Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
GOODBYE

Helena was still in front of me after telling me all the facts about the Josh Rainer I just found out about.

The fact before the accident that made Josh Rainer amnesiac.

At that time, Josh Rainer was waiting for an answer from his wedding invitation to Helena.

…

Then, when Helena did not come, she acted for weeks as a victim of a lost-memory accident.

I happen to be his personal doctor.

And when he gets the chance, he says I'm his angel.

…

I'm disappointed. Mournfully. Angrier. All mixed into one.

I'm just... Helena's replacement?

Because the woman he yearns for never comes when he needs love?

Then he casually played with my feelings and said I was important to him?

Disillusioned. Very disappointed.

“Doctor, will Josh still be amnesiac in a long time?” ask the figure of Barbie in front of me, disperse my daydream.

Huh huh?

Helena doesn't know that Josh is recovering?

And Josh wouldn't bother telling her?

My esophagus's choked.

If this woman is important to Josh, why is she still keeping this a secret from him?

“Al told me that Josh would likely have amnesia for up to six months. But he showed improvement after being handled by you. Can he recover anytime soon?” ask her with a worried tone.

Whahuh?

Aldebaran also kept the real condition of Josh Rainer a secret from this woman?

I was in a gambit mode, thinking about what to say.

Is there a plan drawn up by Josh and Aldebaran that Helena should not know about?

Wh why? Isn't Helena the most important woman for Josh Rainer?

...

I really don't understand the intrigue of this conglomerate family.

And I should no longer care about the plans that Josh Rainer has behind me.

Because I'm not important to him.

Why do I still care about him?

Helena was still putting on an anxious look in front of me. Waiting for my answer.

“Becca told me that Josh wanted to talk to you a lot. Why was it when I was he was silent, Doctor?” now Helena could no longer hold back the tears to come down her cheeks.

Oh naw.

Helena must have loved Josh Rainer.

It was all from the expression on his face, which was very, very sad and afraid of losing Josh Rainer forever.

“Why didn't I just have that accident? why should Josh?” now he was crying so much.

I don't know what to do.

Should I calm down this woman who has made me lose?

…

For all his ignorance?

..

The ignorance…

Oh naw.

. .

I suddenly remembered when he said Becca told him that Josh Rainer's condition had improved when I handled it.

That is, this woman always communicates intensely with Becca?

Is this woman really that close to Becca? Exceed my closeness to Becca?

....

If so, I guess I understand why no one would want to tell him what's really going on right now.

Because this guy could've told Becca about Josh Rainer's hidden plan.

Is that why Josh is still pretending to be amnesiac?

So that no information is leaked that Josh Rainer is actually working on a plan to dismantle Celine's greater crimes?

Or the..

...

Or could it be that Josh Rainer is suspecting Helena?

Could it be that Josh Rainer thinks that Helena is on Becca's team?

My head was still spinning around connecting this whole incident with my limited sense.

I shouldn't care about Josh Rainer.

I should be able to explain everything that happened to Helena right now that her heart was completely healed and had been subjected to attempted murder by Celine and Becca.

I could have said that.

My liver…

My heart is holding me back from saying it.

My heart still wants to fight for Josh Rainer.

Even though I know this is impossible.

“Helena,” I finally open my voice. “Josh can be back to how it was only if Josh wanted it,” I said briefly.

Helena looked shriveled at my words.

I'm not lying, am I?

Josh currently does not want his memory back in front of Helena. If he wanted to, he should have already exposed it in front of this woman.

“Did he lack motivation? Did he give up on recalling his past?” Helena is now half hysterical.

I close my mouth tightly.

“It's my fault! I shouldn't have kept him waiting for years! If only I had relented back then,” now she'd have cried so much.

Josh Rainer waited for Helena all those years?

And the night of the accident, Josh Rainer was still waiting for Helena?

However, it seemed like Helena was not giving her any certainty.

Is..

Josh Rainer gave up on him?

And in the end..' trying to chase after me?

I really can't control my heartbeat right now.

Josh Rainer is a very mysterious person. Not transparent. Full confidentiality.

Which makes me annoyed, but more like it at the same time.

Is that really so, Josh?

“I think you need to rest and calm down. Josh will be distracted if there is no positive push around him. You should be able to encourage her right?” I said pretend.

He now wiped his tear-filled face.

“Thank you, Doctor. I will encourage him,” he said slowly and then he withdrew from before me.

Go back to Josh Rainer's room.

This time, he did not forget to close the door.

Makes me think back to the scenery I didn't like for the fight.

Saar Helena almost kissed Josh Rainer on the lips.

There is no rejection there.

Is it because Josh is still acting?

Or does he want it too?

…

Never mind.

I've decided to get out of here and no longer care about all this intrigue.

Goodbye, Josh Rainer.

Thank you for helping me out of the grief of Dio's passing.

And now, your queen is back.

He is ready to love you with all his heart. Every day with you.

With this, my task is done.

…

There will be plenty of time to forget this madness.

There will be plenty of time to erase my feelings for the blooming Josh Rainer.

However, the priority right now was to get out of this house. Reunited with my mom and dad in his hiding place.

With my two friends who really protected me and loved me for who I was, Gery and Anna.

That's all I want now.

I opened my door knob and was ready to take my bag and leave this house.

I'll tell Margaretha that I need to go to the supermarket to buy my personal needs.

Margaretha will definitely prepare the driver. And I had to figure out a way to get out of this driver's sight while shopping.

That's my plan.

When I wanted to take my bag, suddenly a familiar thunderous voice broke the atmosphere.

“Don't tell me you rejected me because you've been overpowered by Josh Rainer's sweet words?”

I was shocked to death and turned to the owner of the voice who was sitting casually on the sofa in this living room.

The guy in the light blue suit.

With a big smile on his stern face.

And looks narcissistic like he's the most handsome man on this one earth.

And that is Aldebaran.

Sitting in my living room with a grinning smile and a look like I don't want to let go of me this time.