Muara Kasih Single Mother
It's like being a Dad
It is undeniable that Ervita's pregnancy this time feels different for Pandu. Indeed, Indi has been considered as his own biological child. However, the baby that Ervita is carrying is now in fact her first baby. Therefore, Pandu certainly feel very happy. Even every examination, Pandu also listened to the explanation from Doctor Arsy, because he wanted to know what happened with the baby and also felt by his mother.
"You have a lot of tingling?" ask Pandu then to Ervita while driving his car to return home.
"Yes, these few days in the fingers it's like tingling, Mas" he replied.
Pandu glanced at his wife's face. Then the man clasped Ervita's hand while he put it on his thigh. "Why don't you tell me that it's a tingling sensation?"
Ervita smiled too. "Can't be anything serious. So, yeah, nothing. Maybe if it's bobok, I often lean with my hands. Start tonight no," he replied.
Pandu then nodded his head. "If you have anything to say, Dinda .. I want to be the first to know how you are. No matter how your pregnancy was first for me, Dinda. I want to always be on standby for you" Pandu replied.
This time Ervita was not angry. It is natural when her husband feels like being a standby figure. What Pandu said was true because this pregnancy was the second for Ervita, but actually this is the first pregnancy for Pandu.
"Yes .. next time I tell ya. I'm just afraid you'll come to mind later. Even though it is also natural for pregnant women, as explained by Doctor Arsy earlier," replied Ervita.
"Don't be angry Nda . once again it's not like I'm differentiating between Indi and her baby sister. Both are my children, only your pregnancy is still my first, first experience" Pandu said.
"Yes Mas Pandu .. It's okay, I fully understand. After all, it is I who should be more open and communicative with you" Ervita replied.
When they got home, they both entered the house. Ervita chose to wait at home, and Pandu picked up Indi at the house of Eyangnya who was playing with Lintang. The reason Pandu picked Indi himself also so that Ervita can rest and also Pandu still remember that Ervita was tired and sleepy, so it was better Ervita at home. Rather than when he stopped by his parents' house and was still asked about things at length by his parents and also Pertiwi.
"Ervi's not coming? Tumben," asked Bu Tari to her son.
"At home, Mom. A lot of online purchases so packing a lot. Just check it was sleepy," replied Pandu.
Ms. Tari nodded her head. "Yes, I was sent proof of the sale today. It's a lot. There are even incoming purchases how many million that," replied Bu Tari.
"Makanya Bu .. let it be at home first. Poor, already pregnant it must be heavy and difficult, and also while taking care of Indi and also taking care of the house. Ervita needs to rest as well," replied Pandu.
Ms. Tari smiled looking at her son. "Yes, married life is so, Ndu .. given time to rest. Today there are many orders coming in. How are you ready to be Dad?" ask Ms. Dance again.
Pandu looked smiling and nodded his head. "Yes, ready, Ms. .. since married to Ervi is ready to become a father for Indi. Sorry, it feels different, Mom. Now so worried, also want to be able to do a lot for Ervi. Taking a wife since pregnancy is fun. Sometimes pity too, the pregnant woman was not young. There is tiredness, fatigue, and perhaps sadness due to hormonal turmoil. Bayangin Bu, Ervi used to live it alone," replied Pandu.
Ms. Tari also massaged her son's back. "Mom knows, for you Ervita's pregnancy is the first. You used to know, and now you're watching for yourself. Yes, learn to be a father to Ervi. Did you want to marry Ervi?" ask Bu Tari.
"If Ervita had been married, it would not have been touched, Ndu. Haram law. Because, he was pregnant with the seeds of another man," said Bu Tari.
Pandu sighed and then nodded his head. "Yes, at least Pandu can take care of Ervi, Mom," he replied.
"Now you can take care of him. Every day, the time you both pass is also more qualified. You just prepare to be a father, especially when your baby is born later," said Bu Tari.
Pandu then nodded his head. "Yes, Mom ... Pandu will learn to be a father to the Baby, and also to Indi. Both are the sons of Pandu, the jewel of Pandu's heart."
Ms. Tari was really proud of her son. It is clear that Pandu does not distinguish where the child is connected and where the biological child. However, both of them were heart jewels for that son. Pandu has also proven to be a good and happy person.
"Good, Ndu .. both children, do not be differentiated. I believe it is also because God gave you the heart to love everything. I'm proud of you, Le," Miss Tari replied.
"Satur Nuwun, Ms. .. hopefully Pandu can continue to do his best. Only from now on has someone made Pandu sad, Mom," he said.
Ms. Tari scrunched her forehead and looked at her son. "What are you sad about?"
"Later if Indi matures and wants to get married, Pandu can not be her guardian. Though Pandu really love Indi, want to take Indi to the wedding gate," he replied.
My God, for the time to come Pandu has thought about it from afar. In front of his mother, Pandu can confess his feelings and sadness. Given that Indi is not her flesh and blood and when Indi gets married later only her biological father and guardian can marry her. However, it also seems that it will not be reversed by his own biological father. Because, in the birth certificate of Indi only recorded the name Ervita there. There is no Firhan Maulana.
"Indi must be sad, ma'am" said Pandu with a long sigh.
"Sad you later, Ndu .. You are also sadder," replied Ms. Tari.
Pandu nodded his head slowly. "Now, if you are wondering how the future will be sad, Mom. Poor Indi. Now Pandu can be present in his life, give happiness, and present in the figure of a Father. However, when he grows up and there is a man who asks for it, when he knows the real facts, will Indi be disappointed with Pandu ya Bu?"
"No ... India will not be disappointed. He would be proud to have you as his father. A Father who loved him and made him a jewel of the heart. I'm sure your love for Indi is sincere" she replied.
Pandu nodded his head again, "Yes, Pandu is very affectionate with Indi. There is no way Pandu dared to marry Ervi if Pandu's affection for Indi is not this big," he replied.
Yes, Pandu took the time to share and exchange ideas with his mother. There are times like that. There was a boy who was so close to his mother that he could talk about anything to his mother. Pandu also, can share, tell stories, and tell his sadness in the future to his mother.