Muara Kasih Single Mother
Stuck
When Pandu reached out his hand and was about to invite Ervita to go around to other places. Apparently Lina herself is still trying to stop Pandu there. He seemed unwilling if Pandu just left from before him.
"Guide, you must not go like this, Ndu .. You do not know that the calamity at the foot of Mount Andong happened because I was waiting for you. Last night I waited for you to have some time with you. However, what happened .. Roni came out of the tent and not you. He calmed me down and eventually the mistake happened. You don't know the pain of my heart, the coldness I waited for you for hours. You are a man who is insensitive to women's feelings. Even after, as I tried to meet and apologize, you ignored me, Ndu .. Now for a woman like her, you change, you are not like the old Pandu. Though we were both dirty, even she had children without marriage" said Lina.
In Lina's eyes, Pandu's attitude falls into the category of being insensitive to her. Even now Lina was trying to compare that she and Ervita were both dirty. In Lina's eyes, Ervita is even dirtier because she has a child from a one-night relationship, while she is not.
"Not compare yourself to him. The point is I don't want to, Lina. That's enough," Drive again.
"No Ndu, this is not fair. You can accept her, but you couldn't accept me in the past" Lina replied.
Ervita who was originally silent, finally spoke to Lina who was in front of her. "Sorry Sister Lina, forget all the past. After all, now Mas Pandu is married. Don't try to snatch people's husbands, Ms. Lina. It's all over." Ervita said that firmly, then she glanced at her husband, "Come, we go Mas," she asked.
However, again Lina held Pandu there. "You're not fair, Ndu .. You see me like an unrighteous woman. However, you married a woman who was also not right."
This time what Lina said really got Pandu piqued there. Pandu sighed and then turned to look at Lina there, "It's enough, Lina .. lest I open your card here," said Pandu.
"Open up, Ndu .. You only know my stains and woe with Roni right?"
Pandu then shook his head slowly, "No. I know everything, Lina. I know and hear how all this time you've been talking that no-no about me that I'm an abnormal guy and under the guise of having a girlfriend when I don't touch her at all. I also know, what happened at Anton's Kost, Lina .. that you did with Anton in the hostel, I know too. So, it's Lina. Don't make me open all your scabs" said Pandu.
When Pandu said all that, Lina pegged. He did not expect that Pandu apparently knew all about him. Lina's not picking now. Did not think that Pandu who had been indifferent, apparently could know everything. Now, Lina could only stare at the back of Pandu who passed away by holding Indi and Ervita.
While Ervita glanced at her husband. He guessed what had really happened in the past. Indeed, when Lina compared herself to Ervi, Ervita also felt that their position was the same. Even Ervita felt more dirty, because there was Indi who became a child born without the birth father's nasab.
"Where else is Didi?" ask her daughter.
"Just go home Yayah ... Didi want to play at his house, see Parakeets can?" tanyakanya.
Pandu nodded his head, "Can .. be picked up by Dad in the afternoon?"
"Ya Yaah .. want to play with Kakung and Eyang Uthi," he replied.
Choosing to get out, Pandu finally brought his wife and son to go home. Ervita is more silent now, Pandu knows. Therefore, when Indi chose to go to his parents' house, Pandu could use it to appease his wife.
Drive almost an hour, and now Pandu has arrived at his parents' house. He leaves Indi and will pick her up later in the afternoon. Not to forget Pandu also said that Indi wanted to see his sister's Parakeet. Later, the man invites Ervita to go home.
Ervita has a habit of her own, when she feels dizzy. Then he will brew warm tea with the aroma of jasmine to be able to calm his complicated mind. After that, Ervita chose to sit in the living room while listening to the small fountain outside her house. Water gurgles that can be a relaxation for him.
In silence, Ervita thought whether it meant that her husband knew a lot about Lina. However, so far what is told by Pandu is only a tragedy at the foot of Mount Andong. Never told anything else. Until finally, Pandu came out of the room and then sat next to his wife.
"I'm looking in the bedroom, Nda," he said.
"I'm sitting here Mas" Ervita replied with a bow to his face. There was a reluctance to look at her husband's face.
"Why? Must be angry and upset because of that?" ask Pandu. His guess is now definitely his wife feels badmood and also upset. Moreover, his wife is pregnant, Ervita certainly also feels more upset.
Ervita chose silence. Honestly speaking, meeting Lina made her lose her mood. The holiday is initially beautiful and exciting, ending with meeting a female figure from her husband's past. It's just that, actually how Pandu used to be until so many people doubted his normalcy. Ervita closed her eyes for a moment, and also chose to sip back her tea.
"Here, talk to me .. don't stay quiet like that," said Pandu by shifting his seat and closer to Ervita.
"No. I'm dizzy" said Ervita.
Pandu finally chose silence. He had already tried to open the conversation and also invited Ervita to talk. However, his wife chose silence and admitted dizziness. Pandu knows the spices in the household are various flavors. It's just that, he didn't like it if Ervita kept quiet like this.
"Don't shut up, Nda .. I'm more tormented if you're quiet" said Pandu by leaning his head against the back of the sofa. That is Pandu, if the person he loves silences him, he will feel tormented. Although actually all this time Pandu is also the same type, he is angry better to be quiet and cool his heart and mind first.
"Everyone should shut up if they're upset, but you can't, Nda .. I can't, '" he said.
Ervita finally put a teacup on the table, and then just spoke to Pandu there. "I'm sebel," he said.
"Yes, I know .. because of Lina right?" his reply.
"One of them .. Why don't you tell me everything? There is still a lot going on not only in Andong Mountain. What Lina said was true well, we were both equally dirty. I'm dirtier, because I have Indi who will keep reminding me of my past dirty self. He's my heart, but now it's the most painful reminder that in the past, I've fallen" Ervita said.
Pandu shook his head slowly, "No Nda. You're wrong, admit your faults, and defend your baby. Not with Lina."
Ervita sighed there, "I piqued Mas .. actually how much do you know about Lina? Why did you talk that way there," Ervita replied again.
After saying that, for quite a long time the two were silent. Doesn't mean to be disrespectful. Ervita chose to shuffle and she sat on the edge of the sofa. He chose to shut up and be quiet. I don't know, she's feeling really bad right now. Especially with the fact after meeting Lina, making the mood of pregnant women become messy.