IT'S ME YOU HURT
The scattered video

Mas Angga passed me and Reva, without seeing or even just reprimanding. I'm like a transparent man invisible to the Angga. Mas Angga left while embracing the shoulders of Raya with affection. I could see the triumphant smile from Raya's face as they passed by me.

I am no more valuable than an acquaintance to my husband... Sick? Don't ask again. My heart still hurts so much to see it.

My heart is so strong that I will not cry anymore. For God's sake, I don't want to cry anymore because of a jerk like him. Enough's enough!

"Sir Reyna, what's wrong?" Tanya Reva was worried.

"Hhhh." I nodded while trying to smile in front of my sister.

I took a deep breath, and I threw it rough. I held my son's hand on my left side and I embraced Reva on my right. We walked through this mall. I don't want to get stuck in my sad feelings.

I walked past some shops in this mall, we stopped at a girls' toy and accessories store. I bought cute toys and accessories for Ziva, of course at a cheap price.

In this shop there is also a large pony doll, taller than Ziva. Ziva is very happy to be able to buy a lot of toys. Especially can buy a pony doll that Ziva really wants. I bought it from the one million dollars Angga gave Ziva. But for the pony doll, Reva insists on paying her because she already promised Ziva.

I shifted my feelings of sadness by playing and joking with Ziva and Reva. We then entered again in the playground of children who use cards. Ziva rides many rides to play. There was a playground that had to be accompanied by an adult, so Reva and I took turns accompanying Ziva. We try to enjoy this activity with laughter, not forgetting I took pictures to capture our moment of excitement.

After that we ate at KF*, Ziva has long wanted to eat this food. It's okay to eat junk food, as long as it's not always. I ordered the food that got the gift of children's toys, did not forget to also order ice cream. Ziva is very happy.

"Ziva's happy right, the same way mom and aunt Reva?" I was happy to see the smile on my son's face.

"Yes happy mom, Ziva is so happy! Makasi mama, Makasi aunty Reva. Ziva was riding a train, a car, riding a horse, the same playing a ball. Ziva also has a lot of toys, there are large pony dolls. There are so many Ziva toys." Ziva explains so eagerly and with his funny manner.

Ziva did not even discuss the incident with his father so happy. Fortunately, my son did not keep the incident in his heart. He also definitely did not understand the problem between his mother and his father. I'm happy if my son is happy.

Meanwhile, unexpectedly the incident in the maall was with mas Angga and Raya recorded by someone, and happened to be the person's friend from the High School. Raya is a popular girl in her school, so when the news spread, everyone immediately talked about Raya as an actor dating a married man.

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"Mas... I don't want to go to school anymore! I'm ashamed!"

Raya called Angga while crying.

"Huh?? Shame, shame why baby?" Angga was confused because Raya suddenly complained while crying without talking about sitting problems.

"I'm ashamed of you. Everyone talks about me at school! Even the underclassmen sister fearlessly insinuated me in front of my eyes!" She answered still crying.

"Gini mas. yesterday when the incident happened in the mall when we met your wife and child, it looks like my schoolmate saw and he recorded the incident. And then the video went out at school. All my friends now know that I'm dating a married man and they bully me and say I'm an actor." Raya explained while occasionally sobbing.

"I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed! Hiks hyks."

"Okay, baby, just calm down. Now I'll pick you up, we'll talk about everything in the car. okay?!"

"The chips are. I'm ashamed!"

"Yes, dear ones." Fortunately, it is now lunch break, so Angga does not need to ask permission to leave the office.

Angga rushed to pick Raya up at her school. Arriving in front of the school, it turns out Raya has been waiting in front of the school gate while standing with a bag on her back, but this is not yet the time to go home from school. Angga immediately pulled over his car in front of Raya.

"God, baby, why is your face like that?" Angga was surprised to see the chaotic Kingdom as it ran out of tears with swollen eyes and her long hair that was slightly uncovered. Lost is this young girl's beauty.

"Mas, when will I marry you? I'm ashamed, I don't want to go to school anymore! I'll take the equation alone to take a High School diploma. Soon my stomach will grow. I don't want to go back to school!" Raya immediately spilled her heart when she got into the car. It seemed like Raya thought of many things while waiting for Angga earlier.

"Yes, yes, baby. We'll get married soon. But you have to go to school, you can change schools if you are embarrassed at this school. It's a pity that you'll be in for the final exam soon. Your stomach hasn't grown yet, baby." Angga tried to calm and persuade Raya. Actually Angga is also embarrassed if later have a wife who did not finish High School.

"Well, I don't want to! I'm traumatized to go to school again!"

"The part I read from the article on google, pregnant women can not stress. It is not good for the health of the baby in the womb. Don't you want to have a disabled child?!"

"Well, it's up to you, as comfortable as you are. Come with what you want." Angga said giving up on Raya.

"Yes mas. Anyway, this is also because of your wife. He must have intentionally caught you! And when we are the same again, he deliberately told your child to make our decetin. I can't believe your wife would do that. Don't-don't he deliberately pay people again to keep the record spread in my school!" Raya complained, provoking Angga.

"Reyna's not that kind of person, baby, she can't possibly dare to do that." Said Angga while running his car slowly.

"Why the hell you are, you still think of your ugly wife! The proof we have seen. The past can be videotaped yesterday and can be spread to my school anyway. Whom do you try if it's not your wife!"

"Yes, but that doesn't mean it's Reyna. It might be like you said on the phone earlier, there were your schoolmates passing by and then they recorded yesterday's incident." Angga still defends Reyna.

"Duh mas, you're saying you don't want to believe. It's up to you. Don't let you mengesel ya! Never after this is your turn to be humiliated in front of your coworking friend. I have no problem quitting school. You are willing to quit your job?!"