Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
WARNING

At 8am I finished breakfast and rushed to Josh Rainer's room.

Arriving in front of Josh's room, no one was guarding. Instead of being given a guard, Celine didn't seem to want to bother and would rather lock her child from the outside.

Slowly, I unlocked the door and entered the prince's private room.

And there he was, sitting on the bed in his usual style, looking straight ahead.

With a handsome face that did not erode the confusion he felt.

“Good morning Josh!” I greeted him while helping open the curtains so that sunlight could enter through the window.

When I wanted to turn off the main light in the living room, I realized that the main light of the room was dead.

Again, he gave an unusual response. Josh Rainer, who is losing his memory and experiencing mental stress after an accident, knows how to turn off the lights.

The switch off the light itself is on the remote hanging next to Josh's bed. For an unusual amnesiac with this kind of luxurious room arrangement, it turns out that he is capable of doing so.

Josh Rainer, why do you still not want to be honest about your current condition?

I tried to find information by not provoking it. I don't want what happened yesterday to happen again.

“Josh I am the doctor responsible for your recovery. I'm Selena Ariadna. Yesterday I had not been able to introduce myself,” I am now sitting on the edge of his bed.

He still didn't look at me.

“I'm sorry about yesterday.”

Now he began to show change by swerving at me.

“I'm too excited to see the progress in the patients I handle. I really want you to heal,” I said sincerely.

He was still shaking and would not answer all my questions. Slowly, he started looking straight at me.

“Josh, you can tell me anything. Your current feelings, your fears, your anger. I won't tell anyone.”

He still doesn't answer me.

What do I do to get him to communicate both ways with me?

As I was half-thinking, suddenly the sound of a click on the door blew me away. Celine, Rikian and a woman I've been expecting in her 40s entered the Prince's room together.

I was more interested in observing the change Josh felt after seeing Celine approach him.

His body shook again. But now he closed his eyes like he wanted to hold back.

“Doctor,” greet Celine with her flat tone. “This is sister Diana, who will work with you for recovery Josh.”

I moved closer to them. In front of me was Sister Diana, a woman who was quite protective of her appearance with her not-so-high stature. I tried to shake his hand and was accepted lazily.

This Sister Diana seemed to be possessed by Celine's spirit, her arrogant attitude was almost similar.

But I'm the doctor here. He still has to follow my instructions

“From today, all interactions between the doctor and Josh, medication and food will be supervised by Sister Diana. Nurse reserves the right to terminate therapy measures that are considered too excessive for Josh.”

Did I not hear wrong?

The rikian next to Celine also seemed to be fixing her glasses, a sign confused by the rules Celine played.

“As I recall, in the agreement yesterday Mother said the nurse was responsible for giving drugs to Josh and accompanying me while doing therapy only?”

“Why? You just want to be alone with Josh? Who knows you have a motive to seduce my son when his mind is in a daze like this.” 

Really, I could have spent hours arguing with Celine about how I was treated improperly to do my job. But I really don't want to add to the murky situation at the moment, especially in front of Josh who still has unstable emotions.

 And now Josh is shaking violently on the bed.

“Mother Celine can ask for help getting out first? The emotional patient is still unstable and always tantrums when there is a mother,”.

Celine's mother was unable to accept it but after seeing her son go back on a rampage and throw a bull at her, she ran out of the room.

Why is Josh always running amok when there's Celine?

Why did he attack me yesterday but not now?

I'm now trying to dampen Josh's emotions helped by Diana and Rikian. After 10 minutes, he calmed down.

One significant progress considering that yesterday Josh had to be injected first can only calm down.

After she calmed down, I asked Diana to feed Josh breakfast this morning.  Arrange to prepare a fresh green salad and avocado for the nutritional improvement of Josh's brain.

While I recorded all the observations this morning ranging from temperature, blood pressure, heart rate to behavior ‘liar’ Josh these past few days.

“Prangg.” the sound of the plate falling shocked me. In front of me, Josh seemed uncooperative with Diana and dropped his plate.

“Aduh!” diana shouted that the plate spillage broke. Fresh blood flowed from the sisters' feet.

“Damn it! If you don't want to eat, say!” yelling in front of Josh's face, hysterical seeing his leg hurt.

I instantly distanced this lousy-headed Diana from Josh.

“Suster, your job is to take care of the patient instead of berating him, “ scold me. “Please treat your feet first.”

Diana glared at me. “I don't need to be told you.” He walked towards the exit of the room, leaving me and Rikian stare confused.

Can I fire my own sister?

In this case, definitely not. Obviously Celine gave her more work to spy on me, not to help me heal her son.

I immediately asked Rikian to prepare another breakfast for Josh. “What is the most commonly eaten food Josh has every breakfast?”

“Boiled eggs, Doctor.”

“OK, can I add to his salad?”

my door.

Leaving me and Josh alone again.

I approached her again and tried to get her to talk.

“I've also been scared and angry like you. When my loved ones leave me for good,” I start.

“I'm really angry with myself, because if it wasn't for me, maybe he'd still be here and live happily as he wants.”

“I am really down and just want to die. But I then realized.”

That's where Josh really shows a different reaction.

He looks very good listening to me.

In fact, he slowly grabbed my hand.

“You want to listen to my speech? Thank you,” I praise him sincerely.

 “I then realized that if I kept falling, I gave up on the opportunity God gave me to find my own happiness.”

“While many people who are hunted are called God and have not found their happiness.”

I can't believe my tears are dripping.

That's right, Dio's death crushed me to the point of not wanting to live anymore.

I always believed that Dio was my life goal. True love. Semati.

But that's not the path God wants for me.

With everyone supporting me to continue living, I tried to rise up and hope to continue to be strong in the face of the trials of the pseudo world.

I must not be selfish and give up my precious life at a time when all the dead are still expecting to live.

But what is happiness like to me?

I don't know yet either. But this is what God wants me to look for, right?

My tears are not dripping anymore, but flowing. I can't help but feel a deep longing for my beloved.

I know it's unprofessional, crying in front of my patients but please understand that these weeks have been the hardest for me. “I shouldn't cry in front of you, sorry."

This handsome prince still clasped my hand and listened to my sigh.

His eyes are deep into my eyes.

I don't know but it feels like he can hear my heart. Telepathy, maybe that kind of thing.

What I did not anticipate afterwards, she wiped away the cries on my face with her hands. He put his hand on my shoulder before he grabbed me.

Josh Rainer hugged me!

This is the second time he hugged me, the first time he did it when we met at the hospital.

There was a sense of calm and peace as I leaned on his shoulders. Like all my sadness about Dio is slowly fading away. I really want to keep leaning longer.

But not for how long I realized that this was not true.

I am a doctor who must cure his patients, not the other way around!

I got up from my seat while wiping away the remains of tears on my face. “I have now risen from that fear, well now it's your turn Josh! I said encourage him.

He was surprised to see my sudden action. “You promised me to heal huh? Tos if you agree!”

Josh seemed worried and looked in my eyes until he finally returned my tos.

“Thank you Josh! This is a cool development for you to get well soon! “ I'm really happy he finally can communicate two ways with me.

He no longer held his own emotions.

He can even empathize and feel the emotions of others.

Although it wasn't acting, I was quite satisfied with bringing my personal side to test the patient's reaction. These kinds of things are needed to analyze the patient's response and ensure the health of his soul.

I was getting excited to push him to heal.

Now it has arrived again with its new plate. Realizing that none of Sister Diana was supposed to feed Josh, I took over her duties.

Josh didn't refuse when I was bribing and I smiled so widely. I kept telling him about who Josh Rainer was to stimulate his own mind. Slowly so that the patient does not feel tired.

Diana walked in about half an hour later and watched over the therapy I had been doing all day with Josh.

When my work time was about to end, I prescribed the medicine to Diana and said goodbye to Josh.

Whether this is my feeling or not, I feel like Josh's eyes are talking “please stay here longer.”

Of course I can't do that because I can break the contract. I then left him. When I want to open the door of the room I see a familiar object placed in the living room cabinet in Josh's room.

My cellphone.

I took it while staring. I checked this part yesterday and I'm sure there's nothing. Why is there now?

Maybe, Rikian who just put it there when he came earlier and did not want to disturb my therapy session with Josh. Thought.

I then went out of the room to my room. While in the room, I opened the phone that I did not meet all day and checked some incoming messages. From my mom, Gery and Anna. Everyone asked about my news.

When I switched to screensaver mode, that's where I was surprised.

There are posts that use capital letters that appear in screensaver mode.

I have never changed this fashion for a lifetime. Who did this?

Those words gave me a goosebumps effect as well as half-dead confusion.

“CAREFULLY, YOU ARE SUPERVISED.”