IT'S ME YOU HURT

IT'S ME YOU HURT
Questioning my pregnancy


Still Pov Raya


Mas Angga scolded me several times, so that I could help with homework. I made my pregnancy as an excuse not to work too hard, Good thing I believe. This part of the house has a maid, why pay a maid if our work is done. Finally, he just asked me to tidy up our bedroom and serve his needs while going and coming home from work. I said I would try to learn, but in reality Angga mas who did everything himself, assisted by a maid of course.


One more thing that makes me upset, Mas Angga always boasts of his little daughter who is said to be beautiful and smart. I'm so upset to hear him talk about that little girl. But of course I did not show my frustration to the Angga. I hope that the child I bear is male, so that later it will not have rivals and can control the entire property of the Angga mas family.


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Today, Angga will invite Ziva to spend the weekend together. I actually really, really don't like it, but what do you want to say is that Angga really misses his son. 'Arghh, my son was born quickly so that your father could forget the son of that ugly woman.' I said in my heart while holding my stomach which had started to bulge.


Arriving at the house of ex-wife Mas Angga, I had to come down with him. I was very reluctant to go inside, but Angga took my hand in a friendly manner and led me in. I was very satisfied to see this sad face of his ex-wife. It seems he still loves my husband. 'Your train! A nice gibberish, bite the clay finger of a loved one holding another woman affectionately! Ahh, I am very satisfied to see this pitiful face of hers!' inner cheering.


I'm still heartbroken by this ugly woman. First he slapped me, second he made me embarrassed so I did not want to go to school again, and third he humiliated me and Angga mas again at SPBU. Urrggh, if I remember that my tension goes up. Huuff... 'Quiet Kingdom you can't be emotional, now you're pregnant!' my inner.


Although not yet allowed to sit, but I immediately sat down. Do I have to stand up? My leg will be swollen again, I am pregnant. I don't care if they think I don't know manners.


Suddenly the little girl came out with.... Huhhh?!! isn't that Regina's sister? Why is he here anyway?! Is he the sister of this ugly woman?! I immediately lowered my face. Hopefully, sister Gina doesn't recognize me.


When Ziva came, Angga just hugged him. It seems that Mas Angga misses the son of this ugly woman! I reflexively stood up and held the arm of Angga mas who was hugging Ziva. I don't know maybe because of the effect of pregnancy, I became very sensitive.


I was provoked by the words of this ugly and fat woman in front of me. Brother Gina also tried to corner me. I had to admit that I knew him. Hopefully he doesn't unlock my secrets in front of Mas Angga. I told all the stories of my love journey to sister Gina.


And it turns... What I fear is coming true!... Oh my God No, no! I don't want to hear it! Sister Gina even told me a shameful story that I wanted to bury for the rest of my life! I don't even want to remember what happened when I. arrgghhh! And not only that, Sister Gina even told me about my girlfriends that I told her about.


Yes, since entering High School, Kak Gina has always been my idol's big sister. How not besides beautiful she is also smart and a secretary of OSIS. I told him a lot about my life, he was always able to calm me down and provide solutions to my problems even though our communication only through WA since Gina attended college.


Oh my God, what should I do?! Come on, Raya think of something! Arghh, my brain is incapable of thinking....


Mas Angga looked very angry to hear that. Mas Angga only knew I slept with my girlfriend before Mas Angga, even that I said only once. Mas Angga doesn't know that my virginity has been lost since I was in first grade High School, and I've been sleeping with all the ex-sister Gina mentioned.


My hands were already sweating coldly, out of fear. I don't know what my frightened pale face looks like. I want to disappear from this place. Mas Angga looks so angry! I can only shake my head in denial of all of Gina's words.


Mas Angga told me to wait for him in the car, without waiting for long I immediately left this house, without excuse.


Not long after, Angga and Ziva followed me to the car. Mas Angga also drove a car, we also left the house of his ex-wife.


"Raya, is it true what Gina said earlier?!" Suddenly Mas Angga discussed the incident earlier, which I thought was finished.


"Mas, isn't the problem clear?! I didn't do what the woman was accusing me of. I don't know him either." I was very surprised, fortunately my brain was diluted, so I could answer the words of Angga mas smoothly.


"I'm not a Royal fool, I just don't want to embarrass you and myself in front of them because they corner you! So now, tell me how many men have slept with you?! Is the child in your womb mine?!" Mas Angga looked very angry as he said that. I was so scared, I didn't know what to answer. But how could Angga question this child in my womb.


"However you question my content mas! He can't even show proof that we know each other! What do I have to say, so you can trust me?!" I let out my last move, which was to cry! Yes, I can lose if I play words with my husband. I better cry. Fortunately this one powerful style, making the Angga mas touched.


"Already, already... You don't cry, it's not good for the child in your womb. I'm sorry, I'm just emotional!" Mas Angga. Fortunately, Angga still believes in me.


"Aunty, why is aunt crying? Papa diabolin aunty huh, until aunty crying like mama?" Suddenly the little girl behind me made a sound. I forgot that there was his son Mas Angga who was sitting sweetly in the back, so afraid of the question mas Angga.


"Gga Ziva dear, aunt is just sad again." Mas Angga calmed his daughter.


"Why sad pa?"


Urrgghh, this little boy was long-time obnoxious as well, a great many times he asked. I don't like it!


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