The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
Chapter 6 Feelings

"DEAD!"

"DEAD!"

"DEAD!"

Anika was crying in pain with a snare on her neck.

"Ka.i..ri.." call him limp almost out of breath.

As soon as he woke up, Kairi took off her hand.

Suddenly tears rolled down her cheeks.

Seeing that, Anika became confused. He thinks crazy psychopaths have no emotions.

After a long silence, Kairi suddenly made a confession, "I hate my mother."

Anika was confused by her sudden confession. His body was still trembling from being strangled. He tried to understand his captor a little, trying to forget all the cruel behavior he had done before.

All humans must have had a bitter past that made him commit his vile inner deeds before asking further.

"What happened to your mother?" tanyanya ventured.

Kairi looked at Anika from behind her slightly long front hair. Considering whether this woman was worth telling her past or not.

"He killed himself, after making me miserable. I can't take revenge for what he did to me."

Hearing Kairi willing to answer her question, Anika started asking further.

"What did your mother do?"

Kairi then undressed the long-sleeved shirt she always wore. On his body there are a lot of incisions and burns that fill every corner of the skin from the neck to the tip of the arm.

He opened his trousers that showed just as many scars as he reached his ankles.

Anika shrieked softly in disbelief at what she saw.

Kairi is always dressed in long sleeves. When he was having sex, he never took off his clothes. It turned out to hide his scar, which was clearly imprinted all over his body without the slightest trace of smooth skin remaining.

Although her fear of this man was still there, but Anika began to feel sorry to see the countless number of scars.

With a hint of hesitation, Anika slowly extended her hand to touch the surface of her skin. Kairi just kept quiet letting herself be touched. Each wound scratches as if showing the history of torture that Kairi had obtained from her mother. Anika remembered the torture she had received from her father. But Kairi's torment looks far worse than what he got from his father.

Unknowingly tears began to flow down her cheeks. Anika pitied the man before her.

"You've been fighting alone for a long time, yes" she said, beginning to hug Kairi. "It must hurt a lot."

Anika felt as if hugging her wounded self. Imagining his past used to be terrifying, let alone imagining the more devastating torment this man might experience.

Kairi fell silent. His psychopathic smile has been replaced by a sad expression of knowing someone wants to understand him. Her tears suddenly flowed and she did not know why. He also returned Anika's embrace, the first time being able to be gentle with her.

While releasing her embrace, Anika pointed at the soles of her feet.

"I also have a lot of burn scars from my father's cigarette butts. But he did it in a place that was hard to see." Seeing that there were people who had similar suffering to her, made Anika feel able to share her own story. "I've been driven out of my house naked when it's raining."

"Mom does that too often."

Aib, who had been hidden by Anika, began to speak to Kairi. Kairi felt the same way. Their similar sufferings that they get from parents make them able to understand each other.

"But your wound .. hiks .. that your mother did was cruel ...." Anika started crying again imagining the suffering Kairi had to suffer.

Anika also experienced violence from her father, but was limited to a fist and kick that only left bruises and bumps, which would disappear once time passed.

But Kairi, his mother, had the heart to torture him with knife cuts and and burns, heavy injuries that left deep scars.

Seeing Anika cry for herself, Kairi felt an emotion she had never felt before.

No one has ever cried for him.

Just from a small mistake, or even for no reason though, her mother would beat her all out and lock her in the room where she locked Anika up now.

Little Kairi always cried apologizing even though she did not know where her fault lay. He could be locked up for days without food. But her mother will return to being kind and pampering herself.

Every day he felt a change of treatment; hugging, threatening-praising, confining-indulging.

From there Kairi became very dependent on her mother. He doesn't know what's right and what's wrong. He only knew he had to obey if he didn't want to be tortured, and he had to apologize even if he wasn't guilty.

"The pain is not the scar of having been struck, but the wound of the heart that has been left."

Kairi's words made Anika aware.

The physical torture and abuse he received only hurt at that moment. But the trauma of that treatment will continue to unfold.

"I think I can eliminate my trauma by fighting life and changing my mindset. But if faced with similar events in the past, my trauma will definitely appear again." I Anika.

"My best friend once said we should live for ourselves. Don't let trauma ruin our happiness. Because our lives are our own" he said he now feels comfortable talking to his captors.

Kairi continued to watch Anika speak. Maybe this is the first time in his life that anyone wants to talk to him and treat him like a human being.

From childhood Kairi was always ostracized for being shabby and having a crazy mother. In school no one dared to approach him, not even his own teacher out of disgust and fear for him.

"I've never told anyone about the abuse my father did. I'm ashamed, even to my mother I didn't tell. Even though every night my father always entered the room. Since Junior High, every night. hikshiks..."

Kairi tries to comfort Anika by patting her head. Aib who tried to cover Anika all came out in front of the man next to her. All this time she kept it alone, but she felt comfortable being able to tell it to Kairi.

"Mother who knew of the forbidden relationship blamed me instead. Even looking at me disdainfully and doing nothing to help me out of fear of my father.

"Because I can't stand the condition of the house I went out as soon as I finished High School and went to boarding. I thought I could forget everything, but when I met Raymon I realized my trauma was still there."

Never before has Anika been this open to tell her story to others. Even to her best friend, let alone Tia. He always kept his pain alone. Always try to look like you have a happy family and grew up with love in front of others.

He always shuts his family's disgrace and bears it alone.

Anika does not expect to feel relief after telling Kairi all of her suffering, who is actually her kidnapper and rapist.

Kairi just fell silent listening while continuing to pat Anika on the head.

"I'm sure you can change too! You're not hitting me anymore, are you? You are no longer forcing me to have sex! That's great!"

Anika thinks by continuing to praise her for doing positive things, as she did for a young child, she will definitely turn in a positive direction.

Lama Kairi was silent.

"My mother also did abuse.. when I was 11 years old." he admitted, now do not dare to look at Anika because it is actually disgusted at her to have committed an incest that is forbidden.

Anika did not believe what she had just heard.

"If it feels weird, at first I thought it was one of mother's loves. But over time I realized it was wrong. When I refused to have sex, my mother punished me."

Kairi recalled faintly the incident, her mother hit her head repeatedly against the wall and hit her body with hot iron. He was then tied up and locked up in the bathroom until he pleaded guilty.

Hearing that Anika was crying more and more. Kairi was also the same as herself, being harassed by the closest people, by their own parents. Even worse, Kairi was harassed while still sitting on the SD bench. He could not bear to imagine the suffering of a child who had to serve his own mother in bed.

This time Kairi smiled and hugged her gently.

"I'm fine with Anika." The first time Kairi can be gentle to someone. "Anika's special."

Anika did not expect to get such a statement from her kidnapper and rapist. He was confused by his own feelings.

But that night, the first time they fell asleep together, just hugging each other.

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