IT'S ME YOU HURT
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While sitting in the fresh air in front of the terrace of his house, a neighbor next to the house Angga played melow song from Mah*lini and Nuc*, titled: I AM WRONG. A song that describes his heart at this moment.

{I don't understand how stupid you are, *let you go far from heart*.}

The first stanza of the song that Angga heard seemed to be mocking him. Right, how stupid he was to make a woman like Reyna leave his side. The woman he chose and considered more than Reyna turned out to be rotten and did not really love her sincerely. Everything that happened because of his mistakes and stupidity. Love is not wrong, Angga is wrong. There is no need to blame Raya or blame love and circumstances that occur. All the mistakes are in Angga. Angga was wrong, and that then made his life ruined like this!

'Reyna, where are you? Do you miss me? I really miss you now! If God permits, I would like to see you once more, see you again even if only from afar!' Angga is so fond of missing Reyna.

Regretted? Yes, if time could be repeated... Why regret always comes too late.. Her memory floated back in the first time she admitted about her affair with Raya, the night where she decided to marry Raya for love and the fetus that was in the belly of Raya. The night Reyna came out of the house with Ziva.

Before leaving Angga's house, Reyna said that one day Angga would regret his actions. And right, this moment was when he felt the love and regret that came later. His heart ached, like it was pierced by a dagger. Tears do not flow down the cheeks.

*****

Gina is trying to karaoke without a mic in front of the 52-inch Smart Tv that has just been purchased by Reyna from a bonus that she can result in winning the race for a teen-themed story title (teen) on one of the online reading application platforms. Gina is very happy to have a new tv because the previous tv is old and outdated. Smart tv, Gina connect to internet wifi and play some songs from youtube.

Gina sang a song from Andm*sh, titled: CAN WITHOUT YOU. Gina really likes all the songs from Andm*sh, because her voice is melodious, the songs are very touching and very nice to hear in the ear.

{I'll prove that I can be without you

You were not created to be with me.

But remember that one day

You won't find it in anyone else

Who loves you more than me.

I can be without you...}.

The song was sung by Gina for Reyna. Yes, now Reyna can prove to everyone that even though he is limping, and with a struggle that is not easy, he can rise again and stand up straight. Working to make money on her own, giving birth and taking care of Galena without Angga by her side! Although it initially feels heavy, but the time that finally can make Reyna get used to and do everything yourself.

'All the stories between me and Angga that have passed let it be a memory. There is nothing to regret be it a meeting or marriage with the Angga mas, because it has been suratan destiny.' Inner Reyna.

At first it was heavy, very heavy and painful for Reyna. But with great heart Reyna can accept the destiny that has been laid out for her. He does not need to be imprisoned with a sense of regret that will not change anything.

For Reyna it is better to improve and learn from past experiences, because experience is a teacher and a very valuable lesson. Experience teaches him not to rely on humans, because humans are limited and weak, one day humans will disappoint and leave us.

The loss that so much taught Reyna to rely on God the owner of this life, and to devote this whole life to Him. What are we who are only mortal men, God is the owner of the earth and its contents include man. Nothing is eternal, for everything under this heaven will go away and disappear.

'And God heard my prayer. He healed my heart, by bringing Galena into my life. I was given a family that was always there and supported me in all circumstances, and I was met with good people who would be friends with me, and always ready to help me. Somehow returning the favor of Vita, she was one of the people who encouraged me to rise.'

To Reyna, Vita was like an angel whom God sent while she was struggling and rose from her troubles, other than her own family. Vita is present and encourages and accompanies Reyna through her difficult time, while pregnant, giving birth, and working. Most of Reyna's clients for make up are colleagues or acquaintances of Vita, from Vita is a lot of upper class people who know and become a subscription to Reyna.

Reyna feels enough now. Grateful for the fortune she received from the two jobs she did as a writer and make-up artist, and appreciating the existence of the people God placed by her side at this time, is the key to happiness for Reyna.

'I can rise up, I am happy without having to be shadowed by past grudges. Maybe for others they think me too naive and stupid. Let them think like that, let people say what. I can't force anyone to agree with me. My happiness does not depend on what others think and say!'

'I don't hate my ex-husband, I just don't love him anymore! Yes, I can confidently say... There is no more love for Angga in my heart! There are no grudges and no tears! Right now I'm happy without you, mas.'

Drr....

Reyna's daydream is stopped due to an incoming call from her best friend Vita.

[Yes, hello Vit.]

[Hello Na, what are you doing? I'm bothering you?]

[No, where have you disturbed me. I am the one who always bothers you. I was relaxing at Vit's house again, so Galena happened to be taking a nap so I could sit back and listen to the song.]

[Me, I want to ask you again Na.]

[Ready, what the hell can't I help make a beautiful and kind Auntie Vita.]

[Hmm, it looks like I should talk directly to you. I'm not good with just the phone. Or, can I just go to your house now? I'm not interrupting, am I?]

[And I told you, you never bother Vit. Okay, I'll wait.] The call is interrupted between Vita and Reyna. Reyna wondered what her best friend Vita would say.

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