Muara Kasih Single Mother
The True Truth

"Mother ... really .. she?"

Wati asked with her quivering lips and her tongue that felt faint. Even just to talk, it feels so heavy now. Whether this guess in Wati's heart will reveal the fact that for almost five years has been covered by her husband's family. Wati felt her heart pounding beyond her threshold. There was a fear he could feel.

Bu Yeni was silent. Wanting to give an answer also his tongue felt faint. However, if lying it will only increase sin. For that, Bu Yeni chose to be quiet for a while. He's looking for a way to tell Wati the right way.

Not yet Bu Yeni gave an answer. Firhan came and he was confused to see a face full of tension between Wati and his mother. So, Firhan immediately asked the two.

"Mother and Wati are tense like this ... What's the matter?" tanyakanya.

Wati who was originally silent then gave an answer and of course told Firhan what he had just seen. After all, they have promised to improve communication in the household. Wati also on several occasions has also been open with Firhan. Starting a new habit begins in his own home.

"Mas, I just met a little boy, maybe he's 4 years old. We met at the Smart Park. My heart moved by itself to get acquainted with him. Then we also got acquainted. I noticed why his face was so unfamiliar. Apparently, he looks like a picture of you in this kind of kindergarten, Mas."

Wati told me everything honestly. Hiding nothing from Firhan. Because, when she wants her husband to change, Wati must also change and improve. Changed to be more open with her own husband. If she asks Firhan to change, while she herself does nothing it seems unfair and seems to force her own husband. Both need to change and improve.

"Maybe you're just misguided, Yang," Firhan replied.

"Seriously. His face is the same as your photo when this Kindergarten, Mas. The little boy named Indi, he called Pak Agus our neighbor with the call Kakung. Mas, could it be him?"

Just asking, Wati had already shed her tears now. Did he really just guess? In addition, Wati also really hopes that her husband can speak honestly now.

"Don't this be the son of your past, Mas?"

With a filled heart Wati ventured to ask her husband. The harsh reality if revealed does make heartache. However, Wati will prepare and accept the reality. As long as her husband is honest, Wati will appreciate the honesty of her husband.

Firhan was confused as well. Should he reveal everything? Instantly there were bad thoughts that flashed through his mind if until he did not speak honestly and still hid something from Wati, Wati would definitely leave. Firhan really can't, if it's up to his mistake and Wati has to leave.

"Sit down first, Yang," Firhan asked.

The man walked over to Wati and invited her to sit down together. It is better to explain everything by sitting down. Moreover, Firhan hoped that whatever he said, Wati could accept it.

"If I'm honest, aren't you angry?" Firhan asked slowly.

Wati who was already crying at the end nodded her head. He had to prepare his ears to listen to everything. Prepare her heart to accept all her husband's past.

"I'm always ready, Mas" replied Wati.

Firhan seemed to let out a long sigh, then only then did he start opening his mouth, making a sound. Firhan set his own heart and belief that this time, he would choose to be honest. Whatever the risks and consequences will be.

"I'll speak honestly, Yang. So, back in High School, I had a boyfriend. We used to be a High School. The love story in Grey White that continued until we both went to college. We dated for years. It just so happens that he is my own neighbor. Until then, we sat in college, the third or fourth semester at that time. The young kawula volcano. I took him to Tawang Mangu, at the foot of Mount Lawu. A night of doom. I thought just doing it one time wouldn't get her pregnant. Apparently, she was pregnant one month later. My old sin, I don't want to admit it. I'm out of responsibility. Even I felt so indifferent when she was kicked out of her house by her parents. Getting pregnant outside of marriage is a disgrace. It's even more despicable when no one wants to marry her, to be in charge of her fetus."

Firhan was completely honest with Wati. Everything he told me. There was nothing else he covered up

In a way, Firhan was relieved to be able to tell Wati honestly right now.

Although there is a sense of shame because it seems to open up your own sin, show it to others. However, Firhan is also in an attempt to improve himself, so Firhan gives concrete evidence that he is serious with Wati and he is serious about improving his communication with his own wife.

"Nothing's been good to me in the past, Yang. Even I'm relaxed, not distracted. But I knew that he had his parents kicked him out of his house. In my heart there is absolutely no sense in looking for it and taking responsibility for it. I'm that bad. As far as I know, my ex-boyfriend's daughter's daughter, and she's called Indira."

The deg!

Wati's chest is a very heavy burden. Right with the prejudice. Because, Wati observed that the face of Indi really is not foreign to him. It is not 100% similar, but there are some facial features that are almost the same as the eyes, nose, and face shape. Wati's suspicions have been proven.

"I've been honest, honey. There's nothing I'm hiding from you. I know, we're both not very good at communication. Now, this is proof that I'm seriously changing and I want to improve our household. After knowing all my sins in the past, are you still willing to accept this despicable man?"

Firhan also blushed. Suppressing those emotions wasn't easy, especially when he had to confess his sin. He only hoped that Wati would still accept it.

"So, she's your daughter, Mas? Your child?" asked Wati with a cry.

For Firhan himself it is so difficult to admit Indi is his son. For his mouth has never been opened and has recognized the child as his son, as his flesh and blood. Even when KKN in Jogjakarta and she met Ervita, Firhan accused Ervita that the seeds in her womb had been mixed.

"I'm a depraved and immoral man, Yang. I have had many sins in the past. However, now I seriously want to improve myself," Firhan replied.

Wati was still crying. Her husband's honesty does bring hurt. So is Bu Yeni who is now crying. As a mother being able to see Firhan speaking honestly was a very significant advance. Wati can change his son. Bu Yeni also hopes there is an apology door for Firhan from the wife.

"Mas, I look well at you who want to be honest with me. But what you did in the past is so wrong. I'm more sad to hear when you're not distracted by your ex-boyfriend's whereabouts. As if, I found you who have no conscience" Wati replied.

It was very difficult for Wati. However, she felt increasingly sad when she heard her husband say not disturbed by his ex-girlfriend. He felt very sad as to why Firhan in the past could be that cruel.

"I'm sorry, honey," Firhan replied by lowering her face.

"There's more to an apology than me, Mas. He is directly connected to your past. Apologize to him. Admit it wrong, and apologize" said Wati.

Firhan let out a long breath. Several times he also rubbed his face violently. Signs that the man is in trouble now. Firhan did not expect that this soon all of his past would be exposed.

"I saw your face on the little boy's face, Mas. He's innocent, isn't he? Does Mas Firhan have no pity, that a child as smart and beautiful as that does not have a nasab from his father who is actually his muezzin?" ask Wati now.

Firhan. He didn't think that far. In the past, Firhan only wanted his future to be bright. Not ready to marry young, and so on. He did not think at all about the fetus conceived by Ervita.

"I'm Temenin, we're sorry together, Mas," Wati asked later.

Firhan sighed again, and now looked at his mother's face. Bu Yeni gave a head nod to Firhan.

"Excuse me, Han .. If Ervi gives you an apology, it may be that Allah will be gracious and give you offspring for both of you. Wati is also already heartened and wants to accompany you to apologize directly. So, come to the house of Pak Agus and Bu Sri. Apologize" said Bu Yeni.

At least Bu Yeni also gave advice to Firhan. Even if Firhan pleases, he should also apologize to Bu Sri and Pak Agus. Ervita was expelled from the house first, also because Firhan was impregnating her and was not responsible for what happened.

"Yuk, Mas .. I'm tense," replied Wati.

"Which, I ... Maybe I'll apologize to them?" firhan asked with a huff.

"Must apologize, Mom. What you've done in the past is very wrong. I'm not patronizing you. But try not your heart, listen to your heart. If Mas can introspect surely Mas will feel ashamed of himself," replied Wati.

Firhan fell silent, Why did he feel that everything was Ervita's fault. To the extent that his conscience is covered with hatred. Now, when Wati asked him for self-instrospection, indeed Firhan became ashamed of his own past.

"If they don't forgive me?" ask Firhan.

"They want to forgive or not, Mom. The important thing is to come and admit wrong, apologize. At least God will take that into account" replied Wati.

Firhan who was angry, now also become a gamang. It is not easy to come and apologize. Wati finally extended her hand to her husband.

"I'll accompany you .. I'll even apologize to you. We start all good, Mas," he said.

Very precarious situation now. Will the sincere words and encouragement from Wati be together or will Firhan take care of his heart again?