IT'S ME YOU HURT
Mother vs Mother-in-law

Pov Angga's

What's wrong with my heart, why do I think about Reyna so much today? I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I can't explain it in words. There is a feeling of sadness, pity and sadness when remembering the memories with Reyna. I don't know, I obviously know this isn't a feeling of love.

Of course three years of married life with Reyna, it's not easy to forget. I didn't know that as long as we were married, Reyna was a good wife and even a good daughter-in-law to my family. But whatever the power, I can't lie about how I feel about Reyna. I don't love him anymore.

It was my fault as a man who could not keep my heart, to be able to fall in love with a young girl like Raya.

Actually, if Raya is not pregnant, I have no thoughts of marrying her. I don't know as a grown man, I know Raya is not a reliable wife and mother. Many things I have to teach, there are even certain things that I have to spell one by one in order to be understood by Raya.

Ah this is the risk along with the young girl who is still unstable, you can imagine later I will be a husband and father for him.

*****

Today I plan to meet Reyna. Mom's ready to accompany me to Reyna's house. I am so happy to have a mother who is always on my side. Especially in such circumstances. Although I knew that my actions were not the right thing, my mother was always by my side to defend me. I'll pick him up at 12 this afternoon, during lunch break.

*****

I picked up mom at home and went to Reyna's house together.

Arriving at Reyna's house, as usual as civilized human beings we came well while saying greetings.

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"Wa'alaikumsalam" replied someone from inside the house, coincidentally the door of the house was not closed.

"Oh nak Angga, Nia's mother. Let's get in!" answered Nabila's mother, my in-laws kindly. I saw my son Ziva in his trunk.

Ziva came down and ran towards me. 'Ah my dear son, two months of not meeting Ziva is even more adorable.'

I love my son so much. But I realized I couldn't take care of it alone. It would be better for a child to be with his birth mother.

After my mother and I sat in the living room, Reyna came from the kitchen. Looks like he's a little thin, not as fat as he was a few months ago. But still looks fat in some parts of his body. Reyna just looked at me with a confused look. His eyes were still the same as before, eyes that still looked beautiful from all the things about him at this moment. It is seen that Reyna still holds a taste for me, whether it is love or disappointment, still clearly visible from the look in her eyes. Ah, but my race has really gone to her. 'I'm sorry Reyna.' My inner. We just stared at each other without greeting each other.

When everyone sat down, for a moment we were silent. I was even confused where to start. Fortunately I brought mom, she took the initiative to speak first.

"So, ma'am, I mean to come and Angga now to talk about their marriage relationship which is soon officially divorced."

I saw my mother-in-law just listening without answering.

" I wish Reyna as an educated woman could be so thoughtful!"

"What does Nia mean? Try to speak clearly I don't understand!" It seems like my mother-in-law is starting to dislike what my mother said.

"Look Mom, a few days ago Angga's future wife got a bad incident at her school. She was traumatized and did not want to go to school anymore. He'll be graduating from school soon."

"Raya gets ill treatment by her school friends because of the spread of a video of Reyna and Ziva meeting with Angga and Raya in the mall. Raya was even bullied and insulted by her friends as an actor, and it made Raya very shaken, even though she was pregnant. We do not want such an incident to be repeated especially until it hit Angga at work, and humiliate Angga. My precious child, I don't want Reyna to deliberately ruin her life because of the heartache of being divorced!"

"What does this have to do with me, Mom? I just took Ziva for a walk. I did not harass Mas Angga and his mistress when I met them! I didn't even say a word when I saw them making out and passing me like strangers who didn't know each other!"

I saw Reyna starting to stand up, she seemed to be starting to understand the direction of mother's conversation. Usually she would have kept quiet when my mother insulted and scolded her, but this time Reyna was able to answer my mother's words. I just kept quiet, holding Ziva in my lap. I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing.

"Yes, you did not do anything, but you told people not to record the incident when Ziva ran and hugged Angga who was beside Raya, then the person spread it in the High School?!"

"Astaghfirullah... What does mother mean? For God's sake, I never did! Even to think about it I never did!"

"Not be a hypocrite! I heard from Raya, yesterday you slapped and scolded her when you came to our house! Don't be so smart in front of us!"

"Quite Mother Nia! I can't accept if my child is cornered before my eyes! If Raya gets bad treatment at her school! It was in return for her ill-treatment that ruined Reyna and Angga's marriage! And it has nothing to do with my son! I never taught Reyna to hate or hurt anyone else! The incident that happened to your future daughter-in-law is a fruit that she planted herself. Reyna doesn't have to dirty her hands to avenge you. I am sure God is not sleeping! He sees and will avenge all the evil you have done to my son! If your son Angga is so precious to you, so is Reyna he is precious to us mother and father!"

"I already know, what Reyna experienced during her stay with you! As a mother, I always taught her to be a good wife and daughter-in-law. But what Reyna received, was just insults and betrayal!

I didn't teach him to take revenge, because vengeance is God's right. I am sure God is fair! I believe my daughter doesn't need to do anything dirty to avenge you!"

Just this time I saw this horrible mother-in-law. He is usually a gentle and loving person! I didn't expect her to be such a scary lion mother!

"What did you say?! You cuss us huh?!" I don't want to lose either.

"I don't have to cuss you Miss Nia. In the depths of your heart I know you know what I say is true! I don't need to dirty my heart and hands to avenge you!"

"Huh already, already. Don't listen to me! We shouldn't have come here Angga!"

Mom took the bag next to her and looked at me!

"I'm sorry I didn't invite you and expect your arrival either!"

Answer the mother-in-law no less fierce.

Indeed, if people rarely look angry, once angry more scary than the devil.

"I'm sorry we're mothers, Reyna." I ventured to speak as well and as gently as possible, I desperately wanted to get out of this state. I want to disappear from this place. I don't know what to do!

I'm very happy, at least my words just now can calm the situation down a bit. But...

"Why do you apologize, you're not wrong Angga! This woman should be apologizing to us!"

Come on, Mom why else! The situation is starting to calm down! Why did you make things tense again?! Oh my God, what should I do!