IT'S ME YOU HURT
69

"Na, can you take care of the stall for a second? I'm going back to the market." Mr. Ridwan asks Reyna to help him to take his place to guard the stall for a while. This morning Mr. Ridwan went to the market to shop for stalls, but there are some groceries that are forced to be deposited in his subscription store in the market because the load was a lot, because it was a lot, and other items do not fit on the motor. So Mr. Ridwan had to go back to the market to pick up his leftover groceries.

"Yes yeah, go I'll guard the stall while feeding Galena." Reyna walked towards the stall holding Galena and brought her to the baby stall to eat, and held Galena there.

Ibu Nabila this early in the morning was busy cooking in the kitchen, while Gina was out delivering beauty cream orders to some of her customers. Although still in college, Gina has learned to make money by becoming a reseller of one of the skin care products that are still rising.

Gina's been in the business for a few months. Two months ago Gina gave a package of beauty products that she had sold to her brother so that Reyna's face and skin were taken care of. Of course Reyna does not want to accept it for free. Although Gina insists on giving the product to Reyna for free, Reyna does not want to accept it if it does not pay, he also has enough money and savings to buy what he needs. In addition, Reyna is also happy and proud of her youngest sister, who is willing and not ashamed to trade to start her business even while in college. As her sister Reyna certainly must support her sister's business by paying for beauty products sold by her sister Gina. The advantages that Gina can get in addition to bonuses in the form of money and some items such as bags, necklaces and others, such as, Gina also gets a glowing and well-groomed face and skin by using her own beauty products that she sells.

It was not difficult for Gina to promote and sell the product, because Gina had a beautiful face and white skin like Reyna. Plus the treatment with skin care that he sells, makes Gina more beautiful shine. People who see her appearance will be interested in the beauty products she uses, and eventually buy those products.

After finishing feeding Galena and cleaning the remnants of food that was attached to her son's cute face, while waiting for Reyna buyers open their phones looking for information about the company he will apply later.

Yes last night after praying for the instructions of the Power, Reyna decided to accept Vita's request following the selection of admissions secretary at PT. Pratama Jaya Technology Tbk. PT Pratama Jaya Teknologi Tbk (PJT) is a company engaged in media, telecommunications and information engineering solutions, and connectivity. The company was founded fourteen years ago, and the main director is Dava Pratama a young entrepreneur who is handsome and cold-handed and able to bring the company he started from scratch into a big company like today. With its business capabilities, Dava Pratama can deliver the company into the top 50 of major companies in Indonesia with market capitulation reaching the trillion calculated in March this year.

Reyna searched for some information on the internet, and Reyna was surprised to see about the company she was about to enter.

"Huh? Isn't this the PJT company where Mas Angga works? Yes, God how is this? What am I supposed to do?" Now Reyna no longer wants to meet and connect with her ex-husband even though only a coworker. Reyna fears Angga will interfere with her life and snatch Galena from her side.

Reyna is unaware of her ex-husband's current psychological state, and Reyna is also unaware that Angga is no longer working for the company. Now Angga is just a helpless unemployed man who lives in regret every day.

Reyna continued to look for some additional information about PJT, and finally Reyna could breathe a sigh of relief because it turns out the location of the company that she will enter a different job application and far from the office location where Angga works. Angga works at the company's branch office while Reyna will apply as secretary to the President Director at the headquarters.

"Ah, thank goodness. I don't need to meet and deal with Angga's mas if I'm accepted into that company." Actually Reyna's decision to accept Vita's request is not easy, she already feels very comfortable with her work as a make up artist and writer of online novels with flexible time. But Reyna can also accept a job as a make up artist on weekends, and can still type stories when returning home from work, if Reyna is accepted as secretary of the main director at PJT.

Last night Reyna had prepared the required application file and the clothes she would use for the interview at ten.

"Good morning to Reyna." Suddenly a mother and son came to the stall to buy something.

"Oh Tika, what do you want to buy?" Ask Reyna kindly. Reyna knows her neighbor, Tika is the same age as her sister Reva.

"You buy ten kilos of rice, one kilo of oil equals one kilo of sugar."

"There are so many Tik." Reyna said with a smile trying to make small talk.

"Oh yeah? You helped at the wedding of Siti's child yesterday huh?

"Yes mbak, in addition to washing and ironing clothes yesterday I also help starting from the preparation of the event before the day H until it was cleaned and cleaned the house of Siti ma'am, Siti said, it's just finished from there." Her job is not settled, only if it is necessary to help then Tika will be called.

"Oh yeah, can you lift this by yourself? Weight of loh." After preparing the groceries requested by Tika, Reyna then sanctioned that Tika could bring her groceries alone to see Tika's small and thin body like a triplex, plus she was also hugging her daughter.

"Beautiful, what's your name?" Reyna asked the little girl in Tika's arms.

"Sherina aunty." Said the little girl a little shy. He was about three or four years old, almost the same age as his late son Ziva, reminding Reyna of his little daughter Ziva.

"Is Sherina smart, she's in school?"

"Not aunty, I haven't gone to school." Answer the little girl politely.

"You're sure you can take all this and hold your son alone? Or the rice is in for two, if my father has gone home later mbak deliver to your house the rest." Reyna asked Tika once more while offering help.

"It's okay mbak I don't want to bother mbak. I can, I often lift heavier than this by myself." Tika.

Reyna felt sorry to see Tika. As a child, Tika often came to their house to play with Reva. So Reyna knew very well that Tika was a good and very cheerful child, but that was before her father died. The joy and the beautiful smile that had always been attached to her face had now vanished with a tired, lethargic face like a withered flower.

In the past he was a village flower, his parents were also quite excessive because they had a food ketring business, but since his father died five years ago their catering business also closed. Tika quit college and then got married. But her marriage did not bring happiness to Tika either. While pregnant, her husband went to work in Maluku, and never returned. Long time no news from her husband, it turns out her husband was married again there. Tika struggles to raise her child alone and care for her sickly mother. Any work will be done Tika to connect and raise her child as long as the work is halal, Tika is not shy and prestige.

Reyna knows very well today is very difficult to find a job, and if not working certainly will not be able to eat. Reyna sees herself first in Tika. His heart trembled at the life of this formidable woman before him. Tika's life is even tougher than Reyna's, as Reyna has family and friends who support her.

If we look down, there are still many people who are more difficult to live than us. There is no need to grieve, complain, and pity yourself, let alone feel yourself suffering the most in this world. Keep fighting and do not forget to rely on the Almighty. Everything will be beautiful in time.

"Sir, you have time? Can you help me wash and iron my clothes?" Reyna held Tika captive before Tika left.

"Huh? I, yes I can." With sparkling eyes Tika accepts a job offer from Reyna.