Muara Kasih Single Mother
Two Red Lines
It has been a month since the events in Tawangmangu …
Ervita and Firhan's relationship is still going normally. After the one-night romance, Firhan several times had invited Ervita to have sex again, but Ervita immediately refused. Just like today, when there are empty hours on campus, Firhan seemed to invite Ervita back to climb the peak of romance.
“Please Dear .. at the hostel Veri is empty. Even Veri gave me the keys to the hostel. After all, we also empty hours until later in the afternoon,” invite Firhan to Ervita.
“No way, Fir .. as we promised, we won't do it again. Just one time, Firhan,” reply Ervita.
Wisdom whatever the body relationship, but Ervita himself is still very afraid because until now, it has been a month and Ervita has not found a menstrual period that usually never comes too late.
“Ah, you do not exclamation the heck Darling .. where there only want one time. One time it was just a try,” reply Firhan.
“For you to try, for me it is enough,” reply Ervita. Ervita then lowered her face, and closed her eyes for a moment, “ .., even until now I have not menstruated,” he said while massaging her forehead that felt so dizzy.
Hearing that until now Ervita still has not experienced menstruation, Firhan then sat next to Ervita and embraced the woman's shoulder, “Should your period what date?” tanyakanya.
“Date 10 every month, this is the 25th, Fir,” reply Ervita with a breath that sounds so heavy.
Yes, Ervita herself always has a menstrual period that remains a little moon. If it goes forward or backward, it's only a day or two. But now 15 days have passed. To be honest, various bad thoughts immediately encompassed Ervita.
“Firhan, if I'm pregnant how?” tanyanya.
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The next day, Ervita woke up early in the morning. The goal is to wake up early now, of course, to do a pregnancy test using a testpack that he had bought when he returned from campus yesterday. Actually Ervita feels doubtful and gamang, but the worst possibility still exists, right? The woman immediately went to the bathroom, as well as with a dagger she bought at the pharmacy to hold urine. Then Ervita also tested the chemical reaction with a testpack in his hand that will be inserted into the glass dagger.
Ervita closed her eyes, her hands just shook, really Ervita was really scared right now. "Oh my God, whatever the outcome may be best for the Servant .whatever the outcome, may Ervita be able to convey to Father and Mother, may Ervita, and whatever the result may be Firhan will be responsible to Ervita," he murmured softly.
Until finally Ervita actually dipped the testpack into a glass of dosing filled with urine. In the bathroom, while waiting for the results of the test pack, Ervita walked back and forth in the bathroom, feeling very confused. Because, to be honest Ervita is not ready with everything.
Second by second, until finally it was two minutes of walking time, Ervita began to see two red lines printed clearly on the pregnancy test kit.
"I am pregnant .. yes, Lord ... How is this?"
Tears instantly flooded Ervita's face. One fact he kept elak in his heart, apparently this time it really happened. His heart was broken, sad .. and also confused. If the married couple is legitimate and official it will welcome the two red lines with joy, but not for Ervita who weeps grievously in heart.
"How is this, God? Father and Mother, forgive Vita .. forgive Vita," he said with trembling lips.
Ervita quickly tidied up the cup and also the testpack, which Ervita thought now was to tell Reyhan and at the same time collect a promise from her boyfriend to take responsibility for it.
Will this time Firhan be truly in charge? Or just give an empty promise to Ervita?