IT'S ME YOU HURT
Meet with Raya

I can't believe what I'm seeing right now. Raya just got off the second floor.

Where did this kid come down from? Ah, maybe from Fani's room because Fani's room is on the second floor, the same as mine. Raya has been in and out of Fani's room ever since. If the owner of the room is at home.

But now that the house looks quiet, I see the clock on the wall showing at 13:10 means Fani is still not home at school at this time and mom may not be home either. Mina's grandmother at this hour must be taking a nap.

"Why is he here?" I asked in surprise to see Raya.

"Mas.I want the room we just occupied, the room is bigger than Fani's room." Speak Raya spoiledly while going down the stairs, regardless of me.

What's?! So that means Raya from my room? Was he with Mas Angga? They're both in my room?! Oh my God, have the heart of Mas Angga to me. I am still his rightful wife! Do I have no price at all in front of Angga? Does he not appreciate our marriage?!

"Mas, you were with Raya in our room?" I asked on Angga mas full of search.

Mas Angga just kept quiet, did not answer.

"Jawab mas!" I raised my voice because I didn't get an answer to my question.

"I'm still your wife, mom! You did it in our room?!" I can't stand it anymore I said while shouting.

"How much do you do, my mom!"

Plaque!!

This time I slapped Mas Angga. I lost my respect for him. As a husband Mas Angga really did something outrageous.

"Hey, what are you doing? You ain't nothing, honey?" Raya directly rubbed the left cheek of the Angga mas that I slapped.

I am getting fierce, my emotions are getting higher to hear Raya calling Mas Angga affectionately, and Raya's attitude towards Mas Angga.

I pulled Raya's hair and slapped her twice. Of course Raya directly held her left and right cheeks that had been flushed and sick from my slap. Lost is already the predicate of the meek woman who has been attached to me. I could no longer bear to look at the two of them with my own eyes.

"I should ask you? What are you doing here, huh!? School children should be in school learning! Not whoring at people's husbands' houses! Did your parents not teach you well?" No more soft words came out of my mouth.

"Whatdidyou say? Don't take my parents with you! Mas, look he slapped me. Sakiit."

Ckckk this little, fearless boy. It was clearly guilty, but still dared to return my words.

"Basic whore!" I said.

"It's enough Reyna. What the hell are you doing? Why are you like this?" Mas Angga got angry with me and then tried to calm Raya.

"I didn't expect, it turned out to be your real nature Reyna!" Mas Angga said astonished to see my attitude.

"As far as you are! Whatever I do anyway, you'll definitely stick up for your little whore!" I don't care anymore. To hell with my love, my household was destroyed when Mas Angga had an affair and even now he has dared to bring his affair to our room.. I hurried off. Get out of this godforsaken house.

"Reyna, wait! You will regret leaving now!" Shouted mas Angga.

"Repent? You mean, you're going to divorce me? Please divorce me! I'm not afraid." Yes, why maintain a household with a man who no longer even loves me. I've been stupid enough all this time! I don't know what I expected when I came with him here! I no longer want to be a weak and stupid woman for the sake of a jerk like Angga!

"I tried to remind you! I just want to do my best for the sake of our son Ziva! But if you decide, I won't hold you back! I just don't want you to regret it!"

"Yes. Thanks for reminding me. And may your little whore take good care of you and your family!"

I turned around and saw Raya.

"And you, I'm just reminding you. The loot will never last long!"

"What does it mean?" Tanya Raya was confused, not understanding. Raya did not understand, yes I heard Fani often called him tulalit.

I immediately turned right out of the Angga mas house, walking without looking back. Like my heart, I was determined to try to go forward without looking back. 'God forgive me, I know you hate divorce. But I can't possibly survive in that house, being a foolish and tormented woman every day is not only because of the insults of mother-in-law and sister-in-law but also from the attitude and deeds of Angga to me that are so painful.'

***

I've walked about 100 meters from the Angga mas house. When I wanted to stop the angkot, I just realized that I did not bring a wallet. I immediately paused my intention of riding the angkot. Luckily I still had my cell phone in my pants pocket, and there was an internet quota for ordering an ojek online. If I ride on a motorcycle, I can pay for it at home.

After waiting for a while, my order driver finally came. I was surprised it turned out the driver was a mother. I didn't pay attention to the app when I ordered it. There was a hint of admiration when I saw the tough lady doing this job. Yes, this job is not an easy job. Must work in the hot sun to collect several thousand rupiah. Not to mention if it gets stuck, obstruction on the road or meet with strange passengers.

While on the way we accidentally chatted, yes understand the soul of mother mother.

"Have long been working as a driver ojol?" I politely started the conversation.

"About 2 years mbak. After my husband died, I signed up to be an online motorcycle driver. My children are still in school, one in 1st Junior High and the other in 3rd Junior High School. Find a job now is hard, mbak. Moreover, I just graduated High School. No one wants to accept a mother's employee, even if only working in a small store shop they must be looking for a beautiful and young." Driver's mother ojol spoke at length.

"Yes yes ma'am. Nowadays, find work difficult. Let alone high school graduates, even scholars are difficult to find work especially if we are already our age." We laughed together.

"Important work ma'am, not deceiving or harming others. Must be a proud son's mother has a tough mother." My welcome

"Yes, thank you. What matters is that my child can eat. I don't care what kind of work is halal."

I am very motivated by this mother. Although already widowed, he has a high spirit for the survival of his life and his two children.