
“If I say we will be safe, then we will be safe. If I say we will die together after marriage and have children, yes we will also die together happily later!”
My cheeks must be back flushed. My lips must be ashamed. When remembering the most stressful moment as well as relieving my heart at that time.
When Josh Rainer risked his life to save me.
And those words succeeded in sedating me and penetrating the deepest recesses of my heart.
“My dear, I'd rather be seriously injured than lose you.”
Josh Rainer's..
You are truly the sweetest thing God has given me in the midst of the terrible suffering I have experienced lately.
When my life was ruined and ruined after Dio's death, there were still men who were willing to sacrifice and protect me even though life was at stake.
I was really touched by all of his actions.
I might even be very fond of him.
Considering this alone makes my heart seem like it wants to break, what if he was here and said something sweet like this?
Just as I was immersed in that beautiful image, the doorknob of this patient's room turned.
I flinched and reflexively saw the visitor who immediately entered with half a run to this room.
The knight..
Running quickly towards me with a face that was very relieved to see me have opened my eyes.
Josh Rainier..
He said nothing but to keep me warm. Close-fitting.
Josh Rainer is no longer wearing his black suit. He now wears a dark blue sweater, his favorite color and khaki trousers. The smell of her body made me think back to the times I took care of her when she pretended to be an amnesiac patient.
Now, he's the one who took care of me.
“Your mother is coming home, bringing some change of clothes for your father. I've called him and he's so glad you're sober. Your father is asleep due to treatment, but the situation has stabilized,” he explained in his usual flat tone.
He knew that family was the most important thing to me and he tried to explain my family's situation after I woke up so as not to worry me.
“Thank you for saving me, thank you for giving me your blood, thank you for taking care of my family.” I really said it.
She now let go of her arms and held onto my shoulder.With her gaze capable of stirring my heart.
“My life is now your life too, Selena. My world is also your world.” his reply which again makes my heart like it is being pumped.
I really have to get used to the poetic words Josh Rainer has always spoken to me. If not, maybe I could have a heart attack every day.
“Josh..” I don't know what to reply.
“Don't leave me again huh?” lirih. He's now even pecked my old forehead, really meaning it.
As well as offending me for running away from his protection, which eventually got me involved in this confinement.
“Origin you don't confuse me,” reply hang.
Josh seemed to think for a moment, thinking about what I meant. He then stroked my head with a smile.
“Selena, if you feel I'm playing with your feelings with Helena, it's wrong. My relationship with her has been over since a year ago,” she said as she gently stroked my long hair.
Really so?
“Helena introduced herself to me as your lover. He also tried to kiss you and you did not reject him,” I said asking for his explanation. My tone has now turned serious.
Josh breathed out loud.
“You really want to discuss this? I'm very worried about your health, I want you to rest first,“.
However, I don't care.
For me, the most important thing right now is the clarity after I chose Josh as my life companion.
“I'm healthy now. I don't want to constantly worry that maybe I've taken someone else's soul mate. I want everything to be clear,” I said firmly.
He's now helping me to put me in this electric bed.
“Alright, darling. If this can make you better,” he said later.
Oh God..
Every time Josh Rainer says he loves me, it feels like I'm electrocuted and have to concentrate on what he wants to say
at me.
I really need to get used to all this.
“You probably already know that I've been with Helena ever since I was a kid. Last year I did ask her to get married, but she turned me down outright" she began.
"She said she still wanted to focus on her career and asked me to wait for her for a year. However, she's getting less and more unreachable.”
I tried to listen to him carefully.
“He was preoccupied with all his musical drama schedules, going back and forth between England and America to propel his career. When my father died, he didn't even have time to ask me how I was. Because he had other priorities to pursue,” he still explained everything calmly.
Now, his eyes were far away looking at the front of the window.
“Accordingly a year after that proposal, was the day I had an accident. At that time, I asked her to go home because I wanted to explain one thing. However, he did not come, again for work reasons. He just came in yesterday and thought that I was frustrated and injured myself for not getting an answer from him.” he explained.
“Selena, at that time I asked her to come home because I wanted to explain to her that I was no longer waiting for her and she was free to do anything. But the accident happened and got me dragged into Celine's planned crime, so I had to pretend amnesia in front of her. Yesterday, she tried to kiss me again, but I pushed her. Nothing happened between us,” obviously mean it.
Is that really so, Josh?
“And you know, when he asked me to wait for him for another year, I immediately broke off our relationship at that time. I'm not not supportive of his career, I'm very proud and continue to be his loyal supporter to achieve his dreams."
"I understand it because I also have my own dreams. And I'm willing to stay with him and give up the title of heir to the company, to do what I love to do with the people I love. I want us to achieve our dreams together. But it turns out he was very angry and did not support the idea,” he said now rather emotional.
“I finally realized. In his eyes, I am very valuable because I am the heir to the Tel-X company that controls Asia and Europe. I am not Josh Rainer, who has always been in joy and sorrow and has continued to support his dreams since childhood. I was very very disappointed and sad at that time,”.
Now I shut my mouth with both hands.
“I never thought that the one who really wanted to marry me was the one who saw me as a walking gem, as others always see me. She doesn't care about my feelings which are also ordinary humans.”
I've now held onto Josh Rainer's cold hands.
I can feel how devastated Josh Rainer feels growing up from an incomplete family, always in his stepmother's bully and overshadowed by the prowess of his own half-brother.
And as an adult, she couldn't meet the expectations she thought would make her happy. The person he loves does not look at him as a whole, does not accept Josh Rainer as he is.
“I ended my relationship with Helena a year ago when she said those hurtful words, Selena. She asked for a year so that she could achieve all her dreams and afterwards could become the great mistress of the Gurnawijaya family. He wanted to have both at the same time. Which means, he doesn't want to have me because of me, he just wants my treasure.”
“But he refused to listen to me and said that we just needed a break. And still, a year into our break, he really didn't show me how much he loved me sincerely."
"When my father died, what he asked the first time was not how sad I was, but when I was immediately appointed to be the control of Gurnawiijaya.. I was devastated many times at that time, because I not only lost my father, but I also lost the figure of Helena whom I have always admired,” he explained.
“This is me, Selena.." she said it bitterly, now looking back at me fixedly.
"When I thought my world was beyond repair, you came along and made things better. I will never forget the moment I acted amnesia, when you believed in me and wanted to help me get out of Celine's clutches. I felt like finally someone sincere came to help me.. Help me because of me, not because of my treasure.."
He continued, "I was so happy back then. Very happy and easy to fall in love with you.”
“Josh..” I choked, still speechless with all his recognition.
He really misses the genuine affection he should be able to get from his family, but it was never complete he received all this time.
With me, he can again feel sincere when he loves someone.loving who he is. loving his world together.
I love you too, Josh Rainer.
“Selena, I will always try to make you happy. Even though it was the last thing I could do in my life.”
Our eyes are now glazed over each other, giving a longing signal that wants to be immediately ventured into each other.
I then poked my hand against her neck, while she brought her small but thick lips closer to mine.
Getting closer, until finally our lips meet each other.
Linked. Longtime. Warm.
Revealing how happy we were to meet someone who could light our lives with almost no hope.
Afterwards, we both smiled and returned to hugging for a long time.
“Selena, if I throw away all my inheritance just to live the life we love together, would you be willing?”
He suddenly asked that.
He wanted to make sure that I wasn't Helena.
“Josh, I love your soul, not your treasure.” I said it without a second thought.
He seemed happy to hear it and again landed a sweet kiss on my lips.
Getting back gives me a happy, electrified sensation.
And I, hope that no one can disturb us. these two people who love each other..
Yet, somehow, I was intrigued to resolve my curiosity.
“Josh, if you want to revoke your inheritance rights, then who will continue Gurnawijaya business?” I said while letting go of his embrace.
Her happy face changed in a slightly muted color implying a sense of sadness as she replied to my question.
“I'll give everything to Aldebaran. He is the most deserving and has been willing to endure many hardships for me all this time,” closed Josh Rainer while glazed.
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Josh Rainer plans to withdraw from inheritance and give it to Aldebaran. About how it will be later?
A. Will not be approved by his Grandmother, Josh will remain heir to the legitimate Gurnawijaya family 😎
B. It will be the same Aldebaran, because the most important thing for Ale is Selena's heart, not 💔 treasure
C. It's not that easy, ferguso! Celine has plans to suck all of Gurnawijaya's possessions into her pockets! 🤮
D. Don't-don't it fall into Selena's hands! 🙈