
Pov: Becca's
Dio's!
Please help me Dio!
Get me! I can't afford to be in this world!
I thought I was swallowed by death, though,
It's all fake.
The return of Aldebaran before my eyes made me rise again.
I feel. called back.
I feel like I have the strength to live again.
Yet..
Not until I heard all those words come out of his mouth.
It hurts! So sick!
I loved her all my life.
I adored him eighteen years ago.
And he didn't come back to repay all these sacrifices.
Nope..
He just wanted to kill me with his own hands!
I no longer know the difference between life and death.
Because I really feel like I'm no longer alive.
Why has the universe never helped me?
Why should I be treated like this?
Dio. I beg Dio..
Take me to your eternal world.
I could no longer walk on earth
I really have no reason to live.
Lord..
Please take my life now!
I really can't see the person I fought for now wanting to kill me half dead!
I really don't mean a thing to him.
I was rubbish to him.
I looked at him limp.
Still with a gripping situation, Aldebaran appeared to slam the AK-48 weapon from his hand.
His shoulders back to me. He walked to his car to leave me.
Leaving me forever.
He never wanted me in his life.
He wants me to just shake it off.
He wanted to kill me so much that he hated me.
In fact, I still remember very well..
When I first fell in love with him.
Back to our first meeting at the time.
After the announcement of the family heir was almost done, suddenly I was inspired by something.
The idea to attract the attention of the prince is so charming.
Without a second thought, I sneaked into one of the rooms in Gurnawijaya's house secretly.
I looked for paper and pen in one of the rooms I entered. I don't know whose room it was.
I found it and immediately drew a picture.
In the past, my drawing lessons always got an A. And I used the time left then to paint a simple picture with the help of a blue pen.
A picture of a king and queen.
With royal fashion and holding hands.
Both showed happy emotions.
Because they can finally be together.
Aldebaran did say already have a queen, but that does not mean I can not replace the queen is not it?
And this is what I present to him.
Picture her as king and me as queen in the future.
Complete with wishful writing written by an 8-year-old boy, ugly and messy.
Sis, sis,
I promise to be your queen in the future.
Even though distance separates us now.
I will always wait until that time comes.
your - Ratu
It's finished!
At that time, I hoped Aldebaran would sympathize with me.
He would finally look at me and start considering me.
After I finished drawing it, I folded the paper and slipped back out of the room.
I then tried to climb the second floor of the Gurnawijaya family home and passed by one of the female servants who passed by.
I then tricked him. I asked where is Aldebaran's room?I forgot the location of the room and I told her that my doll was left there.
The waiter believed that because he often saw me coming with my mother to this house, he showed me the way.
I finally made it into my future prince's room!
The waiter closed the door and left me alone.
I then dyed trying to find the most place to put my love letter.
Where should I put my heart?
Not wasting any time, I finally decided to put it in her backpack.
The reason I was afraid the waiter would come and clean up Aldebaran's room at will if I put this letter on the table or chair just like that.
Then I opened the zipper and put it in there.
Hopefully in Aldebaran's heart will want to be close friends with me.
After that, I went home with my mom and dad.
My mom was nagging me because I was dirty and in tatters. However, I still did not say that I had just entered the bushes towards the secret hiding place of the heir of the Gurnawijaya family.
Yes, I kept the little promise that Aldebaran asked me to make.
...
A month passed,
Still no word from Aldebaran.
I whined to my mother to play at Gurnawijaya's house several times, but my mother said there had been no invitation from Celine so she did not dare to just come to the conglomerate's house.
Until finally one month later, I got the opportunity to follow my mother to the ceremony held at the Gurnawijaya house.
I returned to wearing my princess dress, this time in white.
I can't wait to meet Aldebaran then.
When I got there, I looked for him.
But he's not everywhere.
I'm not giving up.
I think I know where he is.
I tried to look at the park, found the secret bushes and decided to sneak back into the secret location.
And that's where I look back at Aldebaran.
This time with a very bright face.
Playing football with Josh Rainer.
Unlike the previous meeting, they looked very familiar.
And look happy.
Then I saw another woman there.
So pretty. Sitting on the terrace of the tree house, the two men were fighting over the ball.
I guessed he was the same age as Aldebaran back then.
She looks like a Barbie doll. Really very pretty.
And then I found out that she was Helena.
The woman who was Josh Rainer's lover since childhood.
Then, suddenly I woke up.
That Aldebaran once rebuked me for no longer coming to this hideout.
I shouldn't be here anymore.
Or Aldebaran will be mad at me!
If he was angry, he would not want to be close friends with me.
I quickly ran away from there.
Waiting for hours to appear but he never finished his quality time with his half-brother.
I finally gave up and tried to find out if Aldebaran was keeping my drawings back then?
If he keeps it, I must be important to him. I thought at the time.
I slipped back into Aldebaran's room.
This time it wasn't easy. Since I passed by the housekeeper, Rikian who told me I should not enter the young master's room without his consent.
I ended up waiting for Rikian to no longer notice me and slipped back up the stairs.
Then I reached his room.
Thankfully, the door was not locked.
I went inside and started looking for if my work was stored in this room.
I tried to go in and look for him in his study desk drawer.
But I don't have to try hard.
Because I saw it clearly.
Suddenly my mouth was open, but my heart was happy.
When I saw my drawing paper it was plastered on the wall near the study table.
With gold plated frame.
Pictures of myself and aldebaran that will be side by side in the future.
I was so happy then!
He kept it and even placed it inside the frame!
This picture is important to Aldebaran!
But..
Something is strange.
I tried to look at it more closely and found the peculiarities in my pictures.
No.kk….
I shut my mouth in disbelief.
There's a note added under my love letter to him.
It seems to be Aldebaran's own writing.
However, the writing succeeded in making my heart torn apart.
Aldebaran added something there.
Something is very wrong!
I'll find you back, as long as I…
No. gabe..
Who's Selena?
I'm the one who sent it!
Why do you think this foreign woman named Selena sent?
Who's he! I don't accept it!
That was the first time I felt a broken heart.
The one I never knew I would feel all my life because of this unrequited love.
Forever.