Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend

Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
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I thought I could sleep well last night.


In fact, the whole incident almost killed the life I went through yesterday did not necessarily make my body sleep.In contrast, I could not even sleep at all.


It's not that I'm being chased by journalists as a suspected homicide, is it.


It wasn't also because of thinking about what plan Celine and Becca would be up to when they found out I had footage capable of kicking them to prison.


But it's about my heart.


My heart is getting out of control all the time thinking about Josh Rainer.


And all night, Josh Rainer's face filled the space in my head.


I'm rattled.


Can't believe.


But also happy.


“Selena, please give me a chance.”


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Those words were like tape recordings that were repeatedly twisted in my head.


Josh knew I was rejecting him.


But he didn't give up.


He even wanted to protect me desperately even though I had stayed away from him.


He doesn't want me to be in danger anymore.


Because it would hurt him too.


Oh, dearGod.


Is this feeling worth having?


My fiancee hasn't even left this world for a month and I can already give my feelings this fast to others?


I understand this is very unfair to Dio.


Yeah, I don't deserve to treat Dio like this.


But, when I think about putting a limit on Josh, why does my heart hurt so much?


I'm doubting.


However, I have to throw this thought away first.


Because today will be the day of vengeance for Celine and Becca!


I immediately cleaned up, got ready with the change of clothes that Margaretha had prepared last night, and opened the bandage on my leg that Josh Rainer had made last night. When I opened it, there were no more blue bruises on my ankles.


My whole body is no longer in pain. The medicinal properties given by the doctor at the house of Gurnawijaya last night are very powerful. Now, only my head hurts from not being able to sleep all night.


Before long, I was ready with the costume Margaretha had prepared for me: a set of blazers and trendy blue toed pants plus transparent low heels.


I was now drying my straight hair with a hair dryer, while flattening the moisturizer before I swept the natural make-up look on my face.


Of course, all the skin care and makeup that brand was prepared by Margaretha before on my dresser. Not only branded, everything is also still in new packaging signs have never been used.


I'm treated like the king's daughter here.


When I was almost ready with a formal look with simple makeup that used to be my style, the door was knocked.


It turned out that one of the housekeepers told me that Mrs Gurnawijaya had been waiting for me downstairs to have breakfast together.


Which made my face meet red, the waiter also gave me a bouquet of sunflowers.


It is brilliant yellow in a bouquet that is given a white ribbon.


“Sunflower?” I was confused by the waiter.


The waiter nodded as he handed it to my hand, “From young master to Miss.”


Josh Rainer gave me flowers?


I'm out of words.


“Thank you. I'll be right downstairs,” I said to the waiter.


I closed the door with mixed feelings, happy and amused.


This is the second time I have received flowers. After Dio gave it to me once.


And that's why I'm confused, should this flower be flanked?


And what does Josh mean by giving this?


I still feel ticklish.


I am not the type of romantic woman or who likes to be given various sweet gifts by her partner. I don't know, I sometimes don't understand why a lot of women like to be given flowers.


Not only used as a display, the flowers will also rot in less than a week.  So what's the point?


Dio who knows me well knows that giving flowers to me is a waste. Once upon a time when we were on our first date, Dio once gave me a bouquet of roses that ended up quickly in my room's trash can.


Not because I don't appreciate giving people, but I just feel there's no point in storing things that will soon rot and not work other than being a sweetener in the corner of the room.


And from that moment on, Dio never gave me a single flower stalk because he knew it was a waste. At that time, Dio instead labeled me as a tomboy because he did not like to be given flowers, dolls to jewelry.


But this time, I felt dejavu.


In the past, Dio gave me roses to express his heart for a more serious relationship with me.


And now, Josh Rainer gave me sunflowers just as he begged for a chance to open my heart to him.


I smiled broadly.


Dio is a very important person in my life. Eight years with her past joys and sorrows is one of the most beautiful memories I have always kept warm in my heart forever.


And now, Josh Rainer shows up when Dio's gone and he's not coming back. Does that mean Josh will also be a very important person for me?


 I smiled again but was also confused when I thought about it.


What should I do about these flowers?


I, who had no idea, chose to send back a message to Anna.


Anna and Gery themselves haven't returned my messages last night. Maybe they were both exhausted after helping my father and mother escape last night. I am very, very grateful to them for that.


“Na, if you can sunflowers so durable must be flanked huh? Waiting for the most reasonable answer besides being dumped in the garbage can.”


Message sent.


Josh Rainer would have been disappointed if the flowers would have ended up in the trash. She must have wished I would have put it on my bedside and that's what I'm doing now.


Until Anna replies to my message and this flower rots later, I'll just throw it away.


When I put it on the little table beside my bed, I realized something was popping between the flower stalks.


A greeting card from Josh Rainer.


And there is a perpendicular handwriting that is not too good, but can be read well.


You came in when my stingy dimmed and almost died.


Do you realize you turned it back on and made me whole again?


My eye..


Oh God!


It's so sweet!


I even now have my hands slouched over my so touched face with those words.


Josh Rainer is a romantic.


Did he google and rewrite those words?


Or did it come from the bottom of his own heart?


Dio never sends me sweet messages like this. Because Dio knew I wasn't a ‘menye-menye’ girl who loved being showered with dreadful words.


Yes, my relationship with Dio used to talk more about the future and how we both became a very positive couple to achieve our dreams together.


But this time, it felt very different.


I never knew that a romantic gesture could blow a super rational Selena into space and never want to return to Earth.


How could this be?


Why do I enjoy the whole romantic treatment Josh has for me?


Don't tell me. I'm in love with her!


While I was still trying to control my embarrassment, my phone rang.


A message from Anna.


“If you want to be durable, the secret is pepet hold the sunflower not to be released!”


Damn it, Anna teased me instead!


“Serious. Don't laugh.”


I replied to Anna's message quickly.


“You cut the bottom of the stalk tilted, take a vase of water and dip the flowers there. Then the vase is toward the sunlight. Best deket window” reply Anna again.


“You are the best, Na. And thank you for all your sweat and fatigue yes to make sure me and my family are okay!” truly reply.


It took a few minutes for Anna to reply. I myself had already opened the door to head to the dining table down there when the reply message from Anna came in.


“But I'm just helping you out, Cell. Josh Rainer begged Gery yesterday to take your parents to safety. So you can calm down and can solve your problems there. He's so cool! Pepet continue!”


So anyway.


Again you, Josh.


My heart now feels like it's full of butterflies.


Turns out, it was you who helped my parents escape.


Even without me asking, you did it sincerely for me.


I really don't know what to say.


You really protected me and didn't want me to be in danger and sorrow.


You really keep your word.


I guess I can't hold this anymore.


I was touched by all his attention.


I was moved by all his knightly actions.


I know it's not fair to Dio, but I can't control what God has given me.


Yes, God has given me a living feeling to share with Josh Rainer right now.


The feeling that I like him so much.


And while I was still immersed in melodrama, the voice of the man I was so afraid of surprised me.


“Selena.”


In front of me, this cold yet romantic handsome handsome knight turned out to be at my door.


He's waiting for me to be ready to go downstairs together.


“You okay?” his tananya was still with her usual flat tone.


Our eyes glare.


I can find coolness there.


Josh Rainer's.


Just like you, I feel like I'm back to life.


I also felt like I was finding my eyes again.


And that's you, Josh Rainer.


“Never better than today,” I said smiling widely.


He smiled back at me. This time it does not look cold, it even feels very warm and sweet.


Then, he stuck out his right hand and waited for me to greet him.


Without a second thought I immediately grabbed that hand. The hand of the successful owner made me fly with his earnestness.


If only I knew that this would be the beginning of a love story that should never have happened.


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...GUESS CHARACTER...


And the answer is...



Dio's! The answer is really cool 🤟


Clue: Dio and Becca are twins. Dio has a distinctive Asian, white face similar to her twin Becca. Check the photos again yesterday, they look alike, right?


Waiting to quiz guess the character in the next chapter huh! ❤