Muara Kasih Single Mother
Feeling More Deserving
When people do not like it, whatever the person does will certainly get a negative assessment. Just like Lina who judged Ervita was always negative. Starting from Ervita who is not worthy of Pandu, to trouble Ervita who ate Udon with a spoon and fork, not with Chopsticks.
While Ervita now gives a response because she feels that whatever the circumstances. Said to be unable to wear chopsticks, Pandu also did not mind. Pandu can accept Ervita as it is.
"I told you a long time ago, Ndu. He's not suitable for you. Especially women who have illegitimate children" Lina said.
So much information that Lina dug up and collected until now she said that Ervita had an illegitimate child. There, Ervita was completely slapped. He was guilty in the past. Ervita never called Indi haram. For the presence of Indi in his life also occurs with the permission of Allah.
Ervita's sinfulness she was redeemed by suffering during pregnancy and childbirth. However, he never said his son was haram. He was guilty, not the child he conceived.
Now, Ervita was silent. Feeling free also gave an explanation to Lina who clearly hated her. Until now the Pandu stands.
"Lin, your heart is full of hatred so your point of view towards my wife always hates" Pandu said.
Lina was undaunted. Now he just stared hard at Pandu. "He's not worth it to you at all. The woman who just ruined your reputation."
"I don't have any reputation. Besides, I didn't expect it to you either, Lina. Don't feel your best self until you put others down. Now, please go!"
Scout really is emotional. He could not tolerate Lina's remark on his wife. So that Lina was now staring at Pandu.
"You're too much, Ndu."
"Don't judge the sins of others, if you are sinning yourself, '" Pandu said.
As soon as Lina was gone, Pandu then clasped Ervita's hand. "Don't put it in the heart, Nda. Let God judge our sins, mistakes, and transgressions. Focus on getting better every day. God loves His servant more who repents."
"Yes, Vi. Do not put it in the heart. A man has a past. I agree with Pandu. Let God judge. Do not let it be intimidated by human judgment based solely on hatred" Pertiwi added.
"His love for Pandu is unrequited. To feel myself better. If, there are people who are with Pandu, he does not feel willing because only he is worthy of Pandu," said Damar.
Slowly Ervita smiled and nodded her head. "Yes, it's okay. I'm used to this kind of judgment. However, my actions of defending Indi were more appropriate, than I aborting him. My sins will be many. May Allah forgive me with all my wrongs and caliphs in the past" Ervita replied.
Pertiwi nodded her head. He understood what Ervita said. In addition, Pertiwi also agreed to keep Indi is the best thing. At least no longer add to sins.
"If you can't use chopsticks, katrok yeah? The ndeso?" ask Ervita.
"Not at all" replied Pandu, Pertiwi, and Damar together.
The answer was compact until Ervita laughed again. Until finally, Ervita then looked at the three of them. "Sorry, yeah" he replied.
"No need to apologize, Vi. What matters is that you are comfortable. Don't listen to hate speech like that. In addition, what matters is that your relationship and Pandu are getting stronger."
Now Pertiwi gives a little advice. Do not easily sway with the obstacles that exist. However, it is increasingly strengthening until there is a birth and inner bond between husband and wife.