IT'S ME YOU HURT
Meet doctor Vita

Today exactly a month after Ziva's death, Reyna will check herself and her womb with an obstetrician, who practices at Harapan Kita hospital. Reyna also plans to visit doctor Vita, a resident doctor in the pediatric surgery department who had sewed Ziva's clothes and gave them to Reyna upon Ziva's death.

Arriving at the hospital, Reyna went to the practice of obstetricians, obstetricians while pregnant Ziva first. When taking the number, Reyna got the number to 19.

'Wah many also came to check the content today.' Inner Reyna.

The examination is still 2 or 3 hours, because each patient takes about 10-15 minutes. And again at this time the doctor is not in the practice room. According to the nurse who served at the receptionist is still about 15 minutes new doctors come, because currently the doctor is still in the delivery room.

While waiting her turn, Reyna decided to go see Vita's doctor at Poli Anak in this hospital. 'Hopefully we can meet with Vita's doctor. I also didn't know how to contact her because I didn't have her contacts at all.' Inner Reyna.

Lucky doctor Vita is on guard picket at this time, and coincidentally poly child is also being deserted. He was sitting with several other doctors. Reyna ventured to greet doctor Vita.

"Good morning. Doctor Vita?" Sapa Reyna while asking stale.

"Yes me. Let's go in. Can I help you, ma'am?" Doctor Vita politely replies, while looking to remember who Reyna is.

Doctor Vita tries to remember Reyna's familiar face. Of course, every day interacts with many people and a variety of characters, making Vita doctors often confused to meet people who are not too close. Reyna then went in and approached him.

"I'm Ziva's mother the little girl who died exactly a month ago during surgery. You're the one who sewed my daughter's clothes cut during the examination, and handed them to me at her death." Reyna answered with a small smile.

The face of doctor Vita who was originally smiling kindly instantly turned flat. There was a hint of sadness on her beautiful face as Reyna introduced herself.

"Can you talk to me for a second, Doc?" Ask Reyna politely. Doctor Vita only looked at Reyna for a few seconds, then as if he realized the new doctor replied.

"Yes"

Doctor Vita then looked at some doctors in the room and asked for permission to go out for a while. He then leads Reyna out of the Poli Anak's room.

"Let's follow me." Take doctor Vita while walking towards the cafeteria in this hospital, they are sitting at the end table. A few minutes passed, they just sat looking at each other. No one wants to start a conversation between the two. Reyna finally ventured to speak first, because she invited doctor Vita out.

"Three days after Ziva's death, I dreamed of meeting him." Reyna said starting the conversation first, not good considering it has taken the picket time of this beautiful doctor.

"Actually I just got divorced with my husband, because my husband was having an affair. He and his mistress just got married . When I just lost my husband, I had to accept the harsh fact that my only daughter also left me for good. My world is completely destroyed, because my daughter's reason for me to keep fighting and surviving, must go for eternity."

Somehow Reyna was so free to tell his life story to this beautiful doctor who he had only met twice. Reyna is usually very closed to others, even with her own family.

Reyna kept talking.

Doctor Vita from earlier had not said a word. He had just been silent while listening to what Reyna said with a difficult look. Between sadness, guilt, and sadness seen from the look of her beautiful face.

"I was going to end my life!" Reyna paused for a while, taking a deep breath and throwing it back away. Seeking strength to continue his words.

"It's a good thing my father found me just seconds after the rope got tangled around my neck, and I was able to survive and live to this day. When I was unconscious, I dreamed of meeting my daughter. She was so beautiful and shining about to climb up the very tall stairs soaring into the sky. I screamed for my little girl to wait for me and take me with her. But he looked at me and told me to go home, although not in words but I seemed to understand his point. Before Ziva climbed the stairs again, he gave me his beloved doll. Looks like she told me to give her doll to someone. And it turns out I just found out afterwards that I was pregnant. It's been four months now. I realized the doll she gave to her sister." Reyna stopped talking for a second. This beautiful doctor was seen shedding tears upon hearing Reyna's story.

"The doctor knew that in addition to giving her beloved doll Ziva also gave me a dress. After I saw it, it was the clothes Ziva wore before he died. The clothes that the doctor sewed and gave me at his death... As her mother, I know Ziva wants to thank doctor Vita." Reyna smiled as she grabbed the hands of doctor Vita.

Doctor Vita was crying more and more, and Reyna clasped her hand even tighter. It was fortunate that they were sitting at the very end of the table, and the atmosphere of the cafeteria was quiet, so it did not attract the attention of others.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I can't save him! I tried, but..." Long silent only a small cry was heard, then finally doctor Vita spoke, still with a cry but she tried to control her voice because they were in a public place.

Reyna tried to smile broadly, to strengthen Vita's doctor. Reyna could feel doctor Vita was a good person.

"Humans can try, but God is the one who decides." I said calm him down.

"I know the doctor has done his best to save my son. And I'm very grateful. Maybe that's how my little girl feels, and Ziva tries to tell me by handing me that shirt!" Reyna clasped Vita's hand like she was transferring power to him.

"thank you. Thank you!" doctor Vita said with sincerity and compassion.

He then told that the operation was the first surgery held directly by him, although in the surgical team there were several senior doctors who participated in the operation. Usually he only became a doctor's assistant or observed from the end of the room when the operation was carried out. And Vita's doctor was devastated to lose the life of his first patient. He tried his best to save Ziva. But what would be said bleeding is inevitable, and when taken to the hospital the state of Ziva is very severe. And because of that incident, Dr. Vita became traumatized and did not dare to go into the operating room again.

Once again, doctor Vita thanked me. Doctor Vita changes seats, sits next to Reyna and hugs her.

"I'm sorry for coming here now!" reyna said sincerely. It turned out that his current presence meant a lot to Doctor Vita.

It didn't feel like they were talking for two hours in the Hospital Cafeteria. Reyna then decided to go back to the gynecologist's office to check the contents. But before that they exchanged mobile numbers, in order to be more familiar and exchange information, especially about health and nutrition especially now Reyna is pregnant, said doctor Vita. Actually Vita doctor who first asked for Reyna's mobile number, Reyna where dare to ask for Vita's doctor's phone number first.

After speaking for quite a while, it seemed that Doctor Vita was a cool person to chat with and kind-hearted.