The Wrong Way to Love a Psychopath
Chapter 33 Late

The next day Anika wakes up with Kairi beside her.

For two days he had no more nightmares. This made him sleep well. Even so he still thinks of Yaslan who must be worried about knowing his wife is missing.

Anika turned her body, observing Kairi who was still asleep. Although he looks very handsome while sleeping, like a normal person is not a person with a mental disorder or a psychopath, but that is not what attracts his attention.

The wounds he always hid.

Anika touched part of her wrist with that scar. In this house Kairi still covered her with long-sleeved clothes. Back in the garbage house, he was very open to her. After Anika is told of her dark past with her mother, Kairi never covers it up again. He looked comfortable even though the scarred skin was seen by him.

But here he covered it up again.

"Thinking about making fun of me?"

Anika turned her face away, ashamed of having observed Kairi for too long.

The man then extended his hand and stroked Anika's cheek.

"You sleepin' well?" ask Kairi who got the nod response.

"good. Since you're here, I can sleep too." She comes forward to kiss her love but Anika dodges right away. Although Kairi's words and actions always made her heart waver, Anika still held fast to her sacred promise with her husband.

At Anika's request, this morning they ate on the back porch of the house. Vaguely Anika could sometimes smell an unpleasant fishy smell, but when Kairi was about to reply, she was cut off by Lia one of her servants.

"That must be the smell of the compost fertilizer recently made by the young master." Lia knew this new employer was a little abnormal, but somehow she felt Kairi was much better than her perverted old employer. He tries to help her to keep Kairi's image from Anika.

If until Anika knew the fertilizer made by her came from a human body that was ground, what expression would she give?

"It's worth the smell." Anika cetus slightly closed her nose. "What did you plant?"

"Head of ma ...."

"Head of sunflower seeds, young mistress."

Again Lia cuts off the real Kairi proudly wanting to answer.

"When you're done with the meal, let's take it to the living room. The young master has prepared a surprise for you, young Madam." continued Lia trying to change the topic.

How surprised Anika found her favorite objects neatly arranged on the middle table. Her favorite jeans and T-shirts, make up and her favorite magazines, and there is a very pretty purple dress along with a pair of shoes and some jewelry nearby.

"Is this you ready?" ask Anika not to believe it.

But he was not surprised, Kairi used to often give him a simple surprise to please him. He really liked that side of Kairi. Her husband also often gives her surprises, but as time goes on, she only gives surprises on her birthday.

I'm so mean, why do I compare them?!

"Try to wear it, dear" Kairi said as she pitched one of the necklaces with a small heart pendant to Anika's neck.

Anika was very happy but she felt that she did not deserve this kind of treatment. "I'm sorry, I can't accept this" she said sadly then went into the room.

Kairi just fell silent on the spot.

Kairi slams the table and the first time Lia and the other waiters see Kairi who is usually very terrible and emotionless, looks so disappointed. They couldn't bear to see the teardrops coming out of the eyes of their young master, who had always smiled at Anika.

They don't know yet that Kairi is a young man with a dark past, who, though he often seems emotionless, and always smiles on the outside, is actually very fragile on the inside.

Ann who greatly admired her master immediately stomped her feet towards Anika to teach her a lesson. Lia follows him, fearing he will hurt Anika.

"Like that yes your reply to a lover who has painstakingly prepared everything just to make you happy?!" ann exclaimed as soon as she opened the room door.

He was surprised to find Anika sitting curled up on the floor, crying sobbing her head deeply.

Lia told Ann to back off. He then approached Anika, trying to understand the situation. "What does the young Madam actually feel for the young master?"

Anika was still sobbing, she herself did not understand her. He actually loves Kairi very much, especially he is a person who can eliminate his trauma, and his first love. But on the other hand she has Yaslan, she does not want to betray a husband who has done so much for her sake.

Does he really not deserve to be here? Why is he comfortable in this house? She feels unworthy to be Yaslan's wife, and unlovable to Kairi. Anika could only cry.

Seeing Anika who was just crying without saying, Lia started stroking her head. For him the happiness of his master is the main one. If Anika makes him unhappy, this will threaten the safety of all of them. "Mrs please think carefully why is it here? If you don't like it, the young master must have run away from here, right?"

What she said was true, Anika thought. I want to stay here because I feel comfortable. My trauma could be gone. But still ....

"Please think about the feelings of the young master as well, Madam. Don't think about your husband's feelings first, think about the feelings of the Madam and the young Master."

Lia just guessed to see the wedding ring in Anika's hand. He was sure that a gentle-hearted woman like Anika must be in a dilemma because of the feeling of not wanting to branch out.

In Ann's heart, Anika felt very stupid. She will surely throw away her wedding ring and enjoy every love of her heart.

"But .... He's a killer ...." Anika started to voice her feelings. "He used to rape and kill people!" This side also made Anika unable to accept Kairi's feelings. She's afraid of him.

Hearing that Lia knew it was not just a branching heart that became the main problem. But that feeling of not being able to accept Kairi completely.

In her heart, Ann did not care how many hundred people killed her, as long as she was always pampered and loved wholeheartedly. She thought Anika was too narrow-minded.

"Madam, everyone must have had mistakes in the past. But most importantly it's the work he's doing now for change in the future. Don't dwell on the past."

Hearing that Anika became aware. Since first meeting, Kairi has changed a lot for her sake. Kairi even accepts her for who she is, even with her disgusting past.

She stops crying and thinks she doesn't want to judge Kairi too much, but focuses more on her kindness. Moreover, Kairi is a person with a mental disorder. He cannot think normally like everyone else.

The three of them returned to the main hall to meet Kairi, but it seemed too late.

The previously idyllic main hall with its fireplace and expensive furnishings as well as the many ornaments and decorations around it, had been destroyed all over. In that short time, the entire room had been torn apart by Kairi. The three maids who were still living with him were already lying on the floor.

Kairi was now standing in the middle holding a knife in both hands and was covered in blood.

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It is difficult to accept the love of someone with a mental disability, whose emotions are not stable 😢