Muara Kasih Single Mother
The Bloodless Pain
There was the sound of feet coming down the stairs. Small traces that Ervita certainly can know who the owner of the footprints. Getting closer, until a voice called out.
"Yeah ...."
Yes, it was Indi who apparently went down the stairs. Actually above Mei already hold Indi to be on top first. However, Indi chose to go down. He wants to find his father. Until then, Indi really went down and called Pandu, Jayah. The favorite call from Indi for Pandu.
Seeing Indi coming, Pandu opened his hand. Because, usually Indi will soon pour into the arms of his father. Also, Pandu and Ervita who behave normally because it will not hinder Indi, Indi was brought up just so as not to hear the conversation.
"Dad," call Indi again with a little run and scatter towards Pandu.
"Yes, honey ... What's wrong with Didi?" ask gently.
Observing Pandu and Indi's interaction, Firhan looked at her with a broken heart. How not to be destroyed, he should be entitled to Indi. Supposedly, the figure that Dad called him was himself. However, it is Pandu, not the Biological Father who gets a beautiful and gentle affectionate call from Indi. Pun, with the attitude of Indi who wrestled spoiled in the lap of Pandu.
Definition of pain, but not bleeding. Her voice pierced to the heart. Firhan's chest felt tight. The baby he had rejected, he was despised since in the womb, even when meeting in Jogjakarta during KKN, Firhan accused his seeds of being mixed with Pandu's seeds.
There was an incision that hurt his heart, it did not bleed at all, but it was very painful. Not expecting the child born of that mistake, has grown up. Her face was beautiful, her skin was yellow, and her speech was adorable.
"Dad, Didi was going to go down with Yaah ... later to the square buy telor roll ya Ya," he asked.
Even Indi was seen indifferent with two guests sitting in the living room. All he talked to was his father. While Ervita rubbed the top of Indi's head if it had been with Pandu, Indi became like that.
"Yes, it's afternoon. There was an aunt called first," said Pandu who asked Indi to greet Wati and Firhan.
However, Pandu only mentions Aunt. Because, Pandu also admitted in his heart as if not willing if Indi called another man with the call of Father. Better, Pandu pointed to one of them only. Different story if Firhan is the one who spoke and asked Indi to call him what.
"Greet me, son," Ervita told Indi.
Indi also came down from his yayah lap, then shook Wati's hand first. She but felt uncomfortable, as some Indi stared at her Mother's face. The feeling of the little boy was so soft and sensitive, that Ervita also realized that her daughter was indeed not comfortable.
"Hello, what's his name?" Wati asked while still shaking Indi's hand.
"Indira, Aunty .. have met before," Indi replied. Apparently Indi still remembers with Wati because a while ago he saw Wati in Taman Cerdas, and now meet again.
"Ah, yes ... Aunty to forget," replied Wati.
In his heart Wati observed the beautiful Indi. However, there was no denying on his face there was a slight resemblance to Firhan. However, Wati only kept it in her heart. No voice directly.
Then when he was about to say hello to Firhan, Indi looked back and looked at Father and Mother alternately. It felt, Indi also did not want to say hello, but Mother and her father both nodded their heads. So Indi shifted and extended her small hand.
Deg.
Firhan's heart just feels sicker. The man from whose seed Indi can be born is called Om, while the man Firhan now believes is not the Biological Father of Indi, is called Yamah. It was a blow to him. Pun, with Ervita who let Indi alone.
"Oh, yes ... Whose name are you?" ask Firhan.
"Name Indira, Indi," Indi quickly replied.
"If you want, you can call Om by calling Dad" Firhan said now.
Indeed, the one who deserves and deserves to be called Father is Firhan. Therefore, Firhan ventured to say so. In the past, she was upset with Ervita and the baby. Now, he also gave permission to Indi to call him Father.
The little Indian was silent. After that, Indi shook his head. "No, this is Om ... Didi already has Yamah," he replied.
After speaking so, Indi released Firhan's hand which was still holding his hand, then he ran back towards Pandu.
"Yeah ... Didi Yayah" he said.
Ervita and Pandu chose to nod their heads. While Firhan felt his heart ache greatly. She guessed that Ervita used to be in this kind of pain, too, when she refused? When her family rejects her and is reluctant to give her accountability?
Now Firhan can only feel the taste of being rejected by his own baby. Wati patted her husband's arm. It was as if Wati wanted to strengthen her husband. Just by giving it a touch.
"Yes already, Didi went up again Ya Yaah. It'll be night, Dad. Indi dear Yayah," said Indi.
After that Indi again ran up to the top. While Wati seemed to whisper to Firhan to take him home. Firhan gave a faint nod of his head.
"Yes, Vi .. My wife and I are ready to go home" Firhan said with his back straightened. Slowly the man stood up and took Wati home.
"Thank you for the time Ervi and her husband. Sorry if there is a mistake, again thank you," said Pandu.
"Yes, equally," answered Ervita.
Then Firhan and Wati said goodbye. Ervita and Pandu also deliver to the front of the house. After Firhan and Wati returned, Pandu immediately embraced his wife. Although Ervita looks fine, but actually Pandu knows with the contents of his wife's heart.
It is not easy to be confronted with the past. Moreover, it was a bitter and bitter past. However, as Pandu's promise that he will always accompany Ervita.