Muara Kasih Single Mother
Someone is Trying
Take a moment to Solo City. Some people are really trying to fix themselves. Yes, Firhan seems to want to give evidence to Wati that he will try to improve himself.
Just like today, Firhan tried not to be so emotional even though he was actually upset with Wati. He seemed to be reminded to change and become a person who does not explode his emotions.
"Well, you're done with the ironing yet?" firhan asked his wife.
"Hm, why Mas?" ask Wati.
At that time, Wati was ironing. So, indeed Wati to iron first. Especially for some of Firhan's shirts that she must iron first so that her husband can look neat.
"Still not long?"
Again Firhan asked because he was going to invite Wati to do an activity that requires Wati to finish her ironing first. How long had it been since Wati returned to Karang Anyar, and there was no physical connection between Firhan and Wati. So now, Firhan felt that he could no longer hold back for too long.
"I finish first, Mas," replied Wati.
Actually, even though it has been more than a week back one roof. However, the household life of both is not entirely good. Even not infrequently Firhan is also confused to talk to Wati first. Even in bed, there are both of them are back to each other and there is also no affectionate relationship between the two.
Wati once thought that even though he was together, but the household life still feels cold. Especially the lack of communication that makes them only talk and talk about trivial things. There is no deep discussion between husband and wife.
Firhan let out a long sigh, and he saw that there were still a few pieces of clothes that Wati had to iron first. Even Wati was now acting ordinary, as Firhan was sitting there.
"If you are tired of laundry, Yang," said Firhan later.
"Not tired, Mom. At home, there are no children. For ironing can be really," replied Wati.
If Firhan suggests laundry to be more practical, while Wati feels she can still do everything herself. Moreover, they do not have children, so they can still iron and also take care of the house that is not so large in size. Different story if they both already have children later.
"That's still a few more pieces try," Firhan replied.
"Not much ... Why the hell?" ask Wati again.
Now it seems that Firhan must be really patient. He did not tell her his intentions honestly. Ambiguous. While Wati himself may indeed be not ngeh with what her husband wants now. So that indeed the communication of the two is often stalled.
Although heavy, Firhan tried hard to resist. In fact, it must be in what way he can convey his intentions with Wati. In Solo a few days of rain, so Firhan now so long. The cold air and the rain that fell seemed to create the perfect combination to channel the taste that had been a week more pent up. If he forced Wati back, Firhan would have imagined that his wife could leave the house again. Of course Firhan didn't want that to happen.
Feeling that only verbal speech was incapable, Firhan then approached and now sat behind Wati. The man clasped his wife, his hands wrapped around her waist, and his lips repeatedly dropped a kiss on her nape and shoulders.
However, for Wati it is a disturbing activity because in fact, it keeps her from concentrating on ironing. The more distraction that there is work as a housewife it will not be completed. However, from the way Firhan is now and sounds a heavy sigh from her husband, Wati is very sure that her husband is now waiting.
"Mas, I finished the iron first," Wati said with her shoulder raised.
"You ironed it too long, Yang ... I .. I," Firhan replied like a stutterer.
Really, wanting to admit how he is now so eager, it feels difficult. While Wati is also still ironing. So, it is confusing to communicate all. Usually people say, household problems will be finished in bed. As for Wati, she needed reconciliation until it was completely finished. Wati is the type who does not like protracted problems and requires a solution to be completely finished.
"Which, I want," said Firha now. Finally, Firhan had the courage to reveal what he was feeling right now.
"I finish first, Mas," replied Wati.
"Can't now? It's peaking," Firhan replied again.
Firhan honestly said that he felt that now it had peaked. So, indeed he wants to synchronize what he wants. Especially with conditions that do not have high resilience so it is very difficult for Firhan.
"Now well," Firhan said again with a voice that was like a dream.
"Please, Mas .. I know that the wife belongs to her husband. However, now isn't there equalization of rights? Please, I'll finish first" replied Wati.
In her faith, Wati knew that a wife was said to be sinful when she rejected her husband. However, he has other interests and there must also be something that he must prioritize first. So, just finishing a few more pieces to iron according to Wati is better than having to delay first.
Hearing his wife's words, Firhan finally inched and the man entered the room. He has been patient all this time. However, it still feels difficult to resist the often turbulent emotions and desires. Now, the man is laying himself down in a prone position. Feeling angry, but not being able to. All he could do was like that.
"I've been trying to be patient, Yang. But you made me feel this way."
Firhan sighed with a close eye. It felt annoyed, unable to get angry, and also could only hold back. Does home life have to be like this?