Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
LOVE & SECRETS

When my parents went into his room to rest, Josh Rainer and I were still in the garden outside the back of Josh Rainer's house in Bel Air, Los Angeles, California.

I was waiting for him. He had to explain a lot of things that he never explained to me.

Whatever that's the reason.

To me, honesty is everything. I appreciate people telling me more painful facts than covering up things I don't know.

Moreover, I have chosen him as my life partner. I wish he could be more open and just as honest as I did him.

“Josh, we have to talk,” I said start this conversation.

Josh looked up at me as he was walking from the outdoor barbeque area, where we were spending our dinner, and headed to the floor with various sound systems and lighting. Still in the park outside behind his house.

He smiled at me while turning on the music by pressing a button on one of the jumbo speakers.

With a quick motion, he also turned on the high floodlight that made the floor he was on now flicker.

Oh.

Now, the area she was walking in turned into a romantic dance floor. Flickering shahdu in the darkness of night on this hill,

Moreover, the beautiful skyview view of the city of Los Angeles behind it, really supports to spend time with loved ones.

He then stuck out his empty hand at me with a smile on his face.

“We talk while dancing?” take him while bowing to me.

Just like the prince who was inviting the princess to dance in a Disney movie.

I actually prefer to talk about my complaints in a closed room.

But I also don't want to lose the moment of dancing with the man who shot me in the heart, especially in the best place I've ever been to like this.

I then walked towards him and handed my hands over to him completely.

Classical music is so beautiful between us. I'm guessing this is music that was created in the era of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

“ This is part of the Piano Concerto that Mozart created, one of my favorite music,” he explained to me while placing both hands on my waist.

Again, I felt like he could read my mind. I was just thinking about this music composer and he explained it without me asking.

Is this called a soul mate? When our minds are often connected together?

Yet..

No matter how good our thoughts are, it is useless if this relationship is not based on openness and honesty.

I put my hand on his neck. We swayed slowly to follow this romantic music with our faces very close to each other.

What a beautiful moment. I've never danced romantically like this with anyone.

We danced romantically for about 10 minutes until I finally didn't want to put off any more of my curiosity about what happened.

Right now, my face is next to his head. I whispered it, to the point, questioning its weirdness.

“Why don't you give me my phone?”

She kept swaying while hugging me, while answering my confusion.

“So no one is bothering us here. I want this trip to erase all the terrible things we've been through. I want us to enjoy our wonderful time together here, without any outside interference. Since yesterday I also did not open my phone,” he said casually while holding me tightly.

Really so?

He seemed to feel that I was doubtful of his answer. He then changed his dance style, and now we've been looking at him while moving slowly on the dance floor.

“You don't trust me?” askalanya.

“How can I believe that there are so many things you don't tell me about your life?” i said bluntly.

Josh seemed to be frowning as he digested my words.

“Selena..,” she is now stopping the clattering of her legs, and kissing my hands tightly.

While I'm still waiting for an explanation.

“I.. sometimes want to be like Aldebaran who likes to tell stories, supple and liked by many people. Sometimes, I want to be able to throw a joke and make everyone laugh. But I can't.. This is how I am.” asked in a sad tone.

Oh naw.

I don't mean at all to say that Josh Rainer's cover-up makes him very unattractive. It's not like that.

However, it seemed like he had already felt insecure himself and directly compared his personality to that of Aldebaran, his own brother.

“Josh Rainer, I really like you you. It is you who is. However, there are some things we need to get straight if we want this relationship to go smoothly,” I explained to him.

We don't dance anymore.

However, Mozart's Piano Concerto sound is still the accompaniment music of our serious talks tonight.

“I sometimes feel sad because I don't know you at all,” I'm honest with him.

Josh was still holding my hands together, and looking at me seriously.

“I just wish you could be more open with me. You can tell me anything. You are my lover. You yourself once said, your world is my world, and my world is your world.”

Josh Rainer suddenly pulled me into his arms.

He hugged me in silence. So tight.

“When I don't know anything about what happened to your father and mother, and you tell it to others without me knowing first. I'm so sad.”.

Josh was still speechless and replied to her just by hugging me tighter, making it hard for me to breathe.

“When Helena knows more about you. While I only know that you are a patient who was taken hostage and almost killed by your own stepmother, I feel I am nothing more than her..” I still make my complaint.

Josh was still shaking and still holding me.

“I want to know you fully. When you've been at your lowest point, your happy days too. Because I want to always accompany you in every difficult and happy we until death separates us.” getirku.

Josh's back is shaking, is he crying?

“I love you Josh Rainer. Can you be more open and trust me?” I mean.

Josh has now let go of his arms.

“Thank you for replying to my feelings, Selena. I. have not felt happy like this for a long time.” she smiled bitterly. “And forgive me, I will try more open and better to be a partner for your life.”

Why is Josh always so sweet when we talk about feelings?

“So.. would you like to tell me what happened to your parents? And why is there Celine among them?” manya curious.

“Can we finish this stalled dance first? I've always wanted to dance up here with my girlfriend. After that, if you want we can talk until morning.”.

I smiled and gave my hand to her.

“By pleasure, Your Majesty,” my candlestick.

We spent about an hour dancing together under the dim California sky moon.

Every now and then, I step on her foot and she'll step back on my foot, making our night not only romantic but also very fun.

Moreover, Josh Rainer is someone who likes to chant beautiful and romantic verses. Several times, the deadly whispers of Josh Rainer made my heart beat faster.

..Your charm warms me more than the moon tonight..

.. You are the aurora God sent to light up the rest of my life..

..I love you forever, Selena. And willing to do anything to take care of you by my side..

My nose seems to be going to nosebleed if I keep listening to the sweetness of Josh Rainer's mouth all night.

Suddenly, it rained down.

Made us finish the dance with a tangle. We rushed back to the main house to avoid the rain.

We ran around laughing, in the wet of the night and chasing each other towards the main house.

The housekeeper who was still waiting for us handed each of the dry towels to me and Josh Rainer, as our feet tracked down the spacious and magnificent main house.

Now we both dry our bodies in the living room filled with various luxurious antiques. Several times he tried to dry my hair with his towel then kissed my cheeks and lips, as an expression of his happiness tonight.

Until my eyes finally stuck to the big painting in the living room.

Painting of a young woman and her young son who just left the age of a toddler.

A woman who is graceful and has a similar face to Josh Rainer.

This must be his mother.

“Your mother looks a lot like you,” I said I admired her.

Josh glanced at me and understood what I meant when he saw my eyes not moving away from the huge portrait on the wall.

“Physical and nature, yes. I also inherited my mother's silence. On the other hand Al does not look like a mother at all, she is very different to us. He inherits more of his good-natured father,” he said by then while drying his hair with a towel.

Huh huh?

What does Josh mean?

“Of course, right? Mana may have inherited your mother's nature because she was a child.. Celine?” my lot stuck in the esophagus.

Josh Rainer's hand stopped from his head which was still wrapped in a towel. He now looks at me deeply.

He seemed to have just realized what he was talking about was very strange.

However, I cannot deny that yet another strange thing happened here.

Josh Rainer said something very unnatural.

As if.. Ale is his sibling from father and mother alike?

It can't be, can it?

Ale is the son of Celine and the father of Josh Rainer. Didn't Josh's grandmother also agree to this before?

Did Josh just mispronounce?

However, why would Josh also react in such shock if he just misspoke?

“Josh..” I tried to dig out more about my confusion, but my words seemed to slip through the air.

“You better shower first huh? I'm afraid you're sick,” he said, then encouraged me to immediately go up to the room and clean up.

“Let's just ask you to be more open.” I said reminding him, almost angry if he goes back to covering up things I don't know.

Josh Rainer seemed silent for a few seconds. He seems to be thinking hard.

“Selena, I promise I'll tell you all about my life. You take a shower first, right? I will go to your room later,” he said trying to smile bitterly.

What else do I not know about you, Josh?

What else are you hiding from me?

I shook my head as I walked towards my room. Leaving it without me looking back.

Realizing that the person I love is really full of secrecy, which she absolutely does not want to share with me if I do not ask for it.

I was upset, but still trying to understand it.Because as he said, this is what he is.

Anyway, I'll wait for a reasonable explanation from him in a moment. He promised to open up his life story to me.

Josh is still under the stairs and I have now reached my door. I then opened the doorknob and headed straight for the bathroom to clean myself up.

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Without me knowing that one of the housekeepers was now approaching Josh, right after I had closed the door.

“Young master, there's a phone call from Mr. Aldebaran. Already about 10 times he called from earlier,” said the waiter while handing the phone home to Josh.

Josh picked up the phone and thanked the housekeeper and asked the ARTs to take a break.

Josh also reminded that in the early morning the ART should have prepared breakfast and the entire preparation of the Selena family to go to Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center, he said, the best hospital in Los Angeles we're going to tomorrow for Selena's father's treatment.

Then Josh Rainer walked quickly and climbed the stairs to his room, which was right next to Selena's.

Then lock it tightly.

“What's up?” ask Josh behind the phone.

“I already know everything about the accident. Don't you have a heart, Josh? Go leave Indonesia so Selena never knows anything that you are the cause of her fiance dead?” aldebaran's voice from the end of the phone sounded like it was burning the room.

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