Muara Kasih Single Mother
Indira Tantrums

After the death of Tiana and Firhan, Ervita finally walked again. Really, Ervita did not want to meet Firhan at all. If he could, he would refuse to be able to see her again. Even in his heart there was absolutely no hope of obtaining Firhan anymore.

For Ervita it is better to be a Single Mother than to beg for love and mercy to Firhan. After all, Ervita proved since getting out of the house, although his life was winding and certainly falling awake, but Ervita survived and fought for herself and Indira.

Now, even though the Hadinata family helped him, gave him shelter. Not that Ervita's fight is over. He still tries hard to work while nurturing Indira. Getting rupiah for rupiah he saved to meet the needs of both.

“Here often for KKN yes Mas Pandu?” ervita asked the young man who was walking beside her.

"Yes, almost every year there are always students who come here KKN. Not only from Solo, sometimes there are from Purwakarta even from Jakarta," Pandu replied.

Ervita nodded her head, realizing it was probably due to the large number of batik artisan centers in this place and also close to the Batik Museum. In addition there is a batik sales center in Beringharjo Market. So it is often accepted students who are KKN, and at the same time can introduce batik.

"Later you are also involved yeah .. because Batik Hadinata is including a fairly old batik center in this village. It's been started since my Cessation," replied Pandu.

Ervita then nodded her head, "May I be. Just embarrassed, Mom," she replied.

Pandu smiled faintly and glanced at Ervita. "Not to be ashamed, Ervi .. I will teach you. For example, giving the story of the history of Batik Hadinata to students who KKN. Even I made the portal there's a history section there" Pandu replied.

"Keren Mas .. from interior designers can create a portal site, and want to help the Father and Mothers sell," said Ervita.

"It's normal, Ervi. But if it wasn't me who helped Father and Mother? The child is just me, my mother goes with her husband and lives in Lampung," Pandu replied.

In Ervita's mind, Pandu is indeed a devoted child. With the knowledge of Ervita for three months living in the Hadinata family home, Pandu was so respectful of his parents. Even the young man was so hard at work. As a child of parents, the owner of the batik business can be Pandu live a good life and foya-foya. However, Pandu is not such a child. Young people who work hard, and also polite.

"Yuk, go home .. You just wait here. I took the motorcycle first well," said Pandu.

Given the distance of the Puskesmas and his close home, Pandu did choose to use a motorcycle only. Ervita was waiting for the batik prince's son to take his motorcycle. The guide on the large matic motorbike stopped in front of Ervita.

"Yuk, Ervi .. ride. Slow down well," replied Pandu.

Ervita also positioned herself and hugged Pandu slowly, then she attached the scarf to cover the baby Indira so as not to be exposed to the wind.

"It is, '" he answered.

Carefully, Pandu carried the motorcycle. Even accidentally the motorbike that was driven by Pandu passed through Firhan and Tiana who were walking in unison. Surprisingly, when passing through Firhan, the baby Indira suddenly cried. Until Ervita confused.

"Cup - cup - cup, dear ...kok suddenly cry anyway," said Ervita while rubbing the baby's buttocks to calm him.

Pandu also looked back, "His mind is crying, Vi? Want to stop first?" tanyakanya.

"No need Mas Pandu ... soon also arrived at home really," he replied.

Pandu nodded his head. Even Pandu also felt confused by Indira who suddenly cried. Earlier Indira cried after immunization was natural. But now ... Indira is crying because of what? Could it be after passing the two students he met at the Puskesmas earlier? Could a baby as small as Indira feel a bond with the man wearing the alma mater shirt earlier?

"Mas, sorry ... I went inside well, nenangin Indira who suddenly tantrum (repeat) like this. Thank you very much Mas Pandu has been taken to Puskesmas," said Ervita.

"Yes Vi .. equally," Reply Pandu.

Ervita went into the house, locked it because she wanted to give ASI first for Indira. Ervita sighed, while taking out the source of her ASI and sticking it into Indira's mouth.

"Why crying Mother's daughter? Indira felt what? Cup-cup-cup," said Ervita.

Although unspoken, could there be a bond that Indira felt? However, the Biological Father seemed to feel no bond, and also seemed so sharp-mouthed when he met Ervita. Asking the baby who is in his carrier is not.

"Indira cry because after immunization or why was the person anyway? Sorry, Son ... I can't give you a whole family. All you have is Mom, and all you have is you" Ervita said softly.

When calming Indira who was in fact still crying until the face of the 3-month-old baby until flushed. Ervita was crying there.

"Yes yes Son ... Indira has a Mother. Mother will always love Indira. Having a single parent is okay, son ...."

If now Ervita also cried it is no longer because of illness in the past, but because of the fussy Indira. As a mother, she was sometimes confused and so mellow saw her son cry like this. Ervita was stunned there, could Indira feel such a great rejection from her own biological father. Babies can't talk, but they can be very sensitive.

Rejection from his own parents makes the baby feel uncomfortable feelings of rejection that finally connected to the baby's brain so that the baby can know that his presence was rejected. Even in psychological science, at birth the baby will be inferior, not confident, feel inferior, feel unexpected, and have emotional constraints. This feeling of rejection can even be felt by babies since they are in the womb.

First Ervita calms herself down first. Yes, Ervita wiped her tears. To calm her baby down, she must first calm herself down, and then Ervita gives her baby a positive affirmation.

"Indira Darling ... listen to Mother well .. although no one recognizes Indira. Even though your own biological father rejects you, do not be sad and cry yes Son .. There is a Mother who since you are in the womb of Mother, Mother never rejects you. Mother always loves you with a sincere love. Indira certainly can feel that Mother is very dear to Indira right? So strong boy, Indira. Remember, Mother's love for you all the time, throughout the Mother's age."

Say positive affirmations that will certainly be heard by the baby and also channeled to the baby's brain. There was Ervita's hand that rubbed the forehead, grasped Indira's tiny hand, and patted her butt slowly. Then Ervita sang a song for Indira.

Mother's Love to Indira ....

Infinite all the time ....

Just give no hope back ....

As the sun shines on the world ....

Several times the song was Ervita mengandungkan softly, until Indira could slowly become calm. Then, Indira wants to drink his ASI. As soon as Indira had calmed down, Ervita who was stunned without a puff. So painful it feels. Being a single parent not only taught Ervita to fight and endure, but also suppressed the pain in her heart. Calms himself before calming his little baby's feelings.

"We are strong together yes Indira .. have each other. Mother loves you."

With a voice that shook and was so soft, Ervita again hummed the song Love Mother. A song that expresses how she feels and the affection she has for Indira. A love that will never be divided. Love that always rises like the sun in the morning, the sun that greets the world with its warmth.

When Ervita calmed Indira down, behind the house was a young man who was taking down batik from a pick up car and felt his heart tremble. The soft voice combined with the sobbing made the young man feel the turmoil in his heart. Who was the young man who heard Ervita's voice calming Indira?