IT'S ME YOU HURT
My decision

Still Pov Angga

Last night for the first time Reyna spoke to me in a high voice. As long as I've known her, I've only seen Reyna talk like that.

It was my fault I put my phone in any place. Yes, during my six-month relationship with Raya, I always carry my phone with me wherever I go even to the bathroom. Luckily Reyna was not suspicious. She is a very understanding wife.

When I came out of the bathroom I was very surprised to see Reyna holding my phone.

Well it turns out Reyna has started checking my phone I thought. I immediately grabbed my phone. Actually I'm not afraid because Raya's name I wrote Rayhan on my cell phone contact. And again message our friendly message directly I delete every finished chat with Raya.

But my heart almost stopped when Reyna said she got a WA message from Rayhan. Without waiting, I immediately checked the message on my phone.

Degh's! It sends a message that she's pregnant?!

All this time I did it using safety, but a moment ago either because it has been overcome by lust I have not had time to think about using safety again.

I immediately grabbed the change of clothes Reyna provided and rushed to wear them in the bathroom. I have to talk to Raya to ask her the truth.

While changing clothes, Reyna came after me with questions. I ignored Reyna's question and rushed to get out of the house. When I stepped up, my shirt was pulled by Reyna. Unable to continue being ignored, Reyna yelled asking if I was cheating.

In a depressed state I slapped him. It was supposed to be in this situation that I got a slap from Reyna, but I did it to cover up my mistake. In order not to happen again unwanted things, I went straight out. I didn't think Reyna was yelling yells calling my name.

When I called Raya it was her father who spoke. They were waiting for me at their house. Eventually the deal happened. I realized I was a married man and if they accepted, I could only marry Raya betelih. That's my form of responsibility.

When I came home and talked to Reyna about it, I thought she would accept my decision to remarry. Quite unexpectedly, Reyna who is usually obedient was not accepted by my decision. Well, which woman is willing to be duaakan. Last night I saw a different side of Reyna. Usually I see Reyna as a strong and submissive woman. But not this time, He did not accept it in honey, and went straight out of the house with my son Ziva.

I actually wanted to stop him but somehow these lips couldn't say. I could only see Reyna packing her clothes and going to take Ziva.

Ah, maybe he would still survive if this mouth did not slip. Finally the secret I kept for 2 years, came out of my mouth. I thought I'd keep it forever. At least Reyna's wife and daughter-in-law are good for my family. I didn't want to divorce her either.

*****

"Reyna, Reyna. Where's breakfast!" Mother's crisp voice rattled the whole house.

It's been ten minutes Dad, Mom and Fani are sitting at the dinner table but there's no food on the table yet. I rushed to them at the dinner table.

"Reyna has no mom" I replied.

"What does it mean? Still early this morning, where's the ugly guy going?" Ask your mom with her judges.

I saw my eyes move from the iPad in his hands to my mother, like reprimanding her with his eyes. Without the words that come out of the mouth of the father is powerful to make the mother silence.

"Eyna went out of the house with Ziva. Maybe to his parents' house." My answer.

My hands are getting wet with sweat. I don't know where to explain about Raya.

"Cannot be. Last night I still met her when she was screaming after you, wasn't Fan?" The mother replied and then looked at Fani to justify her statement.

"Yes, that's right. And my clothes are not ironed mba Reyna ma'am, I had to iron it myself." Said Fani complaining with a contrived moody face.

"Today I missed not going to the office. There are some things I have to take care of." My answer is to start this conversation. There is fear about what their response is especially my father, if I say about Raya.

"Ehm.. I, will marry Raya." I said with a heart.

"What?" Suddenly the whole family looked at me in surprise and compactly asked me more and more uncomfortable.

"Ehm, Raya's pregnant. And her parents threatened to put me in jail if I didn't take immediate responsibility and marry their daughter." I answered trying to calm down when this heart trembled with fear.

"Ohh my God. Seriously Mas?" Tanya Fani made the atmosphere hotter. The atmosphere was silent for a moment.

"Why are you so stupid as a man?! So that's what got Reyna out of the house last night?" There was a baritone voice from the middle-aged man who rarely spoke.

Yeah, I don't talk much at home. But once he spoke, the ants would stop to listen.

"Geez, so you've been having an affair with Raya all this time? My friend who comes here often, right?" Fani didn't think I had a relationship with her best friend. Maybe Raya never told him even though they were close friends.

"i, yeah!" I replied in a stifled voice looking at the gazes of my entire family, especially the gaze of my father that almost made my heart stop in fear.

"Now, what are you going to do?" Ask my father with a very angry face.

His eyes hit me with a punch, without having to do it directly.

My father was like that. He does not talk much, but once he speaks the meaning can be so deep. Not to mention his terrifying gaze of eyes could kill an opponent without a word. Maybe there were students who passed out getting thesis testing lecturers like my father.

"A, I will take responsibility and marry Raya in series." Answer me carefully.

"Then Reyna?" Ask dad.

"She's my first wife and can stay in this house."

"Did Reyna take it?" Ask my dad again.

"No, that's why Reyna left the house last night with Ziva. Last night Reyna was just emotional hearing this news. But take it easy, well, I'll persuade him. She's a submissive woman, Reyna's gonna take it."

"Basic, ugly women don't know themselves. It's still a good thing Angga didn't divorce her." Keep mum. Looks like mom defended me. Dad looked at me like it. And it's powerful again to make mom quiet.

"Let's hope you can make the right decision. I don't want to interfere too much with your life. Because of your life, you alone are decisive! You're a grown man, you're no longer a child that I have to lead and spell out what you have to do. As a parent, I just wish you could make the best decision!"

"And try to understand Reyna's feelings. Reyna has devoted herself three years in this house as your wife. You chose it. Among you there is also Ziva, the fruit of your love with Reyna."

I rarely hear you talk all this time. But angry at my father, he was also my parents. I'm sure you're expecting the best for my life.

This morning we all went out without breakfast.

Mom calls Nur a middle-aged woman near the house to look after Grandma.

He is often called upon to help Reyna cook if there is any celebration in this house.