IT'S ME YOU HURT
Early rise from adversity - Raya goes to prison

A week has passed since Reyna reported Raya to the authorities. Since Raya reported the case, Erwin's husband Lisa always reported the development of the case to Reyna. Erwin called and informed him that there had been a detention on Raya, pending the ongoing trial process. Actually in Reyna's heart she felt pity and could not bear to hear the news about Raya's detention considering that currently Raya is pregnant like her, but what he wants to say is the consequence of what he did. Although Reyna has accepted and forgiven her painful past, Reyna also does not want to be too naive to let Raya who has been negligent and lost her son's life. Reyna hopes the law in this country will act decisively and fairly in response to the case that befell her daughter.

Now Reyna has begun to learn to accept and accept the death of her son, although not a day Reyna did not think of Ziva. Every now and then Reyna would be very sad and cry because she missed Ziva. Father and Mother no longer talk about Ziva's death to keep Reyna feeling. Reyna also did not want to disappoint her family by falling into grief.

Losing a child means losing everything, the most precious treasure in the world. It felt unable to be expressed with words, the turmoil exploded and was able to crush the entire soul. But Reyna realized all she had was the deposit of the almighty, which at any time could be taken by the owner of this life. Only a prayer could Reyna offer to the almighty while leaving a great longing for her little angel who had gone before the divine. The memory of togetherness with the baby becomes an encouragement and strength for him to live life, especially now in his womb there is a life that he must take care of.

Every day Reyna is always given a lot of activities by the father and mother either help the father keep the stalls, clean up or check the stock of goods sold in the stalls, and, or help the mother process the results of the garden behind the house into snacks or snacks both for sale and at her own meal.

This week Reyna began attending beauty courses organized by PKK village where she stayed free of charge. Her mother registered Reyna's name to attend the training conducted by PKK mothers in the village which was held twice a week so that Reyna had a busy life. Mother and father do not allow Reyna to work outside first for the health of the baby in the womb. Once every two days Reyna will visit the tomb of Ziva, just release the longing for the child who has preceded him to meet the khalik.

The night before Reyna went to bed and finished offering prayers and supplications to the Power, Reyna poured out her heart in a note on her mobile phone. His two thumbs danced beautifully following his heart and mind, typing word by word on the flat object he was holding, writing down the story of his life journey, and his, all the pain and loss that Reyna had felt so far, until the struggle he had done in order to be able to rise again and make peace with himself. Like writing a diary that he had done when he was in school, there Reyna can say whatever he felt without shame, fearing that someone was angry, there is no way to say anything, less happy or disturbed by the story.

One night finished praying, Reyna would again perform the night ritual she used to do before going to bed, which is writing a diary on her phone. While opening an online novel reading application that she often read, Reyna suddenly got the idea of making a novel about her own life story.

Reyna also began to register as a writer and enter the title and background of the story. Some chapters Reyna put at the beginning of the story. It's not hard, because it's his own life story, and he's already written in a note on his phone. There are still some parts that need to be changed writing, to make it easier to read in the form of a story. No need to overdramatize the story because although not doing it Reyna's life story is like a drama that drains tears.

Every night after praying before bed Reyna would write her story, chapter by chapter and upload it in an online novel application that she often read. Many appreciate his writing in the form of likes and comments. There were comments that encouraged him, some were touched by his story, but some were insulting and said he was stupid and stupid. But whatever comments she received, Reyna remained grateful and grateful because it was a sign that they read the story and lived the story he made so that it was able to tinker with the emotions of the reader.

As her relationship with Vita becomes more intimate, Vita's doctor constantly monitors Reyna's pregnant health and nutritional intake. Doctor Vita will call even to just tell about his activities in the hospital which is sometimes very busy if many patients, and funny stories that he experienced with patients or colleagues. Doctor Vita also tells about his closeness with his handsome senior at the hospital where doctor Vita works. Reyna can also be a good listener and a cool confiding friend and can provide input for Vita's doctor.

In jail...

A large pregnant young woman was sitting on a cold, dust-filled, non-porous floor, lamenting her miserable state. At such a young age he had to quit school because he was ashamed of the story of his sweet affair known by the children at his school. He had to give up his High School diploma which he could almost have if he could be patient or if his story was not known by his school friends for two months.

Her pregnancy led her to become the wife of an adult and well-established man who could not stand the temptation and left her first wife to take a sip of the false pleasures that wreaked havoc.

Unexpectedly the death of the daughter of her husband brought her to be a defendant in a case of negligence that killed her life. Raya is like a suspect who is accused of killing someone, even though he never feels like killing someone, and there is not even a trace of guilt in his heart.

In her cramped mind, her husband's obnoxious little daughter falls herself out of the window of her lofty room and loses her life due to the little girl's own stupidity and guilt without any fault.

In his heart he was very upset and angry with the situation he was going through. Even when officers picked her up at home, her husband simply kept quiet and let police officers take her away without a defense or saying a word. His heart was so painful and painful considering the incident.

But what can a half-crazy man do like her husband, Angga. Every day his work just sat pensive and occasionally crying, roaring and sometimes he would destroy the objects around him. Angga like men and husbands are no longer useful to Raya.

It did not feel like three hours Raya was sitting on the cold prison floor with tears falling on her cheeks. Her eyes were swollen and her nose was swollen from crying for too long. Raya did not even realize that there were two lionesses behind her who had been watching her and was very disturbed by her crying.