only has me. To him I'm just a substitute for father." Kairi started smiling again. "But no problem, it tastes good every time s*x! I won't be scolded, life won't be hard!"

Anika immediately approached Kairi. His mother had to ruin the morale of her own son. Kairi who often smiles like this, must have done for her mother who has been evil to her.

"Anika is strong. It takes courage to get out of an unhealthy relationship, let alone that person our parents. I dare not leave my mother alone."

Anika shook her head. "Kairi's a good boy! I was the one who abandoned my parents!"

"I'm just weak."

- Flashback finish-

Anika cries considering the incident with Kairi first. Seeing his wife crying, Yaslan held Anika gently.

Now Anika has Yaslan, while Kairi remains alone.

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The next day, they started working as usual. Yaslan gets busy with his practice schedule, while Anika starts taking night shifts. He thinks that when working at night is not so busy, he can while studying.

Kairi has been moved to a normal room. His hands are no longer tied. However, he was not allowed to sleep in one room with other patients.

Anika who was studying for her exam tomorrow afternoon, was startled by the screams caused by her night watchman.

He rushed towards the direction of the sound. "What's up, sir?"

"Please open the door, Mom! The patient woke up and hit his head against the wall!"

Seeing that, with a tremble Anika reached out her hand to unlock her room.

"Mom just back off, ma'am, let me inject a sedative."

Anika ignores the guard's request, and instead grabs Kairi to hug her.

"Be careful Mom!" Just commemorated, Anika's face hit by his rebellious elbow did not want to be touched.

Anika did not give up. "Kairi, relax. It's me..."

Many times Anika got hit, but she kept ignoring him. He knew Kairi was not consciously doing all this. The guard finally managed to inject a sedative so that Kairi's attack began to weaken.

"You've been fighting for a long time, you're a great kid, you deserve to be loved." He imagined hugging little Kairi who was injured by the actions of his mother and did not stop stroking her hair.

Soon the influence of the drug began to show a reaction and Kairi began to fall asleep in Anika's decapitation.

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"Don't work there anymore!" Yaslan was treating bruises on Anika's body and face when he saw his wife coming home injured that morning.

"Look down, it's just a bruise. After a few days it was gone."

"Lacking care, huh? Why could there be such a danger person left just like that?!"

"Already, Yang, I'm the sloppy one. If I don't work there, the scholarship can be revoked."

It is true, the head of the mental hospital is a friend of Yaslan's guidance lecturer who gave a scholarship to Anika because she was interested in his essays.

"You have to promise to take care of yourself! I don't want to see my wife like this anymore." Yaslan kissed Anika's hand. This time he did a little long.

In the afternoon, Anika managed to take the exam after sleeping a little before leaving for campus. Physical injuries for him were common because he had often gotten worse.

It is true what Kairi said.

"It's not the wounds of being hit that hurt, but the wounds of the heart that are left behind."

Coming home from college Anika felt an incredible stomach ache. When checking in the toilet, it turns out he was coming by the moon.

All day long he could only fall asleep in bed. Anika feels lucky because tomorrow there is no lecture or work schedule. But he and Yaslan were actually planning to take a walk to the beach.

Yaslan brought the porridge he made and fed his wife after work.

"I'm sorry, we're not going for a walk tomorrow." Anika feels guilty for him who has planned many things, to rent a villa.

"Most importantly, my wife healed first. Dating at home is romantic, too." Yaslan comforted her by peeping her forehead.

"Because I'm coming back this month tonight I give you a mouth service!" Anika thought this was a natural thing that men liked, but Yaslan a straight normal man was shocked.

"Why?" Yaslan's face flushed a little at the thought of it. "You don't have to do something like that, Yang! Do you think s*x is a liability?!"

Anika was still astonished. "Do you not like it?"

"It's not so! I didn't marry you to make you a s*x slave!" Yaslan unintentionally yelled at his wife a little. He gets carried away with emotion when he imagines what the kidnapper did to his wife.

To calm her down, Anika hugged Yaslan. "Sorry Yang, I know you're not that kind of guy."

The next day they studied together, cooked together, made a little fondling... If Anika started to feel her stomach hurt, she took medicine and rested in the room.

When he woke up he saw Yaslan was watching the news on television.

"Really disgusted!"

"What News?"

"Would you rape your own child?! It's disgusting! I hate savage boys like them the most!"

DEG!

Anika immediately rolled her eyes hearing that. "I hate it too."

"Yuk fast eat keep sleeping, Yang! Tomorrow morning's college!"

Anika is still in place. He knew his disgrace couldn't be told to Yaslan. There is no way a normal person who has a happy past can accept his dirty self.

"Come Yang! How bengong!"

He realized, it seemed like he could not fully love Yaslan due to being hindered by his trauma.

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Who can Anika be happy with?😔