Muara Kasih Single Mother
Attempts to Deceive Ervita
At least Ervita became a person who introspective with a man. Moreover, when looking at Firhan there. It actually makes Ervita realize that Firhan is not as good as she thought before. His judgment of Firhan had all changed since Firhan refused to take responsibility for the mistakes they had done together.
Ervita realizes that all is not purely Firhan's fault. Ervita realized that she was also guilty. The mistake that actually dissolves, giving up in his arms and persuading Firhan. However, once she is positively pregnant, there is no form of responsibility from a Firhan to her.
"Don't just make decisions because of emotions alone, Vi .. be patient, and control emotions. Maybe now you feel alone. However, we never know in the future. Who knows what Indira might ask Dad, what will you be like?" ask Pandu later.
Ervita smiled there, "It's possible. Just for now, I still want to raise Indi first, Mas. There have been so many storms that I have experienced. For that, in this quiet time that is not entirely calm I want to enjoy it with Indi," replied Ervita.
Yes, actually this time is a quiet time. However, by meeting Firhan again, Ervita felt that this time was not entirely calm. He had to be even more vigilant, especially Firhan who seemed to start spreading things that were not good to him.
"Oh, yes ... later if Mas Pandu has a girl, know me well," said Ervita this time who of course shifted the topic of conversation.
Pandu commented a thin smile there, "Yes, later if there is," he replied briefly.
"There must be. You may not want to stay single?" ask Ervita.
"Yes, wait for a suitable one. Although the wait is a bit long nothing, the important thing is to be able to build a household forever," replied Pandu.
This time Ervita smiled there, and then Ervita guaranteed the Scout's words. "Amin .. I pray Mas Pandu gets a good wife. Who can be invited to build a household together for good," he replied.
"You also hope to get a good partner, Vi," said Pandu.
"If it's a Single Mom like I'm hard, Mas. A lot of consideration, especially I am far from family. Not necessarily my Father and Mother in Solo will give you blessing, not necessarily Indi also want a father, so I better not to first. My life is still gray."
It is undeniable that Ervita has many considerations of her own. Marriage for a single mother must consider many aspects. Although Ervita is far away, she still wants the blessing of her Father and Mother. Also Indira who wants to accept the figure of his father as well, not a variety of past that certainly can not be buried. Could there be a figure of a man who is ultimately willing to accept it for what it is? Want to accept Indira as a baby born outside of marriage? Also, willing to accept his past that can not be covered.
"Not always life becomes gray, Vi. Yeah, we go home yuk? Later Indira fussy," take Pandu.
The young man immediately stood up and paid for the food they both had. Actually, Ervita wanted to pay for it, but it was prevented by Pandu. Pandu said that it is appropriate for men to pay when inviting women. So Pandu refused Ervita when he would pay for his second lunch.
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One week interval ....
Pandu and Ervita returned to visit the Batik Museum. This time the two will introduce the batik business that has been pioneered by the Hadinata family and also provide entrepreneurial socialization to KKN students.
"Kuman if it is wrong to be back-up again Mas," replied Ervita.
"Yes, just calm down .. later must be helped. By the way, you're okay to see that guy again?" ask Pandu.
Ervita shook her head faintly, "It's okay, Mas. I'm trying to be okay."
This time Ervita said that she would try to be fine. Although his heart was still wounded, although he was actually reluctant to meet with Firhan, but he had to fight all of it. Because, it is not likely that at any other time, he will meet the person who once hurt him again.
"good. I went to the committee first. You keep our booth stand well," Pandu's request.
Then Pandu left Ervita in the Batik Hadinata booth booth section, there was only Ervita who was there. Look Ervita while studying the part of the powerpoint slide that has been made Pandu and himself a few days ago.
"Ervita, we'll see you again" said Firhan this time who came to the booth that Ervita guarded alone.
Ervita was silent and did not respond to Firhan's voice. Better, he rushed over and finished to be able to master the materials. So that it can present the best explanation of what he can.
"Broast ... after one year, it turns out you become a successful entrepreneur yes Vita," said Firhan by observing the batik-batik Hadinata which is maintained quality it.
"Ervita, I'm sorry for my mistake first .. I'm sorry and I'll convince you and my mother to accept you" Firhan said.
Hearing what Firhan said, Ervita slowly sighed, the woman briefly smiled there. "Sorry Firhan, I've no longer expected responsibility from you. I'm more than capable of supporting my son" he replied.
After all the grief, all the humiliation that Firhan had once thrown, this time Ervita would not be fooled again with Firhan. After all, Ervita had already seen for herself that Firhan was already with Tiana. That meant that Firhan did not feel guilty.
"Don't be arrogant Vita .. I know you've become a successful person now. Only, your son needs his father, right? I'll convince you and Mom that they'll give you our blessing. I'm ready to take responsibility now."
Such a sweet greeting from Firhan's lips. This time Firhan was trying to trick Ervita. It was possible that Ervita this time would fall again in his arms. So Firhan can get help with funds to remember soon also the time for thesis and research, so that Ervita's wealth can be utilized, right? Firhan runs a strategy that women are usually easily seduced and tricked, so there is no harm in Firhan trying it.
"No! My son never needed his father. For me and for my son, his real father is dead."
Ervita replied firmly. I wouldn't expect anything related to Firhan. A second chance while she was pregnant and showed the Mother and Child Health Book and the results of the USG there which ended with Firhan's rejection again, for her at that time Firhan was dead to her. Both he and Indira were not expecting Firhan at all. Better Ervita will try to be a single mother, pour out affection, make a living to be able to live together with Indira. It was much better than giving a chance to the man who had once rejected him and reneged on his promise. Even the man who was standing before him had never felt any guilt for his own fruit. For such a man, Ervita would never return to apologize and opportunity for him.