The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
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The Story Behind the Photo

If you look at the picture above, what do you think? Happy families? Ordinary family just like any other family? Happy to have two healthy children, a Japanese husband?

But behind it lies a lot of problems.

Actually, all households have their own problems. But it is different if one member has a mental disorder. You won't feel safe.

The above is a photo of the author's family with a traditional nuance of husband culture called Omiamairi (Bringing a newborn baby to the temple to pray for). Interesting culture and a nice kimono. But who would have thought that all the happiness and gratitude that should have been offered was buried deeply because of one problem.

Husband is a Person With Mental Disorders. He was diagnosed with 5 mental disorders and even got a disability certificate from the government.

People with physical disabilities can be seen with the eyes, but people with mental disabilities, who knows?

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The Relationship of Real Life to Novels

Due to a serious illness of the husband, last year the author returned to Indonesia with both children. Leaving work, school, comfortable life that has been built six years to an uncertain life in the hometown.

The author had contracted a husband's mental illness because it was not strong. It was depression until there was no spirit of life. There the author knew Noveltoon and began writing novels for distraction, even for self-healing.

When writing the character of Kairi, many authors are inspired by husbands who sometimes have thoughts unlike normal humans in general.

When writing the character of Anika, the author felt it should be able to seem like the mentally strong is extraordinary through a lot of trauma and psychic torment.

Of course the husband is not a bucin psychopath like Kairi in the story, but people with mental disorders are real and it is very difficult to live while caring for them. Living with them is like living with a time bomb. We don't know when they're gonna blow up, and if I'm gonna have a hard time controlling them. There's only us broken if we're not strong.

Husband had suddenly come out and bought a branded bag for 30 million (Ajj a month is not that much) for the author with a threat if he does not want it he will give it to his office friends.

Wearing large amounts of money for no reason is one of the hallmarks of ODGJ.

There are still many other things that the author can not tell because of privacy and too severe to tell. ODGJs sometimes like to erase themselves or replace their own memories that they don't like, into memories that they want. He will only attack you mentally and emotionally with nonsensical words, and tomorrow will sometimes forget, or worse replace their memories with more painful ones.

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Novel Upload Frequency Change

In the past, the author could UP the story every day because while in the homeland was an unemployed and took care of the children only taken over by parents. When returning to the land Sakura can not last long so must return to Indonesia. Back and forth like that, it is not clear whether to maintain the household or save yourself mentally.

This time the author returned to Japan without children and lived in a separate home from her husband. Focus on work and living.

Sometimes the author visits the husband, but it is still difficult. Not much has changed on the medication. If the medicine can't control it, let alone ordinary people.

Sorry to loyal readers, today the author only vent, but the author begs his understanding of why can not UP every day again as before.

Take it easy, the author will continue until the end, so don't worry.

Thank you so much for following the story of Kairi and Anika to this extent that it is a ''2.