IT'S ME YOU HURT
Berating Raya

I saw their departure in silence. In my heart I laughed with satisfaction! O Lord, forgive your servant who is satisfied to have welcomed Mas Angga and Raya.

I've tried to restrain myself from being provoked by Raya's words, but it seems that the boy deliberately wanted to anger me.

My heart is not made of stone which is always silent when they insult and humiliate me.

I must show an attitude before Raya and Angga so that they will no longer act as they please to me!

I thought I would be afraid and submit to what they said! I can no longer remain silent, enough I have become a foolish woman who always remains silent and holds pain in her heart alone.

After all, now Angga and I are no longer husband and wife. I used to be silent out of respect for Angga as my husband. I always remember my mother's message, that I should be a good wife and submit to my husband. Right now I have no obligation to submit to him like I used to. I don't hate him. Just don't want to be a weak woman who's always hurt.

The successive events, meeting with Rian and then after that meeting with Raya made me even more furious so that I became this brave. I was also surprised by myself.

"Patiently, everything will be beautiful in its time." Said a mother hugging her child.

I just smiled, nodding. Ah, these words have been heard many times since I was a child, but now these words can be very touching and strengthen me! A simple sentence that gives hope for a better tomorrow than today.

"Thank you ma'am!" Answer me with sincerity.

People gradually dispersed, and I hurried away on my bike.

*****

Pov Angga's

I am very ashamed of the attitude of Raya who is still very childish. I never thought at SPBU I met my ex-wife, and she was with my wife Raya who I haven't married in a week.

When I came out of the toilet, I saw people crowding. It turns out they're swarming Raya and Reyna. I don't know what happened until a lot of people were curious and swarmed them. I find it hard to break through those people.

What the hell did Raya say to Reyna, so Reyna looked that angry. And again Reyna was very brave to announce in front of the people about the state of our household. I then took Raya away from that place, in my car.

"Raya, why the hell do you have to look for Reyna! You see, it's because of you that we're both embarrassed in front of people!" I immediately scolded Raya while in the car and started to drive her forward.

"You why the hell Mas, after all they don't recognize us, right?!" Answer Raya lightly.

"You didn't see anyone holding a cell phone and recording the incident?!! What the hell was on your mind to accidentally lure Reyna, huh?!" I was very angry and hit him hard.

"I just want Reyna to know that we're married, and no longer Mas' affair partner!" Raya is still trying to defend herself.

"But what is Rayaaa for???" I'm starting to growl. What the hell is on the mind of the woman beside me who is already my wife.

Ahhh, my left hand is holding my temple while my right hand is still holding the wheel. My head hurts to face him. I was really angry with Raya's attitude this time. Not a week we were married I've been made dizzy with his attitude. He's just fun in bed! Other than that there was nothing he could do right.

I don't even know how a beautiful young woman can't tidy up a room properly! Huuffff... What has he been doing all this time? As a woman did her mother never teach her properly at home?

For cooking and cleaning, don't ask again! The Kingdom absolutely cannot! Thankfully, we now have a maid. No one can do all the work at home without Reyna.

"Mas, my stomach is getting bigger, I'm getting fat already huh?!" Raya switched the conversation by commenting on her body shape. Well, her name is also a pregnant woman, it is natural that now Raya has begun to contain.

"Hmmm..." I didn't answer the question. Still upset with his work.

"So I'm fat, mas?! You'll also leave me alone when I'm fat and not as pretty as you did Reyna?!" Raya is like a man who fires a beard hearing my answer. Makes my head hurt more with his behavior.

"What the hell are you!!! I'm fed up with your attitude Raya!" I couldn't stand it anymore, I yelled loudly while stopping my car to the side of the road. Fortunately, I was able to control the vehicle I was driving. Otherwise the injury will not be inevitable, because I stopped suddenly.

"Enough Kingdom!! I'm sick of your childish nature!!!" Can't stand it, I'm blowing my emotions by hitting the steering wheel.

"You are now a wife, and soon you will be a mother! So learn to be a good wife and a good mother to our child!!!"

Raya was shocked, like shock seeing me for the first time angry and like a man of doom!

I can't stand facing it anymore. She could only cry without saying anything. I don't know why her current attitude doesn't make me feel sorry, it makes me even more upset with her.

"Stop crying! Or do you want me to put it down here?!" Threaten me.

"Don't do it, Mum. I'm pregnant!" Raya answered while continuing to cry loudly.

"I don't care! Stop crying!" My voice is getting higher, I don't want to lose to him.

"Down! Quick down!" I opened the left side door next to him.

"I-iya, yes. I'll stop crying." Raya replied slightly softened, still with a sigh of relief, trying to drown out the cries from her mouth. I see Raya is starting to calm down. Of course he didn't want to go down by the side of the road.

"Listen to me Raya. Now you must change your spoiled nature! Not everything you want should be done, and not everything you think you can do! Think about the long-term effects of what you're doing!"

"One more thing, you have to learn to cook and clean the house from now on! At least we can clean and tidy our room properly!"

"But, I can't mas... I'm pregnant again, so I can't work. Besides, we have a maid in our house, right?! Why bother paying a maid if they don't do anything!"

"It's not like that Kingdom! Listen to me, I'm your husband now!" My head hurts more and more, what the hell is on this kid's mind?! Looks like my words didn't get in his head properly.

"You don't have to do all the housework, but at least you can tidy up our room and serve me when I'm going to go and get home from work! You are now a wife!"

"I need you as my wife to serve all my needs as a husband!"

"I can't work...." Not finished Raya replied, I immediately cut off her words.

"Therefore, you must learn from now!!!" Arrghh, talking to him makes me almost breathless.

"I-iya. I'll try to learn." Reply quickly, not wanting to see me getting angry.

"Hooft!" I took a rough breath, leaning my head on the wheel. Talking to Raya makes me very exhausted, like just finished running 10 rounds around the field.